With self-actualization, I sometimes feel like I'm mostly training masculine skills: taking responsibility, controlling my emotions, working on my career etc. I'm having more difficulty even naming what kind of skills are feminine, let alone train them.
But being a woman, with a feminine 'core', I sometimes feel like bursting out in emotion, and surrender to the flow of the moment. However, I'm afraid to let go because I'm the only one taking care of me and my life, and secondly, it seems immature and not very "self-actualized" to do so.
I'm curious what you all think, what does feminine self-actualization look like? I'm guessing this question can be applied to the feminine side of men and women alike.