Soulbass

I recently discovered on youtube : - Franck Lopvet (his video on the channel "Tistrya" is great) - Christophe Allain

http://www.holographicuniverseworkshops.com/ http://www.butterfliesfree.com/

@Gabriel Antonio I don't have smartphone, but one day maybe. My old B2710 run well, and have 2 weeks battery life. Thanks

I haven't meditated the past 2 days. Cause : busy schedule and lack of time management. Btw, I'm motivated. Maybe I start getting a little bit afraid of the power of meditation, and what it reveals. Tomorrow it's Sunday, I don't have excuses for not meditating.

Ouch... now that I'm back to my old favorite 9-5 work (cg animator) I wonder when I'll find time to meditate. The schedule is not that busy, and my apartment is near the work place, but I would like to spend the few hours I have @ the evening for working on my stuff (music production). I haven't meditated yet, so I'm going now for a 45 mins session. Day 31 : Meditation went right, I guess. I realize that the words "dream" or "reality" are just floating labels, and that I know nothing. Thanks @dude for sharing some shit, I liked a lot this song :

Days 28, 29, 30 : Went right. My watch have a count-down timer which can be paused, so that I can split my meditation practice across the day. I feel more "centered" as I'm going further into meditation practice, events in life seems more "peripheral" but also I'm very happy to enjoy them.

The forum rules says "conspiracy pointing is not allowed" but still, I thought this was worth a share Edit : damn, I realize after posting this, that I've been hooked by the emotional speech of this guy, and being about to post it here, shows that "strong emotions" convert people into a cult, the cult of Ra's Material for example... be careful ^^ Movies like "Jupiter Ascending" are probably inspired by Ra's Material, the distinction between reality and fiction is blurred... I just typo (accidentally) "reality is fiction" instead of "reality and fiction" [video deleted]

I have a folder with 3000+ pictures, but also musics and videos (pinterest is useful for pictures). All is divided in 3 main sub categories, and fit 3 aspects of my life purpose. I would have a separate vision board for my personal life, independent from life purpose, even if there are similarities. The whole thing is taking place over months, and evolve as time goes on, and eventually I figure out what is authentic to me.

Why 6 months ? It could be 1 day, or 75+ years, it doesn't matter. The thing is that most people have regrets about things they have not done, at the end of the journey.

it's royalty free banks, but sorry I don't know which one... Leo keep secrets (but I think it's from russian websites)

Day 26 : Meditation went right. Day 27 : Meditation went right. I found 2 exercises which are helpful for contemplating time & space : - While walking in the street, notice that there is no point A or point B, there is no distance to travel, but it's just the street moving relatively, it's subjective perceptions. Well, hard to explain since English is not my native language, but I think the one who perceive, is always the center, even if it seems like we came across the street. - Same thing for time : we don't went through times, over past life time, but time unfold on it's own, it's always changing (impermanence).

Does sleeping with a self-help book on my bedside table, would makes me having benefit from it ?

@Truth Did you known Madeon produced his first songs in fear and despair ? He has put a lot of pressure on himself, since he totally failed at school, music was his only salvation. I think his music is very inspiring and full of hope, energy, and a little bit of sadness/melancholy.

Day 24 : Meditation went right. Day 25 : Meditation went right. I know from various people that it's possible to see the "information" behind the appearances, so once I removed this limited belief and experiment with it, I think that maybe I grasp a little bit of the "invisible" which is feelings/emotional. Thanks @Zane for the suggestions. I'll be back to work soon, so I'll have to split my meditation practice into smaller sessions : (I'll experiment with guided meditation or not, but it seems to work well in the morning, when the mind is flexible, which is a good time for vision & visualization. At the end of the day, the mind feel more rigid, so it's maybe a proper time for regular "do nothing"). - 25 minutes morning. - 25 minutes mid-day. - 25 minutes evening.

Day 22 : Meditation went right. Day 23 : Meditation went right.

This is subjective feelings, may it be totally deluded, neurotic, or whatever : Tonight a shift occurred, like if I switched from a reality to another. I had this feeling yesterday, but it confirmed in the dream. I dreamed of various negative situations that occurred in my life past weeks. The "switch" is that a different "Soulbass" were living another life while I was living the negative one, I switched to another "Soulbass" reality. Things happen simultaneously, and we choose which one to actualize. Again, it's very subjective and 98% of it is irrational, it's hard to put words on it. Here is the music I listen atm :

"The problem is not the problem. The problem is your attitude about the problem" – Jack Sparrow Did you watched these videos by Leo ? - How To Deal With Strong Negative Emotions - One Simple Rule For Acing Life

I've read book one, I have to say that I'm somehow afraid of reading book 2, 3, 4... what am I about to learn ? An intellectual understanding doesn't help, but these interviews are fascinating... What if we are a biological experiment ?

Day 21 : Meditation went good. I notice meditation can be passive or active, so to speak, like "trying hard" or "waiting for the timer to ring" but a lot of things happens in my head/consciousness. Some random thoughts, but also feelings, struggles, in the waiting of the end of the timer. I'm happy to notice this emotion.

Timing is one of the 3 pillar of lucid dreaming, as described by Daniel Love, with brain chemistry & psychological skills. Having a regular sleep pattern during the week (the brain get used to it) and attempt to WILD @ weekends, when you'r supposed to be awoken is named "cycle adjustment technique" or CAT. WILD-CAT

i like psybient, which for me is synonym of subconscious, and how neurons works in the brain (like underlying structures, moving slowly in the dark, while we are not aware of it : like ambient music, it's here, but there is no "face" no "main object" it's all sensations and surrounding sounds). I've listened to the whole Fax +49-69/450464 records, mostly by Peter Namlook. Randomly came across "programming music" playlists on youtube, kinda cool (many video games soundtracks). My latest discovery in this area is ultimae records (asura). https://ultimae.bandcamp.com/ + Carbon Based Lifeforms + Solar Fields (The Mirror Edge's series)

Once you had a lucid dream, you'r motivation will be boosted, such an amazing experience