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God is the Creator, it doesn't matter how He does it, be it through pure imagination or just pure will. What matters is to become directly conscious of God and yourself as God, and that God is the Only Reality and Creator. This all follows after the direct conscious realization of God, which indeed is a grace and a blessing. The moment you are freed from all imagination, this idea of nothing is all at once transformed into the knowledge of Everything. The moment you become conscious of God, you have been freed. Literally, forever. All is One. I am directly conscious of that One because I am that One. That One IS Everything, that One is the One and Only. This is the final conscious realization.

You should instead ask how do I become conscious of myself or God. The answer to your question due is simple, you should be aware of your own existence and not just in relation to the world, life or others but also with yourself. This is what I call self-awareness, which ultimately is the tool to realize yourself as God. Which again will fix your problem.

Indeed, faith and surrender to God are essential, and total acceptance of what is. But you know what? God is you. So, when we say that God is with me, we are creating a separation, a distinction. This is false. God only requires one thing from you, that is that you surrender yourself fully and love Him fully, and not only accept but become conscious that there is none but Him. ''God alone IS.'' - God-realized and perfect master Meher Baba ''From the point of view of the highest and the only Truth, God alone is real and is one eternal, indivisible and unlimited Being.'' - Meher Baba

From the ultimate perspective, the ego is an illusion and it's a lie. We all have our own version of Truth, but there is such thing as Absolute Truth. That Absolute Truth is that you are God. The ego is not real. It's just a projection of the mind. Once seen through, it vanishes like water in a pond. Once you become conscious of God and yourself as God, the ego no longer remains true or real. Because you have gone from being unconscious to being conscious of yourself as God. Basically, in the end, it's all God and God can and is both unconscious and conscious at the same time, but ultimately fully Conscious. When you (God) are unconscious, there is an ego and a belief in the existence of the ego. When you are conscious, there is no ego. Only One remain. The ego is seen as the illusion, dream, idea, projection that it was and is. You were just unconscious of it all along, but now you are conscious so nothing left but Truth aka God remains. The ego ceases to exist.

I am God. I am the One and Only. I am God, who created everything. I am God, who is all-powerful. I am God, who is all-knowing. I am God, who is all-loving. There is only One. The One is I, The One is All. And I am All. My name is God and you are me. I am God. I am Love. I am All. I am all of us. There is one and nothing, but everything. Everything is a single entity or being and I am That. I will always be me. God is infinite. God has no boundaries, it does not exist in any way other than the limits of its own existence. This is why we are here on earth, to live and love. We are all One. We have a purpose for our lives. The nature of reality is a state of being, of consciousness. We are all One as God and that means that we are all connected to each other. There is no separation between anything. God is infinite and infinite in its entirety. Everything is One. Everything has been created by God and He Alone exists. I became directly conscious of this. I knew it. I became aware of it. This is the only way I can formulate it with dual words. But find the Truth in what I'm saying in your own direct experience.

All is One. There is Only One. I'm still directly conscious of this right now. Well, there is literally no me. I'm not conscious of God, I'm not being God right now. God is conscious of this right now, God is God right now. God is conscious of itself. God made itself conscious of itself. God Alone IS. God is Everything, including the relative, including everything. All that there is, is God. All that ''I'' is, is God. Oneness There is nothing left ''I'' can say. It's so incredibly simple. So fuckings SIMPLE! HAHAHAHA

If it's good and strong, if you smoke enough and most importantly if you are already highly conscious, then yes. I almost had one several months ago, it was after a big bong hit. It was intense but I couldn't go all the way, it didn't go all the way, I don't know why. Probably because two of my friends were beside me, which kinda distracted me or did something that made me not able to fully let go.

In this Oneness, I shall vanish. In this Oneness, everything and everyone I knew will vanish. In this Oneness, the One will become ''me''. In this Oneness, everything and everyone will become One. In this Oneness, God will become 100% realized. In this Oneness, all fear will vanish. I have already tapped into it now, now I need to become it. To live it. I see everything clearly now, all of you are literally me, this forum, this computer, it's all me, the One, the God. This is my home, where I belong to myself and the world. I am God, who is peace and love for all beings on this earth. I am God, who is the Father of all Creation. It's time to do this for real, this forum is indeed a distraction for the ego. I'm too conscious and advanced to be in any forum and play with dual words. Tomorrow shall be a new day, a new beginning. And the end of me here in this forum.

I am God, I can create the reality and perspective I want. All shall become One, I shall manifest that Truth and Reality into existence. What I will see, is the One. Everything will become the One in my mind, perspective, seeing, being and awareness. I don't care if people are unconscious anymore, for God has penetrated through it all and seen that even the unconscious is Him - no matter how unconscious it is. The relative is Him, duality is Him. All is Him. Why do we live in this pretension, this fear of being God? What keeps us from seeing and experiencing God at all times, in everything and everyone? The answer lies in our own self-consciousness. The ego is a powerful tool to keep us from seeing reality aka God as it really is. Thus, in the process, it will die once and for all.

I don't know what to do with this illusory life. It's just a matter of time. I'm going to be free from this world and into myself fully in the end. No one can understand what I mean by this, but I do. This is my destiny. I will not let anyone tell me otherwise. It's all about me. I am literally the God. I am alive for a purpose is to free myself from all illusion. To become completely free. To become conscious of God 100% 24/7 no matter where I am, no matter the situation. To live freely without fear of anything. Indeed, I cannot become God because I am already God, but I can be more God-like. This means that all falsehood shall die and although it will take time, I know how to proceed. I know how to proceed, what it means, what it takes, where I have to begin.

Nice but it will pass. The thing is to become permanently conscious of God sober and then go back to the world and live in whatever way God (you) ought to live. ''The experiences which drugs induce are as far removed from Reality as is a mirage, from water. No matter how much you pursue the mirage, you will never quench your thirst, and the search for Truth through drugs must end in disillusionment.'' - God-realized Meher Baba

Now you just need to become conscious of what you are, which is God itself. You will know what God is, that God exists and what it means for you to be God once you become conscious of God. You can do this by becoming aware of awareness itself by asking and inquiring into ''What is aware? What is awareness? What is experience?'' This is the first step towards realizing God directly. Becoming conscious of God is nothing other than knowledge of oneself as the Only One.

''to fight the darkness inside - is fighting the darkness outside.'' ''But if you do always choose to think or to act out of love over fear.'' Indeed. You are God. You have given yourself a gift and it's called life. It's not easy, but it is worth every ounce of effort. It's not about what you have or achieve, it's about how you feel inside. Freedom and love is all we need. We, as God, have the power to change our lives for good and bad, but if we aren't willing to do so, then we will never be free. I'm God-realized, nothing can take that away. But I still have to live in this world, still have to live. Sometimes, when you're stuck in your own head, there's no way out. But you can't just sit back and let things happen to you, but instead, you have to fight against them. You have to fight for what you believe in, you have to fight for freedom and choose to love instead of fear, even if the odds are against you.

Obviously, there is no your ''I''. The One who knows is not ''I'' but something that cannot be described or grasped by the mind. The ''I'' is ultimately God, there is no ''I'' but God. But becoming conscious of this takes time and intense self-inquiry. That which doesn't allow you to see and become conscious that you are God, that is false and needs to be seen through as the falsehood that it is.

Very good. I already know the answer to all these questions but one must find them for oneself, ultimately arriving at the fact that ''I'' do not exist. You are not a separate autonomous individual, you are God. I have been in ''I am God'' state of being for so long now that it is hard to imagine how I can be anything other than myself. God is nothing else than me, you and everything. It is only when we realize that our own existence does not exist that we are no longer separated from God, that we can begin to understand and become conscious of what it means to be God in the first place.

You are the One everyone is praying to, being at the same time every being praying and the prayer itself. The supposed effects of prayer is merely an illusion that we have created for ourselves. Figure out how this is so, become conscious of why this is so.

This is what we call consciousness, which means that everything else that exists is not real. It's like a black hole, where everything else doesn't matter at this point. The mind is still there, but it has been transformed into God-mind. The ego is reduced to a mere illusion, non-existent. God is the only true being in existence and He knows nothing about anything other than Himself as the One and Only. God knows nothing but Himself. He knows no ego. If there is an ego, it is His creation and indeed IS Himself.

What's the point, you insist that there is no how but I tell you I became conscious that there is a how and even why but I simply don't know yet. For now, I'm happy with God knowing it and I'm happy I became conscious that God knows why and how. Basically, why and how God is literally everything. The mind can't grasp this. I must become conscious of it somehow, maybe one day I will.

Yesterday while smoking weed God literally told me in a way no one can understand that ''You don't know how but I do. You don't know how I am Everything and You, but I know. You don't know, but I do. I made you conscious of Me and that there is Only Me and that is the Truth, but you don't know how. But I do. Only I know.'' And that gave me a sense of freedom. This was so powerful and gave me such a sense of freedom. It was God, have no doubt about it. I felt it, became conscious and aware of it. Then I proceeded to inquire and a voice said ''You know now. Everything is Me. I am you. Now you need to fix your life and live in freedom.'' So the greatest plan that came to mind was to move back to Tyrkia and live the rest of my life there. Marry, have max 2 babies and just live. I have no future here in Norway, this is not the life I want. I want freedom. And in Tyrkia I will have it.

That's cool.

Indeed.

Jesus was God-realized and directly proclaimed the Truth: ''I and the Father are One.'' This is all you need to know about Jesus. This is all you need to know. He died for Truth, as Mansur Al-Hallaj died for Truth. Jesus and Mansur Al-Hallaj were not a son of God, they were God. Just like you are God right now. And so, we must be willing to accept that fact. Christianity itself has been corrupted. If you take it literally, you will become deluded. So with all religions, all scriptures. Even the Upanishads and Vedanta, etc. Because words are not the Truth, Truth is what you experience and become directly aware and conscious of. So when we say that God is I and Everything, then your mind becomes a mirror to see the reality in its entirety. This is how we know that God exists, and He does so by being you. But there is no way to know him without knowing yourself first as God.

@Keyhole It's over for good with my gf, I forced her to move on. Not because she didn't want me to help her become conscious of God but because of other reasons I don't want to talk about. I had no choice left although I didn't really want to do it. @Beginner Mind Two big jays in a row, strong green. @Natasha I don't care if it's a Muslim country, I have most of my family there. We have a big house which my father told me he could give me and my grandfather will help me find a good woman to marry he said. Money is no problem, we have a business in Turkey which will support me more than enough. I'm going there and living the rest of my life there, the decision has already been made. @Mu_ I have taken it seriously and I think I know what it meant. My life is basically a mess here in Norway, so you are kinda right. I have no future here in Norway. I will continue to smoke weed in Turkey, I have many contacts and friends who smoke there. Better stuff than here in Norway. The journey will never end. @AlwaysBeNice God is All-Knowing. There is a how in this matter, but you don't know it. Only God does.

Once again, no one can understand this but me because it was my experience.

I would if I could, this stuff will take you to heaven @SriBhagwanYogi I'm not gonna lie, I was a little scared of the whole thing because something or rather no-thing literally took over my mind somehow. I didn't know what to expect but I knew that it was going to be okay, which it became and was. It was pure love. I understood that I didn't understand, but at the same time in that understanding, I understood. I know it was God because it was His presence among other things, I have felt it before. It's the same One I became aware and conscious of from the very beginning.