The Lucid Dreamer

You have dreams all the time where you can’t predict what’s going to happen or what people are going to say. And yet, it’s all happening in your own mind.

Okay… do you understand that the anthropomorphic form is not infinite form? In order to be in the anthropomorphic form, you have to not be in the form of a horse, or a cat, or a bird, or a car or any other form. You cannot be in any perceivable form and be in infinite form. If you are in any perceivable form, you are a finite form. Infinity is formless, and yet it holds within it all possible form. So Jesus was God, because God includes with in it the form and identity of Jesus. But he is no more God than you are or I am. We are all God incarnate. Jesus was merely trying to communicate this to the people of his time and people completely misunderstood what he was saying.

God has no singular form or identity. God looks like nothing. The form of Jesus is a finite form. Therefore he was not in an infinite form because to have the form of a human named Jesus is to exclude all other forms that are not human not named Jesus. Do you understand that in order to be in “infinite form” you must not have a singular form of anything distinguishable from everything else?

Well then he’s been doing a terrible job. No offense, but if he still thinks the character of Jesus has anything to do with enlightenment, he completely missed the point of spirituality. I mean that honestly kind of baffles me. Infinite nothingness has no name and no form, by definition. The character of Jesus is imaginary and only a temporary form within infinite consciousness. Of course.

Boy, that is some serious cognitive dissonance. I would have laughed in his face because of how absolutely absurd a thing to say that is.

Haha. Math is dualistic. The whole point of consciousness work is to become non-dual, so the two have almost nothing to do with each other. Doing consciousness work can make your mind more flexible and open, however, so I think it could make mathematical breakthroughs more likely to happen.

Why wouldn’t God choose such a “suck-ass” life? God is Love. Love includes and accepts absolutely EVERYTHING. If God excluded a certain possibility or life, it wouldn’t be God!

N,N,DMT blasts you into a different dimension full of color and geometry, and perhaps allow you to meet inter-dimensional entities who reside there. Through this experience, you will mostly be the same person and your ego will be mostly intact. Ego death is possible on N,N,DMT though, and many people report that around 3/4ths of the way through or towards the end of the trip, they will have a very blissful yet intense ego death experience. This does not happen reliably, however. With 5-MeO-DMT, there may be very subtle or not so subtle closed eye fractal geometry, but you will stay within this realm, and nothing will look different. Everything will look the same, but it will all be recontextualized through the near complete obliteration of your ego or sense of self. You will no longer look at reality through your normal conceptual filters, and you will not be able to distinguish yourself from everything else. Basically 5-MeO-DMT just causes ego death, collapsing all distinctions, unifying all opposites, making you feel One with all of reality. It essentially just allows you to see through the illusion of duality for a short time.

Okay interesting, that’s good to know. Thank you for revealing this substance to us. I was beginning to fear I would never be able to have the 5-MeO-DMT experience cause where I’m from, I wouldn’t even know where to begin to search for it without going to South America. But thanks to you, I’ll be able get something at least comparable to or possibly even better than the 5-MeO-DMT experience.

So would you say it at least has the same effect of blasting you into Infinity the way 5-MeO-DMT does?

I have 1g on the way, and I too am curious about about the experience, particularly how it compares to 5-MeO-DMT. @Leo Gura I’ve been meaning to ask you, how similar is the experience of 5-MeO-MALT to 5-MeO-DMT to you? Does it feel like roughly the same kind of trip with just slight subtle differences in like body-load and mental space, or is it just a completely different feeling altogether? I guess what I’m asking is, if I try this substance, is it basically as good as trying 5-MeO-DMT? Obviously, it’s going to be different for everyone, but I was just curious about how compares for you.

Go listen to some Ram Dass or Alan Watts, and just go back to the basics of spirituality. I like to do that from time to time, and it can be very refreshing. Leo’s teachings are incredibly advanced, and the ego really doesn’t like to hear it. Also, Leo is a pretty blunt guy, and he will put these truths to you very bluntly, which will not be received well by the ego a lot of the time. Teachers like Ram Dass and Alan Watts kind of dance around the point and explain things in a much more fluffy and gentle way. I have had to go back to simpler teachings a few times and work my way back up to Actualized.org content. After developing a little more and having deeper awakenings, I would come back to a video of Leo’s and I would hear it in a whole new light: “Oooh, THAT’s what he meant by that!” There’s stuff that Leo would say that would fly so over my head that it would be like I just literally didn’t hear it at all, until I came back after having deeper experiences.

Well there is the famous “life review” in the typical near death experience that people report where they have a review of their life and they experience every thing they have ever done to someone else from the point of view of the other person. So maybe they would experience the pain and anguish of their family members and friends finding out that they killed themself. So it’s more like you’re punishing yourself, because upon death you see that everyone else is you, and that the pain you cause other people by killing yourself is as good as causing pain to yourself.

Not wrappin’ that wang before you bang.

We will probably merge ourselves with the AI.

… What? Are we living on the same planet? Just kidding, I know what you’re trying to say. Though I do disagree that most people are satisfied with life. Almost everyone I know besides my closest friends is struggling with some kind of dissatisfaction or depression because of something they feel they lack in life and cannot seem to find beauty in life outside of getting all of their carnal and worldly desires met. Many people I know also have some pretty intense anxiety over the future. It’s not exactly the same as a fiery pit where you are being tortured by literal demons, but in a sense, you are sort of being subtly tortured mentally by metaphorical “demons”. Though, you also have to take into consideration the times that these scriptures were written. Life was much much harder back then. It actually may have been pretty hellish for many, and so the traditions were meant as a liberation from their grueling existence.

Take some mushroom before having sex. You will be able to keep going until she achieves orgasm, because mushrooms make it very difficult to finish, yet make you more horny. And it will make the sex more enjoyable for you. ;P Though you may have to thrust faster too. I should add, however, that some women do not orgasm easily, and many sexually active women have never achieved orgasm, so if she just happens to be one of those people, then you shouldn’t feel bad.

Well apparently you did dream up COVID, cause it’s here. ;P When you’re dreaming something, are you usually aware you are dreaming it? Of course not. While you’re lost in the dream, you think it just independently arose.

It’s seriously fun.

By Jesus Consciousness do you mean Christ Consciousness? Or do you mean the literal character of Jesus having some significance here?

Because there is no such thing as death and there is only consciousness. You are Consciousness itself, therefore by your very nature, you cannot stop existing. You can just simply notice this. You can only be what you are: Consciousness. Of course.

Samadhi part 1 and 2(nonduality) Inner Worlds Outer Worlds(nonduality) Something Unknown(research into psychic phenomena) Infinity, The ultimate trip(nonduality and near death experiences) Life after Life(near death experiences) After Life(near death experiences) PHI(non-duality) Insight Out(research into out of body experiences and astral projection) Beyond our sight(near death experiences) Psyched out(plant medicines and psychedelics) Psychedelia(plant medicines and psychedelics) Becoming nobody(Ram Dass’ life and teachings) Essential lectures of Alan Watts(Video lectures you cannot find on YouTube as far as I’m aware) ET’s Among Us series(about ufology… kind of a mixed bag. Some compelling, others sorta fringe.) First Contact (Documentary on Bashar… a lot of people like Bashar on this forum so maybe you would. I don’t really know what to think of him personally, but his metaphysics is on point) Cosmic whistleblowers(Roswell incident) The UFO Enigma of Flying Spheres Quest for the lost civilization(archeology with Graham Hancock) Bufo Alvarius(5-MeO-DMT) The Path: Beyond the physical (astral projection, remote viewing and psychic phenomena) The Path: After Life Third Eye Spies (Project Stargate, remote viewing, psychic phenomena) These are just some that I personally liked. I know there are more that I can’t recall or find right now, and you might find even more that you get something out of.

Do you hate a child for believing in Santa Claus? They are just children lost in their own imagination. Let them play their game.

There are some real gems in there, but you have to sort through just a colossal amount of horse shit to find it. They have some damn good documentaries on near death experiences, some good docs on ufology, and a few good docs on psychedelics and non-duality. Also a few interesting ones about archeology and possible lost civilizations and junk. I have it and I think I pay like 7 bucks a month for it through amazon prime. I like it, honestly.

@softlyblossoming I’m glad you think so. It is sort of ironic how one of the main atheist rationalist dudes is the one who is indirectly responsible for my awakening out of rationalism. Bruh… I literally went to Andrew Wommack’s school in Colorado Springs when I was 20 years old, haha. Back in 2010. That’s funny as hell. I’m not sure I’d call the guy even a half-mystic, though. Whereas he has a much healthier approach to Christianity than most of the faith, I definitely see him as a pure fundamentalist. He has no idea what God is.