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Yeah, if you have the money. You'll have regrets if you don't do it. And you'll have regrets if you do it as well. So whatever... If you don't have the money, don't. Simple. I mean your deep passion for mechanical keyboard is not insane, you're just passionated about what you do. It's part of a vision. Try not to use that materialistic approach, to don't do things (your mind likes to trick you in that way). Doing is more important than having. Personally, I like the idea of having great results out of cheap items, and optimizing stuff. I only have second hand (perfect condition) of 10 years old products (mp3 player, camera, laptop, cellphone...) It works like a charm, and it's retro-cyberpunk vibe. I would suggest you try to understand why you really want this keyboard ? What does it mean to you ? What are the emotional connection ? Any related past experience ? Who were you, where were you, doing what ? Is it the keyboard ? Or "you" that matter in the end ?

The movie "Unbreakable", ending scene (SPOIL) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tmzbosye2-Y

Wow, I like it. Nice textures, vibe... Sounds like Chromaphone by AAS (granular synthesis, for percussion sounds, can also do some FM). I love anything 140 BPM, tho.@molosku

@Charlotte What music(s) are you into ?

I've heard a vegetarian/vegan diet can provoke depression (subtle) because of enzymes or something like that in the brain. I can't say for sure but meat affect my mood, the few times I had to eat meat (once a month on average) I get more aggressive, goals driven and optimistic (like in a rat race). As for vegetarian/vegan subtle depression (if it's real) I get used to it, and took full responsibility of my emotions. Having a clean diet makes my mind sharper, but I don't know if this includes meat or not, since there is so many factors, it's hard to know. @Colin Cool vid Then, maybe a carnivore/low carb diet works for few months, but doing that for 10 years is a different thing. Few months is still "short run" consequences. I'll give it a try with keto diet, I like to experiment.

What do you think of having a job, as part of a spiritual practice ? This means the work could be anything, from the most boring to the most exiting. What matters is "presence" and interaction with others/environment.

I think it's turquoise, but I would say "There is not right or wrong. There is just what is". Your wishes are part of what "is".

@ULFBERHT what did you finally purchased?

@d0ornokey I used Illustrator CS3 portable & my cellphone for calculator (cross product). Any vector graphic editor, Inkscape is free. I mean the first version was on paper, I've sketched 6 sheets during the past few days before ending to the final result & then reported to Illustrator (in 10 minutes or so). I think paper is more effective.

I talked once to a psychic who have read my mind & structure, he said that in my case music is a "cellular memory". I have probably another incarnation living right now (in a simultaneous reality, but another time) with an even deeper connection to music. He said in my case, music can helps to synchronize the physical body (I don't know what it really means, but yeah I know I can get quickly in trance while listening to music that I like, especially on the mind side, and my vision become sharp, dopamine is rushing, i feel ecstatic). Edit: he also talked about "music of the spheres" which is a music generated by the sum of all human souls at once, which creates a beautiful symphony (but it's nothing like music on earth).

I've read that the 2nd week is twice more effective than the first week, and the 3rd twice more effective than the 2nd, no point going further than 3 weeks for most people. I find it difficult after the 4rth day, because of craving for food (maybe that's because I have coconut water still). My mind come up with sentences like "common, there is nothing wrong with eating food" and I fail usually on 4th or 5th day. Also, I've heard the voice of people around me saying "don't be too hard on yourself, it must feel natural" in a synchronicity kind of way, which I take seriously since I think it's my subconscious mind talking through others.

@Michael569 Thanks for the info. I've read that autophagy start after the 3rd day for women and 4rd day for men, of a water-fast. What do you think of coconut-water + water fasting ? Does it enable autophagy ?

We on the forum / YT comments, are like 1% of your audience and mostly twisted fools.

I recognize myself being mostly orange. Yesterday, after 2x 20 minutes meditation, I got an insight about why I'm nostalgic about when I was 10 years old. It's because at that age, I had understood something. Nowadays as an adult, I have to un-learn stuff, to reach the wisdom I had at that time. This thing was : love. It's nothing to say it with words, it's a feeling. Hopefully this is the beginning of a long walk towards green (years or re-education probably, I can't believe I've wasted 17 years of my life being blind about that). Edit: I was talking few days ago to a friend who's into NGO, community stuff, growing vegetables, thinking about the future... Even tho it seems green, I think he's probably orange, in a sense that he want to "improve the world" and for him it's something "which have to be done, cost that cost".

I would go for this : - A rice cooker, for healthy food (steamed vegetables) to improve consciousness. - A spiral zap book & pens, to sketch ideas & write your dreams down (dream journal). If you want to invest in a book, I'd choose something related to the domain you want to master.

We all have personal definitions for "Powerful" "Inspiring" "Motivational" & "Epic Music". This gives me goosebumps.

There is "good" and "bad" in every stages. By that I mean reasonable and extreme people. I think your judgement/criticizing is a good example of violence, for yourself.

My guess is : Green. Does it mean a Vegan become "yellow" when he/she eat animal products again ? Depending on circumstances, it doesn't have to be an "ego" thing (don't tell everybody you'r vegan or vegetarian). When I'm at home with family, I eat whatever is cooked, even tho I don't eat meat (especially beef & pork) when I'm on my own. I eat fish (small fishes) and chicken from time to time. I've heard big fishes have mercury in it.

Orange/Green movie "Gattaca"

Dunno if that helps, but I've found this : http://weness.org/ https://www.youtube.com/user/wenessorg/videos

I'm interested in the idea of becoming the opposite of "what" you are. Being what you criticized, what you hated, what you fear. Is it a turquoise statement?

I wanna guess what is turquoise : the opposite of what you actually are ? Being what you have judged/hated in the past ?