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@Leo Gura what about those mathematical demons you ve been talking about?

And what was your experience with it? @Leo Gura

@Leo Gura Why horrifying? Was it an insight about reality or the experience was distressing in itself? Like the demons coming out of the wall...

@Jannes yes there is hella wakeness there, I do not deny that. He is also a masterful examiner of consciousness, one of a kind. I only compare him to what is beyond, be it "leo" or whichever conscious mind that has gone to those lenghts the leo body mind has gone. Leo for what I can say, has gone to some extremities that require a certain kind of dedication that is found only in one of several billion individuals.

Leo is miles beyond Ralston and I ve been following them both since 2013. I think Leo gives too much credit to him while Peter is too self absorbed thinking that his got reality by the balls. He would shit himself if he had seen what Leo has gone through. And no, I am not a leo fan boy, I believe Leo has done a lot of damage, he has certainly damaged me... anyway, nothing of importance will be said in this convo, an old dog doesn't learn new tricks. Some 5meo up his nose would be some content I would pay for though.

@Leo Gura this is too tolerant. Immediate ban.

@KGrimes cool story bro. Now throw them out of the window.

@Leo Gura you have literally told me that I am all alone suffering for eternity, what else do you think can depress me?

@Will1125 you are not something is experiencing this body. YOU are the experience.

@Leo Gura @Leo Gura I am struggling to understand. Can you elaborate? I am a dream right now. I assume you too are a dream. That assumption maybe wrong, but let's not take it to extreme skepticism. How do those 2 dreams relate and interact? Do I have authority over the dream that you are and If yes how much? Do you think there is a substance that connects the two dreams?

@Leo Gura how do the dreams of all of us synchronize? do you suggest a shared dream kind of landscape where certain rules forbid certain exchange of information? Solipsism solves this problem, but the necessity of relationship dynamics contradict this prospect. One possibility is that everyone is completely free to create anything while everyone is also protected from individual will. Another is that there is a balance between what you control by your will and the will of the other. I could add to that that the more consciousness you have the less the will of the other has power over you. My hunch is that IT is a paradoxically intelligent design that i will never understand.

@ivarmaya spiritual bs. You live in fantasy land. Some pains cannot be surrendered. @Princess Arabia extreme pain causes suffering even if you are a super Buddha eleventh jhana sahaja samadhi self realized yogananda satguru anally 5meod shamanic superintelligence.

@ivarmaya tell that to someone with cluster headaches

@Javfly33 this community will never heal from the solipsism trauma Leo caused.

@Spiritual Warfare you are lost in your own mind. If you want truth follow the silence.

@Brivido great experience. I have never done 5meo or malt but i have had kundalini activations during sleep. Back in 2016 i have had a kundalini awakening during sleep where I left the whole universe behind. It was intense and fear enducing but the peak seemed like absolute nothingness. I remember choosing to come back into manifestation. I literally believe that our spine is the locus or centre of consciousness. The second person manifestation of a dissociation in infinity.

@Spiritual Warfare suffering or not, loss or not, pain or not i consider my life a gift.

@Rozka yes it was fairly intense but I have had plenty of intense experiences, far scarier than that, dreaming and awake. My kundalini is very active since I was 17. I am 27 now.

@Rozka I once had a dreamain which i explained the whole of reality to a friend. As I was talking about eternity, a portal-chasm opened on the walls of the dream where bright light came through and I died. I woke up to concensus reality.

@Aether Phoenix sometimes it is just better to take a step back from the constant search. Feelings of anxiety are not signs of development even if many of the spiritual guidance here is going to point to that. I would urge you to chill the internal striving, show some compassion to yourself, you don't have to know everything and maybe you will never will. Your fear of insanity is something you have to face eventually as is any fear you have. But facing something does not mean to obsess over. Maybe it is accepting your vulnerability.

@Javfly33 samsara is nirvana, nirvana is samsara. You will see eventually.

@LukeZ check out rob burbeas metta lecturea and meditations on YouTube.

@Buck Edwards do you meditate? Does your sleep time Refresh you? How is nutrition and exercise level, are you hydrated enough? Ilness status? Inflammation? Level of consciousness is too vague of a term. Your consciousness is just different and the reasons maybe too many. Meditation for me is the regimen for your symptoms. Your state before sleep is important too. Clear your mind 10 minutes before and after sleep. Eat clean, exercise and sleep well.

@eTorro that is not awakening. Thats advaita and Buddhist bullshit. Awakening is awe, appreciation,love and magic. Not less life, more.

@ExploringReality this reminds me of a blog called nirvananuke written by a guy called Thomas A. Vik or something.