Conrad

Don't be afraid to doubt or think it is wrong, it is right to do so. Follow your heart. The heart doesn't doubt. The ego-mind doubts in order to maintain it's mistaken nature, only to be annihilated by God in the end. I wish you the best, don't give up to the false.

True prayer is to never ask anything of God but to surrender yourself to Him and His Love constantly. God is ever-present, His Love is ever-present to those who are willing and capable to embrace it and surrender to it. When you pray and ask God for something realize that it's just God asking Himself. You think you are separate from God, but not in Actuality. Only in imagination, only in the ego-mind.

When the "I" ceases to exist and Being/Awareness becomes One with itself, you have become and realized God and that only God exists. God IS Love and Truth, they are facets of God the One Apsolute. Love is what you are, embrace it. Truth is what God is, become conscious of it.

You are God having a God experience. God experiences Himself through all Beings all at once. Being Everything all at once. God which is identical to Being and awareness which again is identical to Yourself is prior to all concepts. These are all just pointers to Actuality and Truth within dual relative language which is never the actual direct thing. Find it out yourself from your direct experience. No one can do it for you

Indeed ?❤️

I wanted to add that to my post too. ? Too late now ??

Still your mind and rest in Being/Awareness/Now.

It defenitively has it's benefits. I have not fasted for a long time but I'm going to fast the whole month from tomorrow. I'm curious of the results, especially spiritualy speaking.

Very good ? The Truth can indeed only be found within. Apsolute Truth with a capital A and T IS Being/Awareness aka God and That is Everything and Everywhere. As you said, All is God, God is All. There is Only God.

Awesome bro ?? Did you take any psycadelics when this happened or?

True ❤️

Himself as I.

Yes, surrender is vital. I am in constant surrendering to God not only because of love but because doing otherwise would disconnect myself from myself. How do I know that I have known the God? Because I have become God. I am Being God right Now. I'm aware and conscious of God. Being/Awareness/Consciousness are all identical to God and prior to knowing. When you become God you will realize that it is prior to knowing and the mind itself. I've also had several non-dual experiences both high on weed and sober. My nr 1 non-dual experience was when God literally saw through my eyes which I created a topic about on Highest "Weed - God saw through my eyes".

Yes, I hope so too. Much love back ❤️?

No problem bro ❤️ I know what I am and not, it doesn't matter what anyone thinks of me.

@Angelite I follow God's laws which is to embrace and love everything. When you become One with God you must follow the Divine. Pure Awareness/Being is identical to Love and Goodness. As I said in my previous account Highest, there is nothing to do but love. Desireless love. But first the ego must be seen through and transcended. That's what Sufism is about. The great Sufi master Rumi have written "When the "I" is negated and eliminated from existence, then what remains? Consider, O denier." What remains is simply God.

Much love bro ❤️

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? The drop is the ocean and the ocean is the drop. They are identical.

True. The insanity I'm talking about was serious, I could have lost my mind entirely and never return to ordinary sense of reality. I don't want to return there now, it's too much for the body and mind. If I could describe everything that happened in a book, you will be utterly speakless.

@lostmedstudent Yes kinda like that. Then what? It never ends. Why? Because it's the ultimate porpouse of human existence. You will understand this only after you have become One with God.

"Being trapped in an insane reality." Haha perfectly describes my spiritual awakening. Reality it is anyway, no more unreal than the ordinary physical reality.

Beautiful. Pure Truth. I really understood it, it resonated. ? Tnx for sharing ?❤️ I'm really into Sufism. Becoming One with Allah (God) is the essential goal.

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That's a thought, label, idea you have put on yourself and identified with. Your true nature is identity-less. Drop all concepts and beliefs, put your attention on direct experience and find out what "I" truly is. At least, consider ?