BlessedLion

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  1. Basically the old videos on Reality and God Realization are amazing. I've been rewatching them to help integrate my recent God Realization. And all of the things Leo claims (except one**) actually resonate with my other teachers who teaches God Realization through Kashmir Shivism and the 12 wheels of Kali. When he was teaching this lecture i was laughing out loud because everything he was saying Leo has said albeit in their own ways. But i never really connected it all until now. It's like they were both saying words that I couldn't even hear until I started experiencing these realizations. So what was this one thing? It's this whole idea that others are imaginary and don't have an experience. The way I experience God is that I am God having a Personal Dream, but there is still a Collective Dream which is intertwined with the personal. And yes ultimately I am imagining other's bodies and such. But there is still a consciousness there that is interfacing. It's not just like a bot NPC. It's like a video game with rules and regulations so all the avatars can play fairly. I also believe that ultimately it's all the same being, split into separate avatars but the same consciousness within each experiencing it all. So there is still only ONE God but it's not "you" it's You. I think Leo could've better clarified this in the God Realization teachings. Because you are not God, there is no "you" no identity
  2. I don't disagree with you. But i also see Ralston as the peak of consciousness in a human. It's so weird to me that he could've "missed" this...
  3. I'm so far removed from all this but yeah that's pretty depressing. It's def not Women's fault. The guys should look in the mirror, i also don't think it's about the finances that much. I think it's more about character and purpose.
  4. Nah...i don't think so, i wouldn't underestimate Ralston. Which is why this confuses me so much
  5. Bruh...such a mindfuck. Rupert is saying literally the opposite thing but at the end there talking about his partner he actually proves Ralstons point. Holy fuck.
  6. Thanks for the clarifications. I'm sticking with my personal experience which is that yes,i am dreaming and creating this reality. But it's a shared reality in that "others" are designed to create a similar one. Especially humans. We're all dreaming our own dreams, but they are vastly different. And it's a Collective Dream in which we interact. Solipsism in the sense of believing that you are the only one in existence with an experience seems like exactly what the spiritual ego would like to hear. I think for this assertion to be true it has to resonate with what Infinitely said here, it's all imaginary including you. So you aren't real, then neither are others. Something like that. But there still is something there that's Alive
  7. Leo serious question here because I'm finding this to be more than true. I'm stuck between teachers right now and I think I'm at a point where I just want to follow one and go super deep. 1 you, i find the quality of your teachings incredible and they have opened me up. But I find some things you say and do to be extremely ungrounded and hateful of humanity and it deters me. You also don't believe other beings are sentient which I think is a dangerous assumption. 2 Ralston. Obviously the most conscious but his way of never stating the point in simple terms sometimes keeps my mind spinning and going in circles. He also does not teach anything on Love and sees it as a mere emotion. Big turnoff for me. 3 Tantric Teacher. This man is from India and taught me the ropes of Kundalini God Realization Love and Energy. He has an extremely powerful aura but he is not teaching too much around metaphysics. It's more love and good vibes and he is an integrous guy. We do mostly self inquiry, he doesn't support psychedelics. In fact he's kinda like a balance between Ralston and you. So yeah. Help me out here if you can. I want to move forward wisely and these teachings and getting too conflicting in certain ways.
  8. Bro you generalize and assume way too much here. What made you so dogmatic about sex?
  9. Idk man. This sounds kinda Jordan Peterson-y to me. I think many women can have phases of sexual exploration and still be great mother's and partners. In fact, it's better they do that than only be with one guy like some christian woman and have all these sexually suppressed feelings
  10. My friend said psychedelics can open you to darker realms that stay in your consciousness after the trip is over. Fact or bs?
  11. Sorry bro. Hang in there. And look more into self love and self nurture. Aesthetic path is wack
  12. Interesting. My personal take is that I've never experienced anything even close to this. And I've done around 100 trips with every psychedelic besides 5 meo. So maybe I'm just not inclined to it or interested or it's not in my Karma. I hope it stays that way as it seems like a distraction. I see so many people get lost in this spirit realm stuff and freaked out and set back. In the end if it comes up it comes up and it's there to be faced and moved through. I believe it's just manifestation of the unconscious and beliefs, not actual demons and stuff
  13. I've learned to do non ejaculation orgasms that even give me energy. Semen Retention is a one way track to God mode
  14. Freedom, because I'm God I'm free to design my life as I please in this sandbox Love, beacuse I'm God I can Love my creation as much as I chose
  15. Right but i still want to take mushrooms and explore consciousness. Hope to remove this fear
  16. I also have a friend who did shrooms with a sketchy shaman and said he felt darkness around him since then. That week his dog and dad died.
  17. This could be from the LSD, which was used extremely without caution, or also just the main unhingedness of that time. They were facing a lot of trauma and paranoia
  18. Man. That's terrifying. All of it. Even looking at Martin Ball, the guy had a breakdown where he didn't sleep for 10 days and thought he was going to murder his mom. Even Leo's recent unhinged crazy shit he's been saying. Makes me want to steer clear of psychedelics. But in a way I wish my friend never told me that or I read any of this because I always have beautiful healing sessions with mushrooms but now this is going to be a potential fear
  19. I went on a date last night with a girl I met from yoga. She's really hot so there were guys looking at her while we're out and at the end of the night some french fucker was like blatantly hitting on her next to me but the issue was she was super receptive and flirting right back with him. This went on for like 10 minutes until I kinda butted in with a fuck off energy. As we walked back i told her straight up how I felt and she justified it with saying she was just now learning to trust men and liked to play with the power dynamic of having them pursue her and that she could tell i was bothered but basically didn't care. Kinda sucks because it was a nice date and I was into her. I actually think I did the right thing because I stayed honest about the trigger instead of allowing shitty behavior
  20. Yes I've read Radical Honesty. Very profound book. But i find that as you gain consciousness it's impossible to lie and be fake anymore anyway. It's always a good reminder though that you can be 100% honest
  21. Dude how are you going to put down Ralston Hawkins and Wilber. You must not have awakened at all because their books are so helpful. Especially Ralston. You must just be not getting it because if you follow those books you don't need this personal self help shit because you're so conscious that you are free to be authentic. Ralston talks a ton about the importance of radical honesty btw
  22. Can you speak more on how psychedelics effect you?
  23. Interesting read. I find reality is pure magic and you create it so I can see how some of this would be true. I try to steer clear a bit though because I think you can get lost in it and distracted. Like why would you want to experience hell realms and entities channeling information to you about Atlantis? This "mundane" reality is enough of a mind fuck trip, I'm good!