BlessedLion

Right but i still want to take mushrooms and explore consciousness. Hope to remove this fear

I also have a friend who did shrooms with a sketchy shaman and said he felt darkness around him since then. That week his dog and dad died.

This could be from the LSD, which was used extremely without caution, or also just the main unhingedness of that time. They were facing a lot of trauma and paranoia

Man. That's terrifying. All of it. Even looking at Martin Ball, the guy had a breakdown where he didn't sleep for 10 days and thought he was going to murder his mom. Even Leo's recent unhinged crazy shit he's been saying. Makes me want to steer clear of psychedelics. But in a way I wish my friend never told me that or I read any of this because I always have beautiful healing sessions with mushrooms but now this is going to be a potential fear

Beauty!

I went on a date last night with a girl I met from yoga. She's really hot so there were guys looking at her while we're out and at the end of the night some french fucker was like blatantly hitting on her next to me but the issue was she was super receptive and flirting right back with him. This went on for like 10 minutes until I kinda butted in with a fuck off energy. As we walked back i told her straight up how I felt and she justified it with saying she was just now learning to trust men and liked to play with the power dynamic of having them pursue her and that she could tell i was bothered but basically didn't care. Kinda sucks because it was a nice date and I was into her. I actually think I did the right thing because I stayed honest about the trigger instead of allowing shitty behavior

Yes I've read Radical Honesty. Very profound book. But i find that as you gain consciousness it's impossible to lie and be fake anymore anyway. It's always a good reminder though that you can be 100% honest

Dude how are you going to put down Ralston Hawkins and Wilber. You must not have awakened at all because their books are so helpful. Especially Ralston. You must just be not getting it because if you follow those books you don't need this personal self help shit because you're so conscious that you are free to be authentic. Ralston talks a ton about the importance of radical honesty btw

Can you speak more on how psychedelics effect you?

Interesting read. I find reality is pure magic and you create it so I can see how some of this would be true. I try to steer clear a bit though because I think you can get lost in it and distracted. Like why would you want to experience hell realms and entities channeling information to you about Atlantis? This "mundane" reality is enough of a mind fuck trip, I'm good!

Thanks so much for all the feedback here. I was feeling like I was too sensitive but kinda like Flowboy said really just saw this as a big game on her part and I don't want to partake. Yes in a way I was just trying to have fun but that doesn't mean respect goes out the window. What matters is I stayed true to my experience honest and integrous. Hope she enjoys hoeing around she's only got a few years left of being really desirable anyway

@Matthew85 i agree but the thing is it takes my energy and peace of mind. It gets me out of touch of with spirit which is just me but i see what you're saying.

These new videos he's been dropping capture awakening and enlightenment in a very artful and Tantric manner https://youtu.be/egXzSnoI3jk

@Arthogaan i see what you're saying but wouldn't God also be able to imagine BEING all the characters in it's dream too. Like I hope one day I can experience my avatar from my mom's eyes and my girlfriends eyes, how rich to experience everyone's journey. And I was mostly teasing about the average thing

@acidgoofy i absolutely hated him at first. Found him super annoying and cocky. Buy his newest videos are pretty dope. Check stuff from the last year

Solipsism is bullshit. Others are having experiences. You can see the light of consciousness in their eyes. Why would God imagine something so lame and stupid. Also if it was just you, why would you have such an average life. You guys are simply wrong on this one, no one in the consciousness specter supports this position.

Yeah his most recent videos do a really good job of capturing the dreamlike nature of reality and explaining it in a concise and potent way

Leo and Teal would b so cute together

Bruh....that's fucking deep

Trip alone

Nah. Nothing too big to worry about. Most of the racism is subtle and most of the people there aren't actually racist, but it might be a bit less comfortable feeling as New Jersey. You may be pleasantly surprised too. I don't know, haven't been in the south for a while tho

Beautiful! This was great to read It doesn't matter your impact on the world if you don't need it to. This is your dream so if you want to explore your dream that's God exploring itself like a child who wonders at the stars. This is your right!

5K/Mo passive is a big ask. Youll need to save and invest a shit ton to hit that mark. If you're going to travel it's expensive too. But if you want to live abroad it's super affordable. I know people who are expats in Mexico living well on $500/mo

Fear is not an assumption. It's based on direct experience. Why do you fear fire? Becauseit fucking burns, your not assuming it burns

ChatGPT sounds like a great way to offput your intelligence and ability to come up with your own insight into a computer. This is an easy question; love. Love is value.