Danioover9000

@TDW1995 Well, sounds like you're ready to put more effort into life purpose. If you focus on improving different areas of your life, you can eventually attract a woman that's very similar to you, because she'll sense that the common weaknesses exhibited by normal men won't be present in your being. I'm in a very similar position to you in terms of having little sexual history but having a higher craving for sex. It's worth it to put effort into meditation and maybe doing some body awareness exercises and continue letting go of that lust. Channel that sexual energy into something creative. If you're ready ready to put dating on the chopping board for a better life, more health, more energy, more vitality comparable to spiritual master that most common people don't have, then you can transcend that need. It may take work, but it's worth it.

@Dodo First of all, you can let yourself grieve for a bit, but don't let this overwhelm you. The sneaky mistake made here is you put her over your soul, and made her your revolving point in your own life. If you put yourself first and develop yourself in other areas, you'll have an easier time attracting another woman similar to you. Make dating the last priority, and focus on making your life more better.

No, don't do pick-up again, go clarify what you want out of life, your ideal purpose in life, and develop other area of your life. Leave other women alone for the time being. Big mistake making a woman priority over your own soul, and channel that sexual desire into other areas of your life.

@evgn Those characteristics are exactly those that were exhibited in that female bully in my past, but that one was bloody sadistic.

@Shiva99 First off, hats to you for continuing this journey for 5 years, with your highest streak being 130! Most average males will not likely get to survive that number of days without relapsing a few times a month or so many times a week. Don't forget those memories of how much happier and how much productive and motivated you were while on Nofap, and treat this period in your life as a temporary remission. The good news is that while you have been fooling yourself on top of experiencing whatever experiences you've had in Nofap, ultimately you've been fooling yourself every time you take a direction in life. The bad news is that you still have to compare and contrast every type of foolery that goes on in you and outside you, like to what degree of foolery is greater: the fapping to porn daily, or fapping to imagination daily, or the abstaining from these excesses? While I'm here, there also some science to explain the negative experiences you might be having while in your relapsing period, and that's called P.O.I.S. What is P.O.I.S? That is an acronym for post orgasmic illness syndrome, which is a common occurrence for men mid 20's and up. It consists of a series of flu like symptoms , from feverish pain, to tiredness, headaches, drop in focus and cognition, dry eyes, weird sensations around throat and chest. These symptoms could last between 3-7 days, and rarely more than 2 weeks. This is good news, because you only need to power through a week after a relapse. Also beware how you decide what counts as a relapse, as getting a full or semi erection does not count as a relapse. It's also good to have some role modals to look up to. Mine are Bruce Lee, Nikola Tesla and Swami Vivekananda. These individuals, and many more legends, have practiced more severe forms of sexual abstinences and have achieved very great things most average people will find very difficult. Look for such people to count as an anchor for yourself.

@Recursoinominado I've seen enough red pillars, not just online but face to face, and these are my observations: !. Some over blow the rejections of multiple women they've approached. I've had one guy tell me their experience and I get that it's painful, but the suffering is magnified. 2. This is great advice for males with weak egos. It's another problem with strong egos and certain personality types. I've known one guy talks about women as literal objects of sex, and another guy talks about them as made of glass. 3. They have good resources for young men to develop their masculine traits, but do not have resources that develop that emotional side of you. 4. It really becomes problematic if you're not aware of what you're running from by joining the red pill. It's easy to sneak away limiting beliefs like this. I've been bullied and victimized by girls in my childhood, and those experiences I haven't resolved fully in myself, and the red pill is easy smoke screen for trauma like this. There are other experiences of victimhood that drove me to watch actualized.org videos, play video games, do chess, do drawing, all from not willing to face those wounds, especially ones I want revenge still.

Meanwhile, we got to work out that fear, sooner or later. The slowest wins the race and all that.

@mdg333 Pre - psychedelic Leo said most of the videos are him documenting to himself the journey. Post - psychedelic Leo can be confusing, unrelatable and delivers mixed messages in his latest videos. However, don't worry about other people, worry about yourself.

@mdg333 I know, it takes a lot of introspection, having enough life experiences and enough meditation experience to get to that point.

@Onemanwolfpac Mind linking those facts in here?

@Matt23 Meditation, and avoiding what angers you.

Really, your view on the video soured over some commentors?

Take a break, and lower the dosages down. Next time, trip safer, and progress in your journey at a comfortable pace.

@mdg333 It's pretty bad if you're not ready to even pursue this path.

@Preety_India He's taking a swing at both cultural Marxism, Marxist fascism and communism, and when it becomes too collectivistic and less individualistic.

@DrewNows Yes, being at either ends of a spectrum can be too much. In the video, there are hints at your true self, and how other people, systems and things revolve around that point.

@Tim R Excellent share. I've watched many of his videos, and this one, of you can look past the libertarianism, it points to the true self.

@Globalcollective Yes, some volume is needed to finding that gf, except it really depends on how you do pick-up. You can't expect USA pick-up to apply to European dating, or to dating in Asian cultures. I'm more worried that Incels here will skip developing a purpose in life and go for the booty instead. You don't necessarily need high volume, you need a high quality life first, and that will leverage dating success.

@John Mitchell I do suffer from similar problems you seem to be having. Every time I've visited a country, I'd struggled to approach girls because I'm too busy adjusting to new norms of that culture. Not only that, pick up advice taught in USA, if you just copy and paste that approach to foreign women, can be seen as odd or insulting to some cultures. I've also approached hundreds of women at different countries, and I had mixed results and it still was a struggle for me. I advice taking Leo's advice to dating with a bucket of sea water, because I've walked this direction, not just mental masturbation, but real world experience, and it's very different to what he talks about in dating. So different.

@Mikael89 I mean, people didn't exactly treat Jesus Christ in a nice way, so chances are that aliens coming to earth announcing their arrival would be met with similar treatment.

@Mikael89 I'd say I'm a light incel as well, and how I got to be one was through a combination of factors. Firstly, I was bullied by some boys and a few girls in the past, which has altered my self confidence. Secondly, from early childhood to late adolescence, my unique life involved travelling mostly with my family to different countries, for at least 1-2 years living in that country, and leaving. . Each time I had to adjust to new people of that culture, new places, differences in education, new languages, new behaviors, cultural norms, and while all that was exiting, because I was a foreigner in most countries, I really had to watch my behavior to not get into trouble. Thirdly, I'm more comfortable and effective by myself, and some social situations do tire me out, which did effected my views on my attempts to socialize and date, especially in my late adolescence. fourthly, I'm suffering from P.O.I.S, which makes it much harder to date women. I haven't even dated anybody yet!

@Mikael89 You are correct, in that first person experiences like the brightness of the sun is more important than secondary knowledge. That's one of many benefits to mindfulness, you be mindful of the very first appearance of an object or events.

@Radament This sounds interesting. I haven't heard of anyone having spiritual symptoms like this. In your case, you might have to just keep meditating. You might also find useful resources at yelp.com, and do stretches and massages on your back were you 'wings' energy is bio-located at. You might try doing workouts on that body location, like reverse push ups or pull ups to get some more blood and energy going at that part. More general advice is have a check up on your physical body, mental body and spiritual body. Each body has already fields of study out there. Maybe check up on tai chi and chi gong, at energyarts.com, the old man has great exercises to flow energy, also chi massaging, and Mantak Chia's work like microcosmic meditation. Yoga is also an option, but don't focus only on Kriya yoga, explore the other 7 branches. Good luck!

@Mikael89 I think because aliens are so alien that we might not be able to anticipate their reactions. Like I just said, it depends on the relationship between that shot down alien spacecraft and the alien race @Leo Gura

@Proserpina Is a pain body a physical body you mean? Or energy body?