BlessedLion

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  1. @Davino that makes sense, I appreciate your reply. I have also recently had many of these moments and awakenings naturally but I also would attribute my past with psychedelics as a key tool for that. I haven’t used any in about a year now and I feel a much more natural baseline of connection and mystical states. However I’ve also done a ton of kundalini yoga with a professional school, like 6-8 hours a day for months and tons of self inquiry, maybe around 10,000 hours. All in the last couple years my consciousness is much more stable and I can tap into these “God Moments” almost at any venue if i try. I resonate with your post because I also love to go out and socialize while contemplating God, also cafes are awesome to just sit and watch “God unfold” as I call it I haven’t done 5MEO but I am reading Martin ball right now and feeling called to try it. I do have reservations as I don’t want to ruin my progress or become dependent on anything to connect with God. However if it truly gives you that full experience and reset it may be due in some time. I want to incorporate psychedelics into my path but also know they can be tricky and I think ultimately we have to build a mature, and powerful baseline like you said
  2. I notice in your sign off you mention 5MEODMT did you use it to reach this state you can tap into now?
  3. Story of my life. OP, awesome post. Very beautifully written thanks for sharing. I resonate with this experience
  4. So what’s your take? Use psychedelics for awakening then put them away? Or only use them once in a while?
  5. What’s your life purpose? Sounds dope
  6. Exactly. Again, what’s the problem? You can still do stuff in the world but your not deluded into thinking it will make you happy. It’s like you’re playing a game
  7. I see what you’re saying but I also think it’s a balance. There is a time to bliss out and if you have that naturally I would see that as grace. Then after blissing out your more healed and ready to plan for kicking ass in those other aspects of life. It’s like basking in the fact that it’s a game, then playing the game. Blissing out is not the enemy
  8. Dark room retreats are as potent as psychedelics. I’ve had straight up Ayahuasca trips in the darkness and it releases 5 MEO DMT after 10 days
  9. Absolutely, I’ve done it. The solution is to follow what works. This isn’t rocket science and there are many schools which can teach you ancient practices, tried and testing, to naturally unlock your inner bliss. Yogic school, kundalini yoga, Hatha yoga, meditation, contemplation, solitude and dark room retreats will help to awaken this inner deliciousness. I’ve experienced it and while it’s not as dramatic as psychedelics it’s sustainable safe and proven to work personally I think there is a mix to be had, but if you go full sober you really learn to trust God and your practice
  10. I don’t see the problem, you’re able to lay down and bliss out while not having to do anything? What’s the issue? How did eastern teachings turn you into an animal?
  11. Rumi also stresses the importance of feeling pain and dying into that too. Rumi is greatly misunderstood, but yes I believe you can get to mystic levels of love like Rumi was it just takes decades of devoted practice and contemplation. There’s no easy way around it. But you can experience that unconditional psychedelic love while sober. Just do a dark room retreat and see
  12. How can you say this after shitting on traditional paths like meditation and yoga? This is what I’ve been saying all along. Walking up the mountain builds character and integrity and also is much more enjoyable. It also allows time for integration so your baseline is closer to your peak states.
  13. Love this. My top 5 1 meditation and contemplation 2 reading and contemplate what I read. Read very slowly 3 dance and music while visioning 4 creating, posting, videos 5 socializing and pick up
  14. I find this super insightful and can save you so much time and effort and misery. To actually hear this from one the guys who “made it to the top” is very revealing. Basically it comes down to none of these things made him happy and if he could re-do it would be a slow climb up the mountain rather than just getting there super quickly. I’m amazed that he wised up like this. I see with ego maniac rappers like Russ too, some of them eventually just realize it and are honest enough with themselves to admit it. It’s hard to imagine, being unsatisfied with mansions, models, and money but this is solid proof.
  15. Ya I hit her up to see if she’d be down to chill this week as I still want to explore the connection. Let’s see. And I’m not a cheap guy at all, I’ve seen other dudes who are much worse, I just felt weird buying her friends drinks and food but honestly fuck it this is all ego bullshit anyway also I must say you’re framing it like I owe them something for sitting with me for hours, “entertaining me” if anything I was making their night more alive and fun before I talked to them they were just standing around bored
  16. Solid wisdom. If I’m being honest my inner voice was like this is kinda wack to have to pay for their drinks and food
  17. This is when following Leo gets unhealthy
  18. Too much judgement l, clubbing can be cool and get you laid
  19. I’m American and left 8 years ago when I got a remote job. I now live in Latin America (Mexico 6 months/ Brazil 6 months) it’s so much better life is so much more chill and I don’t stress. I’ll admit I’ve taken full advantage of the power of the dollar and coming from a first world country. I rarely worry about money and spend most of my time in nature meditating. The Latina women are much better too easy sexier and more fun and warm. Leo might say I’m just mooching or in a “less developed place” but it’s Significantly better than the US
  20. Yoo my peeps! (Sorry for click bait title) Haha. I’m still deep in a shroom trip but had a beautiful awakening to awareness, God, formlessness, nothingness, wow. Such a healing trip. I took about 3 grams shrooms and there was a point when I stopped meditating to do some yoga, mostly just moving the energy in my body as needed and at some point I just awoke to the divine masculine and feminine within and they “merged:made love”. I don’t really know how else to explain it. I stared in the mirror and saw a king/warrior looking back at me just holding divine presence and strength. It was this wise MAN who just like knew and held me in completely acceptance and love. It’s like I was looking at my fully actualized self but I swear the thing in the mirror was like it’s own entity. This king/God that looked like me and was just holding unwavering presence for me. I walked around my village just amazed that this is a dream and we’re all these characters and there’s all these energies and facets to the dream and it’s wild and dangerous and light and love and so rich! Such a complex and detailed drama with infinite depth, also Women. Women are proof of God. Women are… :—@0 (yup) I went into the ocean for sunset and absolutely melted into the ocean. Laughing my ass off like a nut “It’s GOD, it’s GOD no fucking way, you can’t top this, no Oscar nominated movie comes even close to how this is unfolding!” Yelling into the ocean not giving half a fuck about anything. No problems no worries pure joy. I then went to a singing circle with the yoga school here. So much beauty. My heart opened and all insecurities just faded. There was a point where we were singing to the Goddess Shakti and I look around and there’s like 5 women just sitting around me. It’s like I was holding down the divine presence and center for these angels. Still tripping balls. I sang until I felt my heart literally open and I was no longer controlling anything it’s like consciousness was just flowing through me unimpended I had a moment of gratitude for you guys even though we don’t really know each other we’re kinda all in this journey together. And I appreciate most of you for your wisdom shared here, fuck it, even the trolls and whiners, love you guys too. shoutout to @ZenSwift for sharing your trip reports, in a weird way it helped me a lot. It gave me the courage to push through and dive in Lastly, mad love to @Leo Gura man, wow, everything you have done for me. I’m without words. All I can say is I’m so grateful to have stumbled upon your channel and THANK YOU for following your heart and vision life purpose and not giving a fuck about the barriers conditioning and human bullshit in the way. You are a serious badass mother fucker and I love you. You’ve helped me awaken to myself as God. No amount of money, sex, etc can be a bigger gift to another human being. I humbly send you the highest vibrations and love in life. Lastly, I hope we can make this forum a place to share more God awakenings in a communal and supportive manner. Maybe that’s already what was happening, probably, but let’s please stop bitching and judging each other so much. We’re all in this together and few others especially in the real world know what we know and understand what we do. Not trying to sounds cult like or superior, but it’s special. I hope we can show some serious love here to each other. Anyhoo, time to listen to music, smoke organic tobacco, and bliss out. Aho! PS. I think I’ve found the actual best music to trip to. It’s called Cura Journey Mix by Porangui and it opens channels and healing like I’ve never experienced. The man is a master. PSS I wrote this last night and never posted. Today I went to ecstatic dance in the jungle with my community and took a .7g dose. Full awakening to love, the dream, so divine. So much love so much peace so much authenticity. I danced with every woman I was interested in and didn’t let fear hold me back. The way this is all unfolding is literally too good to be true. It’s perfect
  21. @Nivsch quit making excuses for your genocide creating country
  22. Aho. OP is clearly lost in a maze of overthinking in the mind
  23. Israel is out of control and they are starting to become the most hated country on the planet. Israel is a monster