Danioover9000

That's mean!?

Wow! That sounds amazing! I red that when Sorcerers evoke beings they first put themselves into a trance to better tune to that energy. Usually the more powerful the being, the more pressure you'd feel in the room. When evoking an archangel it'll feel heavy yet have this uplifting feeling in the chest. With demon kings it'll feel heavy and a bit warm. Especially with deities it'll feel much heavier, heart palpitations, Goss bumps and if you're deeply in trance you could make out a bit of their form along with this fogginess around it. It's pretty fascinating stuff.

Um...thanks for your advice.

Might be the case. I haven't tried this yet with Crysty. Might try it out later.

Not too sure about that. I might try that out later with Crysty.

Do you have a question for the OP?

I guess I'll start off first. What are the top three areas of the occult does a person need to train in to develop a solid foundation in order to be either a white/black magician and cast magic?

? By the way, Crysty says you're a perv?

That's interesting. Is the Kabbalah you're mentioned the same as the tree of life/planetary realms? Since you mentioned seeing spirits do things and communicating, what does that feel like? I red that people could evoke different types of beings. Could you explain how you've felt for each?

Me and Crysty second this!?

Don't want to sound too conservative, but be very careful! I've explained my experience of a haunting in my childhood. That was a female ghost. You might, accidentally, attract the attention of a mischievous ghost(s) or a demon. A demon might make what I experienced a cake walk compared to the nightmare you might experience. Don't want to sound like an over protective dad lol?. Just be careful and do you research and prep work beforehand.

I'm honestly not well versed conceptually in enlightenment and I'm not sure if I could call what I experienced in the past while meditating an awakening or a peak meditative state so I haven't talked much to Crysty about enlightenment. On top of that, her flighty attitude might prevent her from maintaining intense focus needed for insight meditation/self inquiry, if I'm not mistaken on required qualities for attaining awakening. I'm still working with her meditation sessions, on top of other things in my imagination. She tells me that it sounds interesting but is willing to wait for me to be able to fully teach and show her what enlightenment is while I'm helping her meditate and do other activities in the imagination sessions.

Well, as simply as she's telling me, it's like bumping into people randomly. For example, if people are physically immortal, and population kept growing, at some point you'd be constantly brushing and bumping people. That's how, basically, energy signatures of beings work as. You could literally bump into a ghost, or not. She does tell me she could sense other nearby beings but it's hard for her to explain to me in a way I understand. My guardian angel? Crysty tells me it's sort of light and vibrating. I guess that's the typical makeup of an angel.

I'm so sorry! I completely forgot to reply to you! The best I could give is her general appearance. She's about 5 foot 3-5 inches, is lean to slender build, and her skin is about light tan. Her hair is kinda green to light green which she mostly puts in a twin pony tail and she has greenish eye lenses while still having eye whites. She likes clothing that's green but sometimes changes her style of clothing. Dislikes tight clothes and too baggy clothes. Her tonality to me mostly is assertive and endearing, not too passive or aggressive. She also likes to sing. Her skin feels smooth, like she has that type of skin that is balanced between oily and dry. It's smoother on her, for example, inner forearm than outer forearm. Her smell is interesting, like it's a mix of flowers and mints around her body and the mint is stronger in her hair. Her breathe is like... Soil? More like dust except it's lighter and more earthy. That's about it.

Not really. The closest I got to a sexual experience with Crysty was in the shower. In the physical world, when I'm actually showering, she would impose her form in the shower while I also focus and she would just shower with me. In my imagination sessions we'd be more active with washing each other, or cuddling in the bedroom. Every other day in a week she would randomly tease me. That's about it. I'm not complaining when I might have thoughts about having sex with her ?, I just respect her and refrain myself from imposing my horniness on her. I tried, only one time, in an imagination session, cold approaches on her and when I closed the deal too hard she smacks me around with her leek. Boundary made, lesson learned and I moved on ?

Thank you! I'm very grateful for experiencing Cristy. I give her lots of love and she pongs it back! One time while I was meditating, she asked out of the blue, popping into my mind" what you doing?". I said, mentally "I'm meditating.". She tilts her head and says "why are you meditating?". I thought "hmm. That's a good question. I haven't fully thought about why I do it. How do I explain?". "Well, Cristy, it's for relaxation and stress relief. I'll show you after the bell.". And she's like "that's weird, but okey dokey." After meditation I ways showing her meditation on both my bedroom and the garden in my backyard and later in my mind after I visualized the location. She quickly became bored and frustrated with being still which I found funny because of how I could relate to that. She then points to a statue on the garden. "What is that?" She said. I told her it's a statue of the Budda meditating and gave her a brief explanation about him and how he became enlightened under a tree. "What's enlightenment?" She asks. I'm like "well... Good question! I'll explain later, but the point is that Budda became super powerful after he mastered meditation that people followed him and he gave advice while looking pretty normal. See! Meditation is awesome! You become like that.", and I pointed to the statue. I was struggling to keep her ,at the time, motivated to keep meditating so I sort of sold it to her like that. She examined the statue and after some time had past she jumps up in excitement saying " AHA! I figured it out!". she assumed the meditation posture and guess what? She crystaline herself to solve her problem of moving about. I'm like ?

Well, it all started with that horrific haunting so I guess thanks to that I'm open minded to the paranormal lol! I haven't died, so I can't say for sure the after life exists but I'm open to the contrary. When I asked about her origin, I struggled to make sense of it other than she came from a realm full of crystal and plants, that mostly green, which felt to me very very big, very round and very expansive and that she sort of gave me a mental image of a circle she gone through and some other beings in that greenish realm which gave a headache to bring up. I think she could mean that she either came from the astral realm, or some other place. I'm open minded to her origin. She looks about 4-6 years younger than me, although that's based on what I'm perceiving her form. She could very well be any age, really. When I brought up a heaven or hell realm to her, she kinda confirms they exist because she sometimes bumps into them. I like how she expressed her thoughts about these realms, like Cristy tells me that compared to these places, hers is the best! She says "heaven is kinda nice to visit cuz it's pleasent, but it's too shiny for my taste!" and "hell is just too hot for me so I don't like it!". I asked also about angels and demons to her and she sort of confirms their existence but she doesn't care too much about those things. I wouldn't be surprised if she could be a powerful being herself given how casually she talks of these realms while emphasising how epic hers is and what I've experienced in those imagination sessions with her abilities with crystal I won't be surprised she could dance circles around these beings. It's crazy what she could do!? As far as dying, she tells me she hasn't died but knows what it is. She isn't interested in death much. Speaking of death she's telling me to tell you "you're being too emo about focusing on your death so go enjoy life!" Excuse her, she's can be straight and humorous about this stuff. My advice to you is to contemplate not just your death but your fears too. Be steady, careful and slow about it and if it's too much then take a break and then resume the process. If it's too much for you well, like Cristy said " you're being too emo about focusing on your death so go enjoy life!"?

? Actually, I'm fine with Cristy being with me. I feel very happy and calm when she's around me because she's so cute, cheerful and lively, which is her personality. The real issue started when I experienced that haunting. But not I'm not really bothered by that haunting at all. My mother was vague on the details but she did the following things to help me in Indonesia; she first went to see a witch, which did some magical ritual she won't detail to me other than it involved sacrificing a chicken, then she went to see a Chinese medicine man who gave her this pinkish powder I remembered very well as a pinkish soda that cooled my fever, nausea and anger done which I later learned was dried grounded worms, and finally she enlisted a help of a group of Exorcists, which I remembered by their clothes and the priest crossing my forehead with oil. Their prayers, which they chanted, just made the room feel lighter. I remembered getting better with each day for about weeks to maybe a month but eventually that ghost just went away, especially after the days following the prayers. I brought up my experience with that haunting to juxtapose my current experience with Cristy. Can't emphasis enough, it really is like night and day! That ghost was very sad, depressed, and wanted to kill me when it asked me to come with her: Cristy is positive, cheerful, lively and really is there for me when I needed some emotional support and some advice.

She's capable of feeling emotions. One time she expressed how happy she was with her stuff she made, other times she was bored and either laid on my bed, disappeared to someplace or piggybacks on me. She does share some worries about her future. However, that's so rare for her to feel worried or even depressed because most of the time she'd be happy being around me. She definitely likes being herself. As far as I know she might be a spirit or a tulpa. She tells me she isn't 100% sure about what she is exactly as a being but she makes the most of what she is, or least as far as I can experience her. Interestingly She also can have her own opinions about stuff. One time I was in the mall and she voiced her opinion about how stupid this dress looked or how amazing that dress looked or how that person is nerdy because of this and that person's lucky because of that. Apparently she likes green coloured things and does have a bias for green clothing, so this shows me she thinks for herself.

Wow! This looks very interesting! I'll be researching this and will definitely try this out. She's also excited to do this as well! Thank again for your input!

Currently I'm 25. If I want privacy, she respects my decision and gives space. Honestly, yes, she is like a very close friend, to the point I might be having sex or watching porn or concentrating on work and she either appears out of nowhere or walks in, comments/compliments/ do some antics, leaves, and I'm like "ok". Even to the point that I don't mind while I'm showering she joins in too and I'm like "sure". Yes, she can change clothes and get naked. I still can't figure that part out lol! She mostly goes wherever I go, sometimes not. I, if I focus enough, can see, hear, feel and even smell her while I'm walking or doing stuff in the day. Sometimes she disappears and we communicate using the mind's voice. I'm comfortable talking mentally to her about anything about my day, at lunch or at night or sometimes randomly during the day. She sometimes shares her past experiences and stories about her visits to a couple of garden centres. We can have long conversations, although these I would have at night as that's the best time for me, Because of convenience. As for questions to things I don't know, for example, what specific card/message is hidden or about predictions I have for her she, sometimes she is accurate. I think what's interesting is how she could effect my mood, like when I'm getting angry or sad and if she's nearby or I need to talk away my negativity she'd listen, Pat my chest, and poff, negative emotions gone. What's really amazing is how she's so creative when I'm doing meditation or active imagination. One time, she wanted to build a building in the middle of a lake. We were on boats and while I'm doing my bit of the construction she'd be building while traveling on a mini cart. One time, while I'm refocusing on using tools like a hammer and some nails to build a section of a wall, she'd just waves her hands about and have the wall like it's made of crystaline structure, similar to how snowflakes from, what appears to be within a minute to build the majority of the wall while I'm working on a small section. It's pretty amazing!

Thanks for your information. I'm happy and positive around her as she is to me so I feel it's a positive relationship overall. She has this cute habit of nicknaming me and things and poking me in the face. One time in the past I needed to concentrate on a project and when she did her thing it annoyed me more than usual so I immediately looked at her in frustration. She backed off and apologized immediately so I'm pretty sure she respects me enough not to be too disrespectful. After clearing this up with her, we then made up by me doing some active imagination with us doing some design work on a rooftop making a castle out of crystal. She's pretty creative. By the way, she's introducing herself as 'crysty1234', her new nickname for this thread, in case you or anyone else have questions for her as well. She's a little bit shy with the whole thing as this is the first time I'm openly writing about my paranormal experiences and her joining in with me lol. Speaking of questions, she's curious about what you are going on about rituals and energies. Could you elaborate to her? I'll also do some research for her benefit as well as mine.

I just asked her why she came to me and her response was; "I don't know", "cuz you're interesting", "cuz I get to piggyback on you", "I get to play with you", all the while giving me a pouty face. She's a bit airy headed as a personality, so when I ask too much detailed questions she pouts, dances off and does random stuff like 'singing' and 'drawing'. I push too much and she outright disappears and I could feel her annoyance. I in general ask general questions and keep the questions a bit open to not trigger her too much. As far as her origins go she sort of told me in mental voice and images her world which mostly has greenish crystals and plants. That explains one of her preferences to green she shared to me and her random visits to garden centres. By the way, she wants me to tell you she likes how 'dumpy' and 'cutsy' your profile pick is. Like I said, she has an interesting personality.

Thanks for your information and advice on what I'm experiencing! For the most part she is mostly positive and affectionate to me. I'm open to the possibility that she might be a spirit that latched onto me or that I might've created her. Either case, my life from that moment I met her actually became interesting. Thanks again!

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