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There is only I. I am the creator of all creators. I am the Apsolute in human form aware and conscious of itself as the Only One. God-awarness is the true beginning of a true end. This Aloneness will kill you. Love only will keep you alive. Nothing else will. Nothing else can.

The ego only will die and believe me it will come back in some form or another. Just about 7 months ago I had the biggest ego backlash ever in my life which I annihilated with the grace of God. I was in darkness, negativity, anxiety and depression. Almost psychotic. This is what the ego can do just to keep itself alive and disconnected from God and Love. But the very beginning of God-awareness is end of the ego. It will be war and the ego will not give up easily, but Truth and Love always prevails in the end.

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All there is, is I. I Alone IS. When I say I, that's God saying I. No existent being says I but God, but not all existent beings are conscious of God. That doesn't change the Reality. Is God conscious of itself? Yes. He is conscious of itself through this "human" vessel right Now.

Something makes boredom dissapear, something fills the cup of boredom. Rest in Being ?

When there is no fear, I call that Actuality. When there is no death, I call that Actuality. When I look forward to it, when I welcome it without any concern, I call that God.

Omar Hisham Al Arabi is just great and this is just beautiful to listen to. It's with translation. I don't identify myself with any religion but I just love this one and Omar's voice.

Indeed ? A ego backlash IS growth, in some way or another.

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If only I could ?

@ivankiss ?❤️? Love is all there is to express, all there is to give, all there is to embody. I was only in the illusion that this was not the case. That changed when I became conscious of Love. That I am Love. That God is Love, that All is Love. In Love I shall die. In Love only I will live.

With every ego backlash there is a rising of consciousness after the ego backlash has been conqured. In my experience, the ego backlash always fades away in the end and God-awareness comes back stronger. To even say that is wrong because God-awareness never actually "came back", it is always present. But sometimes it gives space for the ego and there is a good reason for it: To make you conqure it and become stronger, to learn from it.

No need ?

I hope you are not serious.

It doesn't matter. Sufism is Mysticism. Mysticism is the pursue of Truth aka God. Becoming One with Allah/Brahman/God. That's what matters. I don't care about Islam and how it is interpreted by any group.

Indeed. Try saying "I am God" in Saudi Arabia.

Of course not lol. As Mansur al-Hallaj Truth fully says, "I saw my Lord with the eye of the heart. I asked: Who art Thou? He answered: Thou." And what got him executed: "I am the Truth." By this statement his persecutors asserted that Al Hallaj was claiming to be God which he of course did, as that is the Eternal Truth.

"Muslim scholars insist, that similar to other Sufi doctrines, Fana also based purely on the Islamic teachings. The Quran says: "All things in creation suffer annihilation and there remains the face of the Lord in its majesty and bounty." Surat-L-Rehman 26-27 [4] The state of Fana is represented by Rumi in Book Six of the Mathnawi where he writes: When the Shaykh (Halláj) said ‘I am God’ and carried it through (to the end), he throttled (vanquished) all the blind (sceptics). When a man's ‘I’ is negated (and eliminated) from existence, then what remains? Consider, O denier. In his book, Ain-ul-Faqr, Sultan Bahoo talks about spiritual levels of which Fana is one: Initially I was four, then became three, afterwards two and when I got out of Doi (being two), I became one with Allah."

Non-duality is not only my interpretation, several Sufi mystics have interpreted the Quran in that way. But a true Sufi mystic knows no religion ultimately, only his direct conscious experience.

Islam in it's purest form is Sufism. It's basically annihilation of the self (Fana) in order to become One with Allah (God). https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fana_(Sufism) Sufi mystics have been executed for discovering the Truth aka Baqaa which is basically the state of God-awareness. You exist only as God, through God, in God.

The Apsolute is God. From ego-awarness to God-awareness is one big road. God-awarness is aware of itself as Everything. Aware of itself as God. Ego-awarness is not aware of God, it's disconnected from God. Not conscious of itself as God. God-awareness is another level of conscious awareness. The Ego can still exist in this level of conscious frequency, but is bound to perish once God-awarness becomes so full that it shallows the ego into itself.

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@Inliytened1 ??❤️ And ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth shall make you free.

Everything. Literally. I became conscious of this 2 hours ago in a way I have never before after smoking a jay. The thing is that there is no more "I" doing Self-inqury or meditation. God is doing me. I am the Only One. I am the Actual God. That's all I can write, that's all my mind can say with these words I'm typing. ?