Danioover9000

@Someone here So? There's also face cam porn videos I forgot to mention. So what's you're actual problem, the porn you're viewing excessively, or the sex your having excessively? Or the deeper problem like amusing yourself with lies?

@Jacobsrw This somewhat contradicts contemplation. If you're relentlessly thinking thoughts that have negative features, then yes that is taxing for the mind, but what about positive thinking? Or the Kuon practices done in Zen temples, aimed at exausting the mind till enlightenment occur?

@Someone here No worries, I've talked about pornography extensively before, it's link to sexual development using spiral dynamics. It was so complicated that users were getting frustrated so I just hid it. It actually is possible to abstain from porn, even sex altogether. Time and will power, vision, are key factors involved. Sex isn't natural, reproduction and the actual fucking is natural, (unless you've progressed beyond the materialistic worldview, unconventional non-physical sex then that becomes the next natural). Real sex also includes more than just intimacy and playfulness, unless you mean something else that's kinky but other than that it's ok to spice up your business with your gf, maybe both of you use the audio program for the mood prior to sex? The main problem is you've generalized boring robotic sex to mean most porn. What porn are you referring to with 'most porn'? Porn videos? Porn animations? Porn comics? Erotica? Audio erotica? professional porn? Amateur porn? Not to mention the various kinks and fetishes possible, not just at one stage of the Spiral, but at other stages as well. The amount of money and energy to produce, at mass levels, a realistic experience of porn that mimics real life sex is more expensive than going instead with standards set by those company owners or branches. Also, there's many other porn businesses in the porn industry, so competition to out grab the most eyeballs of the public is expected, which is why it'll get a bit crazier with each type of porn medium at this stage, like with porn videos with more elaborate equipment and body proportions. Finally, there's the center of gravity that is at stage orange that you'll find most porn mediums orbit around. Since materialism and transactional relationships are highly valued at this stage, those that have these values tend to structure their companies and products/services with these in mind. I'm assuming you're complaining about when it starts becoming excessive stage orange porn, or if you've had too much porn viewing and masturbation that it got to be as boring as robotic sex?

@Rajneeshpuram I think some scientists on eugenics did some tests on if it's possible of past generation's traumas or depressions to pass onto the next generation. If I'm not mistaken, they did that study on Jewish survivors of the holocaust and the families that came from those survivors. I definitely would say it's not gonna be an over night fix, like Rome wasn't built in one day.

@Rajneeshpuram This is actually a solid build. It's similar to what I did. Nice.

@TravisB This is what you get for not preparing yourself first! Now you realistically have limited options in resolving this problem, but I'll give some suggestions as I've faced a similar problem but on a more dangerous psychedelic: Find a quiet place of solitude. I used an isolation tank at a natural setting. Use a detoxing program. I've instead switched my lifestyle to celibate. Also, this might be a good time to switch spiritual practices, or contemplate deeper. However, if this is truly fearsome, then solidly abstain from whatever spiritual practice or psychedelic you're consuming, until you return to normal. More important, don't forget this incident.

@Haloman I knew it! It was suspicious the thread and user disappeared. I hope his problem was resolved amicably. I'd put injustices unresolved, retributions pending and martial arts in the fill in the blank, and many more, and my reasons are that if I don't find some way to get even, I'd shake in my coffin with passion. A passion shaking corpse is not what I want to become.

@Arcangelo The SKB guy or the police?

@Bulgarianspirit This sort of reminds me of Fredrick Nieztche, the philosopher that had psychosis occur to him.

@The0Self I'm not sure he's credible. He's enlightened from only being suicidal and depressed. It's great he's enlightened, but from his teachings and if I'm hearing spirituality from him first, I'd assume I'd have to be suicidal and depressed as him to have enlightenment occur. That's quite an epistemic problem to overcome the first contact issue.

@Breakingthewall What kind of 5 Moe DMT are we talking about? Is it natural or synthetics you've smoked? Where did you breakthrough? Is it a safe room? Where did you get it? Were you in a negative mood prior to tripping? Is this your first time or have you tripped many times before?

@Mikael89 Is that solipsism I see there?

@Mikael89 Of course it is. That's called marketing to get you doing the practices just enough to build momentum. It's just that they underestimate how different reality is for each point of view, and gotten used to their experiences whilst desensitized to normal people's realities.

@Breakingthewall The good news is, you had a breakthrough. However, it'll take time to integrate.

@Meta-Man LOL!

@Arcangelo I see why it does look like the SKB guy was hitting him, but I see he changes his mind late swing and goes for a disarm, which looks like a split second mistake. He should've gone all in on that swing downward, then disarm, not swing 50/50, slow down, change to maybe disarm, but no I'm dipping out. Too late mate. Side note, it's disappointing that swat and police officers just pass him by, without doing and immediate take down seeing he's armed.

@Bazooka Jesus It's a thing for sure, but it's not as popular as toxic masculinity, as that movement is more showy than the radical feminists. My girlfriend is extremely feminine, and usually subjects me to make up and hairstyle changes before , but otherwise it's a cool relationship that I consider more feminine than the average feminine types out there.

@Arcangelo Yeah that just sucks, I wouldn't fancy someone screaming in my ear while eating, so definitely takeaway or delivery. Without some meditation, visualization or concentration practices, I doubt average people have that level of tolerance. Depending on my day, I'd leave, but touch my body, that's it.

@Arcangelo Thanks you! we're doing great. She thinks this entire situation is crazy. When you say harassment, do you mean rioting and property damage? I'd like to see a video of what you meant. I'm dipping out now, so have a good day!

@Arcangelo Dude, share those videos showing BLM harassment. It'll probably be valuable.

@Arcangelo There have been harassments? From BLM?

@Johnny5 Even better than chess, is Chinese Go. That game is simple, yet gets complex the more patterns are made.

@Consept @Zega It's true that he chose to arrive at the site of looting, yet some people were damaging property. Yes, the actual incident of the 17 year shooting and killing three of the protestors is a separate case, yet it's not isolated to that, but has some contexts that lead up to each death like the social dynamic of the blue lives matter people( the guys with the long rifles), the bystanders passing by, the few aggressive rioters verbally provoking. Also, each person's experience relevant to the situation. Overall, everybody loses, the boy that thinks he's on the right to defend property and defend his own life loses, the people that damaged some properties illegally loses, the other blue lives matter members that think they're equal to soldiers and swat in stress management loses, the police that arrive latter loses. It's an overall net lose for anybody in the area, caused by forces larger than individuals and direct causal chains. Yeah, that's a lazy way to justify the murders. Even if, say they lost the cases of charging him with those murders at first degree, they can still charge him for either second degree or manslaughter, reckless endangerment of firearm and illegal possession of a firearm. They said he lived 30-45 minutes away from the incident, they might charge him with illegal driving as well. Many ways for him to face jail time, yet also many ways for some people to venerate him. In my mind, it's clear he's justified in defending himself, because his survival was in danger, and those protestors were justified in provoking the group, harassing him and chasing him, because they're fed up.

@Jennjenn I think you're misquoting me from another user, because I don't think I ever wrote that post, so I'm not interested in what you're replying back, and not interested in being exploited, thanks.

@datamonster Could you list your sources? I'd like to see them, and practice more German as well.