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@ivarmaya spiritual bs. You live in fantasy land. Some pains cannot be surrendered. @Princess Arabia extreme pain causes suffering even if you are a super Buddha eleventh jhana sahaja samadhi self realized yogananda satguru anally 5meod shamanic superintelligence.

@ivarmaya tell that to someone with cluster headaches

@Javfly33 this community will never heal from the solipsism trauma Leo caused.

@Spiritual Warfare you are lost in your own mind. If you want truth follow the silence.

@Brivido great experience. I have never done 5meo or malt but i have had kundalini activations during sleep. Back in 2016 i have had a kundalini awakening during sleep where I left the whole universe behind. It was intense and fear enducing but the peak seemed like absolute nothingness. I remember choosing to come back into manifestation. I literally believe that our spine is the locus or centre of consciousness. The second person manifestation of a dissociation in infinity.

@Spiritual Warfare suffering or not, loss or not, pain or not i consider my life a gift.

@Rozka yes it was fairly intense but I have had plenty of intense experiences, far scarier than that, dreaming and awake. My kundalini is very active since I was 17. I am 27 now.

@Rozka I once had a dreamain which i explained the whole of reality to a friend. As I was talking about eternity, a portal-chasm opened on the walls of the dream where bright light came through and I died. I woke up to concensus reality.

@Aether Phoenix sometimes it is just better to take a step back from the constant search. Feelings of anxiety are not signs of development even if many of the spiritual guidance here is going to point to that. I would urge you to chill the internal striving, show some compassion to yourself, you don't have to know everything and maybe you will never will. Your fear of insanity is something you have to face eventually as is any fear you have. But facing something does not mean to obsess over. Maybe it is accepting your vulnerability.

@Javfly33 samsara is nirvana, nirvana is samsara. You will see eventually.

@LukeZ check out rob burbeas metta lecturea and meditations on YouTube.

@Buck Edwards do you meditate? Does your sleep time Refresh you? How is nutrition and exercise level, are you hydrated enough? Ilness status? Inflammation? Level of consciousness is too vague of a term. Your consciousness is just different and the reasons maybe too many. Meditation for me is the regimen for your symptoms. Your state before sleep is important too. Clear your mind 10 minutes before and after sleep. Eat clean, exercise and sleep well.

@eTorro that is not awakening. Thats advaita and Buddhist bullshit. Awakening is awe, appreciation,love and magic. Not less life, more.

@ExploringReality this reminds me of a blog called nirvananuke written by a guy called Thomas A. Vik or something.

@AION there is not a physical world even with consciousness. Oh, and there is not such a thing as "without consciousness"...