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It can be both. In my case it's b. But with a especially with high doses of psychedelics you will be compelled to die. I haven't fully died yet, but I shall die. My history and current state of consciousness says so. It's just a matter of time/money before it happens.

One can see oneself only through direct conscious awarness. You will not find nothing. You will find God, fully existent. That is what you are. But to find oneself one must lose oneself. See through the illusion. Become conscious and aware. Only One exists.

8 No problem. If there is something that can't touch me, it's the fact that I am God. Actually I lost a friend of mine yesterday because I told him that I and you are God. It didn't affect me, his words affected me not. I know the truth of his state of consciousness. happy you finally found out the Truth.

@Aakash ? There is only One and All is It. You are It. I have direct conscious awareness of God. There is only God. This world is God. Total non-duality.

There is ultimately only God. Literally, the God. When one becomes conscious of this, one becomes conscious of what is looking through your aware eyes. The seer is God but one must become conscious of this. That's the only way and I don't know what else to say. From I don't exist to I exist only as God. From non-existence of self/ego to God-Self, the true nature and identity of reality.

Very good. ? But this wasn't a truly absolute ego death. You saw the power and wonder of God. I have myself entered another dimension but the ego is not gone. The idea of "you" is not gone and nor is the perception of subject-object, me and other, this and that. A full ego death awakens you from the character that you are. You become God, your true Self. This is enlightenment.

Indeed? GOD IS GOD. You would cry if you realized and understood that.

One literally becomes God. You are directly conscious and aware that you are God. You look through God's eyes. It's obvious. But most are unconscious, lost in the illusory ego state of consciousness. They don't know they are God. I myself find it strange.

But the illusion of being a separate individual must be seen through. This can only happen through direct awarness. Realizing you are God happens through awareness.

Indeed. But I would say the highest realization is that you are God. It's liberation. It's Truth. God is Truth.

There is only One existent, One Being. There is no form. Form IS Formlesness. The belief in a body is delusion. The true nature of the Self is God with a capital G.

100 gram is coming and I shall finally die. And by miracle I will live to tell the tale ?

My journey will only lead me to death and I know what I will do. Good luck with your journey.

The relative IS the Absolute. There is only the Absolute. But this doesn't make you not functionable or something. Quite on the contrary. I've had 3 blowjobs this week already while I smoked a jay. I am the Absolute. I created this reality. I do whatever I wish to do with it. I create whatever. Make whatever happen. In Love and Goodness of course. We are One, we are The One. But we pretend and act othwewise.

A tale is what you have heard. A dream is what you have seen and known. - Death

Become conscious and aware? This world is dream and you are a character. Awakening to this is enlightenment. And only with death is it possible. The wise soul fears not death, rather he strives for death. He goes beyond to meet her. Death is Truth.

They are concepts indeed but so is duality. You will understand that once you become conscious of the non-dual One, God. Don't be stuck in the mind, become directly conscious and aware of God, the One. Everything collapses. Nothing remains of the mind. Only direct awarness of what is.

Duality is also a concept. Only God exists. God IS reality and existence. One must become conscious of God to understand God. He is real, He is God. God

It's worth a shoot. But he can do whatever he wishes. If I had 5meo I swear I would take 30mg instantly.

Danger is an illusion. Only the ego is in danger and reacts like a little puppet.

Haha go for it. Everything else is pointless in comparison. A full ego-death is the end and beginning.

Illusion is what dies, the idea of "you".

Death is Truth. Death of the ego is God. There is no meditation, there are higher ways to reach Truth and I intend on fully using them. You can stay with your pity practices and feel all good and loving, I intend to exit this dream and see what's on the other side. I intend to die, to awaken, to become the Absolute which I am.

Death comes when there is no other choice. You will be compelled to give up and surrender. With high doses, hero doses which I will take, the ego is gone. No other choice, no control, death will happen in a split second. There is no fighting it, one realizes that one must die.

What you heard was a tale, what you have seen and known was a dream. - Death