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thank you @Shin

@Drake140 Do you know what transrational is? You don't have to ignore logic but be aware of the limits of it. I think this is what he is trying to tell you.

nothing would happen? i don't understand you ahaha

what?

Do i? do i think awareness? where are you leading me?

I think awareness? icsdi

I have not yet, thank you for the suggestion!

Well i think awareness.

Hey, the bible is a replication of ancient stories about multiple god's. It's not what you think it is. It's about various elohims, not only about jahveh. Learn jewish and read the bible and then tell me. I have deeply studied that shit, it's not what you think it is.

When i think awareness? ... Nothing i don't know

@Serotoninluv As i sad, im 19 years old going 20 soon. Im so confused about life, and i have this fkin mind that wants to understand everything about everything. It's compulsive,maybe it's a problem. I don't feel complete when i don't know something. For example why is that i can see in colors, or what is an atom or things like that. Stupid little things and big things. I have an idea of what kind of a person i am and what i want but i have so many limiting beliefs. I have stuck emotions inside me. But i do know that i am passionate about personal development. I do know that i have an amazing ability to be passionate about things. And i do know for sure i wont live a normal life, i want something different. Yes this things i know for sure.

To me seems like there is experience and awareness of it. @Nahm

You have to work on feeling your emotions. Do activities that get you more into your body, like dance or sports. Vipassana meditation is also good. You could study tai chi, or qigong. Try to find any movement program out there. Have you ever heard about the feldenkreis method? It's magic man, go check out. It will resolve your muscle problems!

allright, im beginnin to get this. Im beginnin to believe that maybe i do need an experience. But im not sure if i want to. I meditate everyday but not for enlightnment purposes. Or maybe i can use psychedelics. I will think about that.

what do you mean by that?

Oh now i understand... ahaha so what exactly happens when you die then?

@Inliytened1 Damn ur right, i keep forgetting ahahah. But because it's infinite it can be not-consciousness at the same time right? And does this delete the consciousness part?

Oh yes i understand it. You might be right. I identify consciousness with self-consciousness. but that's because it seems so fkin strange... how can a void be conscious? Don't know. And of course you can't prove it to me, but you say that you can use logic and understanding the limits of science. Doesn't this require faith to be believed? Don't know. How can you know that, that void is consciousness and not just void?

It was not simple but this is what came out: When the individual dies, there is nothing left, no one wakes up. Being a separate individual is just an illusion. He can't find what he is looking for, what he really wants is the end of being a separate individual, he himself is the problem. But when he dies and "merges with the whole, with infinity" he can't be conscious, since the infinite contain also the "not conscious". So when the illusion/dream ends, no one wakes up.

let me create a simple scheme, i will resolve everything, promise.

Damn ahah i suck

All of that is coherent,yes. If i draw a simple scheme i pretty sure this will resolve every misconception.

I had an idea to draw a scheme so you can see how i view non duality. it seems like a good idea, it doesn't even take much. I am sure this will resolve things and all misconseptions. It's a pretty good idea

Oh yes, this seems coherent. You mean it's infinite right? So it must be consciousness as well right?

Omg thank you ahaha. I will do whatever it takes, this is important stuff. You mean my consciousness is reality? Like, everything is consciousness but it does not mean that everything is self-conscious. yes i get that.