Gili Trawangan

Yes! Happier and happier the deeper I go into the work. I used to be a pretty depressed guy, the difference to where I am now is gigantic. Are there still sad moments? Yes, but the peace and happiness of Being always returns.

I've been on hundreds of dates and I still get nervous sometimes. I accept this body nervousness and dismiss it. The place you want to get to is where you don't really mind whether or not the date goes well. The universe knows, if it's meant to be you two will click, as someone else said above. On a more practical note, what was said by others here is important, the more dates you go on the easier it will be to be detached from the outcome. And detachment is key, because, as I'm sure you know already, women detest neediness. They are subconsciously looking for signals that you are confident about your self and don't need their approval. This kind of confidence cannot be easily faked, only when it is rock solid will it shine through and then you will dismiss girls' tests (such as staring, that's a good one!) without flinching. Good luck!

Lovely!

@iTommy @cle103 Thank you!

I've posted a thread where I briefly describe my process of death on psychedelics, you might find it useful. It's called "Awakening to Infinite Love", I don't know how to post a link to it here but you can find it, it's very recent.

@Inliytened1 Thank you! @zeroISinfinity With the setting as it was, it would have been impossible to write something down. Maybe next time

@Consilience Thank you for reading This got featured, what an honor! @Koyaanisqatsi @zeroISinfinity Message heard, I agree that it will take work to be conscious of it on a daily basis.

@Leo Gura I'm sure there is!

@Dizzy Yeah, I think I didn't practice the breathing enough beforehand.. and thanks for the kind words @reves Thank you for reading!

@zeroISinfinity Thank you so much. I finally understand what you've been saying all along

The 'you' who wants to break the rules is not the real You. The real You wants the rules to be just as they are.

Fellow Pisces here... this resonates a lot. I've been having this intuition that I've been here for a long time and have lived through a lot. Old soul kind of thing.. had no idea about what you wrote but it does make sense to me. That was a great read, thank you for sharing!

I'm pretty sure that this that you are describing is the retreat I did this weekend. Yes! Jesus, I can totally relate to what you're describing here... I might write about my experience as well soon. Thanks for the great share, welcome to the forum!

I do that thing with my bad shoulder all the time, and it still hurts thanks for the reminder!

There's a subtle but crucial difference between "I don't care what happens", which is what you tried to describe, and "I don't mind what happens", which is what Krishnamurti once said and more closely relates to detachment.

Fascinating stuff! (I can't help but be slightly skeptical, though I'm definitely open-minded and would bet on it being true) What do you mean by infinite beings exactly like me? Are they potential and the one typing this the only one actual? Or are they all actual and manifested somewhere? If so, will they be experienced at some point? I don't think I understand infinity... I hope the questions made sense. And I hope you stick around and keep posting and sharing videos.

@Kensho Thanks for the extra info what do you mean by this, I don't think I understand... Isn't there a danger of overdosing? Could the trip turn dark because of taking too much?

I'm also going on a Ayahuasca ceremony next week. With the opportunity of trying Bufo Alvarius aka 5meo dmt as well. I have no idea what to expect...

I'd say follow your heart. In the end, whatever decision you make will be the right one. Trust it.

Outside of your comfort zone is where you want to go.. IF you want things to change. I understand that it might seem overwhelming but it's absolutely worth it if you try. Good luck, with whatever you end up doing.

Daygame. You don't need friends, a job, bars or clubs to pick up girls. Just walk up to a pretty girl on the street and talk to her. Actually, talk to as many as you can. After you've approached a hundred girls I can give you some theoretical pointers if you want

You've answered your own question. Go meet some girls and enjoy yourself.

Why does the question still remain? It looks like you got it.

I was examined in this way once. All I can say is that the guy guessed a lot of my physical ailments at the time, without me having told him anything about them. I remember being quite impressed, and boy was I skeptical going in..

@Key Elements I'm quite curious now, which country has that incredibly low divorce rate? My money is on an Asian country, maybe Japan.