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Gsk replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Does this mean that others are real, but only as ME/CONSCIOUSNESS/GOD/LOVE? You said "this Being does not exclude other beings", yet the suffering your prior words have caused me led me to believe that my personal self/mind is all that exists, that other beings are not real, only my personal self is real. Now you're saying, or at least seemingly suggesting, that all other beings are real, but only AS ME. If I truly am "intimate with all living beings", does that not mean they're real? Because my consciousness is the exact same as theirs? Do they not also exist as the same consciousness that I am? How could I be intimate with someone that doesn't exist? I am beyond exhausted of these mind games. You don't realize how close I have come to suicide because of what you've said. If oneness is the Truth, then surely my suffering is your suffering, is it not? -
Gsk replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
By definition, Ego is separate. But separate from what? Is it not everything else that exists, everything else that is real? If there is nothing for it to be separate from, then why the fuck is it defined as separate? According to the delusional narcissist that runs this site, your ego, your individual point of view is the only one that exists. -
Gsk replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Elijah Gura I don't care about physical objects being imaginary, it's only other beings that I will NEVER be okay with. If that's just my ego saying that, so be it, idgaf. If every single thing is made of consciousness, then I will never understand how other beings could be imaginary, since at the deepest level, they are literally made of the only thing that is real. How can something absolutely real be imaginary, just because it's expressing itself in a different form? @The Lucid DreamerI can kind of see what you're saying, so I appreciate that. it's just very difficult to get out of this horrible mess I've been in for so long. @Leo Gura You are truly truly sick. Your videos are literally the worst possible thing for my mental health. I am done with your repulsive content. I'll never know how you could ever sleep at night, let alone function. What you're constantly saying is true is narcissistic insanity. If I honestly stated exactly how I felt about you, I would likely be kicked off this website instantly. Not that it really even matters at this point since I'll probably never feel any desire to return to it. -
Gsk replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@The Lucid Dreamer Thank you for responding. Correct me if I'm wrong, but after thinking deeply about what you've said, it sounds like you're implying that all of these infinite points of view are real. The problem is, according to Leo, they are all completely imaginary. In the video I mentioned, he literally says this multiple times. For example, he talks about being skeptical of your parents being real. This is where I am deeply stuck. If God is truly gaining something from having all these imaginary points of view, then perhaps they can't all be 100% imaginary, perhaps they can't all be 100% fake like he constantly says. But, if it's just the concept of humans that is imaginary, not the actual point of view of them like you said, then that's obviously totally different. I just wish he would say it in a way that isn't so damn misleading and therfore sound so horrifying and depressing. I find it to be a joke that on the front page of this website, it says "How to create a profound life". If he keeps wording his "teachings" in this way, the only thing that is profound is the pain, loneliness and subsequent suffering his words cause. -
Gsk replied to Bulgarianspirit's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@BETGR164128 @Leo Gura In his What is God part 2 video, at 24:02 he says "There are no human beings. Human beings don't exist". How the Fuck is that NOT solipsism?? These words of his have caused me immense suffering. I can't talk to anyone. I can't do anything. I can't function at all because I am constantly doubting other people's existence 24/7. All because of Leo's words here. This loneliness is fucking killing me. There is only 1 thing keeping me from killing myself right this very second, that is this: at 24:09, he says "What you call human beings and the thing you think you are as a human being, this is the universe being sentient of itself, this is God-consciousness." If 'other people' are the universe being aware of itself, does that not mean other people are real, because they are conscious?? This is what I will never understand. If they absolutely are conscious, How do they NOT exist? I am truly suffering. Please, Leo, I am begging you, have some fucking compassion for once and help me. I guess in a way, if you truly believed this yourself, you wouldn't continue making videos, because there would be no one to watch them. But even while seeing that, I am still struggling with this extremely. Someone, anyone, help me with this. I cannot take this torturous loneliness any longer. I am desperate. I just want this nightmare to finally fucking end.