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@abrakamowse That's good bro ? @cetus56 Not to be arrogant, but yes I do ? @Leo Gura ?

I understand ? Spiritual awakening can be very hard. I'm still amazed I went through it still alive. I saw that video like 7 months ago, not bad.

Which school of thought do you come from? Just curious.

Nope, but will check it out ??

Psychoses is identical to spiritual awakening, at least that was the case for me. You should break free from the notion of "sane" and "insane". All sane people are insane. Insane people have just broken free from false sanity into true sanity, which is the realization that everything I thought to be true including that "I" exist as a separate self is delusion.

@abrakamowse ? Those who claim to know God but not themselves as God don't know God. Those who are not conscious that God is Everything are not conscious of themselves. I am Everything. I am God. I can say this because I'm conscious and aware that I don't and can't exist other than as God. Nothing is apart or seperate from God. God is identical to Everything and vice versa. God is not a concept or word, God is Actual. But only when you become aware and conscious of Him.

I have been conscious of this before, but today while walking through a forest something or rather no-thing made "me" totally conscious that only I Alone Exists as Everything. And Everything is I. There is no distinction there. Of course, this is full circle non-dual realization.

What is Aware? Put your attention on that. It's self-knowing. It is Everything. Both the wall and the One Aware of the wall. Being which is identical to Awareness and God becomes aware and conscious of itself and knows itself to be the only existent.

With God the Apsolute. God can be someone with down syndrome etc, but it's all perfect. If it exists, it exists because it should and ought to exist.

You assume I can't operate or respond without an ego, that's a false assumption. The ego is non-existent, merely a concept created by the mind. Reality is that you are God and you are either conscious of it or not.

@Ar_Senses The ego was just a dream. Can you remember your dreams 20 years ago? No. The same way I can't remember the ego. All I remember is that I was unconscious that I am God then I became conscious that I am God. The past is dead long time ago. I can't recall what the ego is or was.

Exactly correct ? I can remember being unconscious that I am God, that's all there is bro.

? Now let that awarness shallow the suffering and the sufferer. Let love take over.

@Ar_Senses I don't know what the "ego" is anymore as I have transcended to the God-Self which is identical to Being aware and conscious of itself as it is, simply by just Being itself. There are only those who are conscious that they are God and those who are unconscious of it, that's reality. Ultimately there is only the Conscious being unconscious as it can do anything it will, being unlimited and Omnipotent. From the Apsolute point of reality there is no such thing as unconscious.

I don't claim to know what is beyond or after death but I'm conscious that Death is Perfect and ought to happen. I literally have no fear or worry of death. Surrender and let go completely into what IS. Your loved ones will cry in ignorance, "you" will be where you are destined and ought to be.

@Inliytened1 Indeed ? Words can only point to something or rather no-thing. God, Self, Being are all pointers to what you are and once you become conscious of it in direct experience language and duality collapses. What remains is what IS. Being aware and conscious of itself as it is. You must figure that out yourself, language and the mind can't grasp it.

The reason I'm back is I realized that I can grow from this forum, although my conscious and aware God-realized state is permanent and cannot be affected by anything including this forum. This gives me the freedom to be genuine and direct in my goal to help expand consciousness and expand my own. I also have some free time and using it here is fun but most important it is to expand consciousness. I hope I can contribute further. My previous account member was Highest. I can't get it back as it was permanently banned by a moderator on my request. But every end has a beginning ?

Did not Jesus say that I and the Father are One? Then the Jews tried to stone him and he responded is it not writen in your book that ye are gods? Jesus was God realized but his followers turned his teachings into distortion. I recommend reading "Misqouting Jesus: The story behind who changed the Bible and why" by Bart Erhman. You have a long way of becoming conscious of God and that you are God.

There is only One Apsolute aka God and you and everything is it. Andrea is the illusory character that God is playing out, playing hide and seek. See through "Andrea" and you will find God and that "Andrea" was God too all along.

? You however cannot embody the God-Self, the God-Self will by itself embody you and purify you, eliminate the false "I". The God-Self is identical to the Apsolute, and is prior and beyond the mind.

Yup. ? There is only One Being seeing through all eyes, thinking all thoughts, having all bodily sensations, being Everything all at once. You are that Being.

Indeed, everything is metaphysical. Only Being which is identical to God is Real and Actual. Being can only Be, it cannot be grasped by the mind. It can only be aware and conscious of itself. It's prior and beyond the mind. Prior to knowing and understanding.

Do that ??

You are unable to use my advice because you are not conscious of what you are. When you do, you will not take it as an advice but as a pointer to the Truth. The Truth is that you are everything and the doer and creator of everything. But you will not understand this before you become aware and conscious of what you really are. It cannot be grasped by the mind, you can only be it, become it. It here refers to the Real You which is the absence of the illusory self/ego.

? I wish you luck although no such thing exist You are everything and is the doer and creator of everything. You will understand this when you become conscious of what you is ?