Danioover9000

@SirVladimir Some user a while back asked this, and I said she so far doesn't demonstrate the ability to visit other people. Sometimes when I see her with me, she doesn't interact with my family or friends in the day or while sleeping. It might depend on how sensitive you are to other spirits. Are you sensitive?

@SoonHei Well, her initial impressions about you, and I'll be mediating here to my best: She doesn't know what to sing about you, because she hasn't heard a song about you. She thinks the song would soon be too high for me, and it might sound more like hentai than high ( her way of punning, sorry ). Overall, she feels you're slightly more positive than negative, and thinks you're a pointy person, from your pic. I'm not sure if my interpretation is entirely 100% correct, but I think it gets the gist of her communication. Please clarify what you're asking if it's way off lol!

@K Ghoul I've asked before sometimes, and in the past she couldn't clearly say what she was, and I don't know if this was because of the language barrier or that I'm not being clear in my communication or I'm wrong with my communication and she can't receive it on her end. I've noticed that she was gradually getting better at understanding what I'm saying, and is improving even today each time I'm doing a visualization and meditation session. Other users in this thread, including those into the occult, say that she could possibly be a Tulpa I've created. This cold be true, but I don't know if it is, because like I've written in the first page of this thread that I've experienced a haunting in my childhood, at a different country, and that experience had an overall energy that was negative. Then many years later I encounter Crytsy at a hotel my family was holidaying at in Niagara Falls, a different country, and was overall a positive experience. My past paranormal experience is kind of entangled with my current paranormal experience, so I can't say I've intentionally created her 100%. Others have suggested she may be a ghost or spirit. This sounds to also be the case, because of our earlier interactions being a bit difficult, but I've encountered her while meditating and visualizing, and sometimes during the days she would speak using her voice sometimes, and sometimes she would somehow trigger some emotions in me that I understood what she meant. Also, I've sometimes had separate visualization sessions involving me focusing on aspects of her form until I can clearly experience her, but in my mind. So, I'm not sure if she's just a spirit. Others have said she's probably a form of energy, which may or may not be the case. I've written this thread in order to see if some other person may have these types of experiences like me so that I have a better understanding of my situation. However, this was a mixed result, some having more questions about me and Crysty than some in depth answer to my situation. During the posts I've read, and written, sometimes she visits me and sits next to me, reading along, and sometimes I'm explaining to her what is said. Sometimes I'm focusing her form next to me to read along. One post made by Leo, to paraphrase ' Can I poke it with a stick?' flared an emotional reaction in her, that bounced into me. An emotional response is one sign of sentience, right? Maybe an entity? Probably not.

@Dodo Thank you for your advice. While I have watched all of Leo's videos and do some of his practices, I'm not at his level of consciousness or development to implement your advice fully. I might ask for the spirit of true love, or pray to God, but honestly I'm in no position to go deeper than that, or to be God or to accept some offer to be God. Oh, and Crysty says your pic is colorful, and she likes it, but she doesn't know why such a picture is able to move, and why the star is so tiny.

I think a temporary ban, 3 to 6 months long should be enforced first, and then if he continues to spout nonsense when the user comes back then a permanent ban is justified. The user might have been more frustrated that the user can't ignore certain posts from certain moderators, which might have added and compounded the user's frustration with this forum. A simple option to choose to ignore not just other user's posts but mod posts that for whatever reasons annoys you is so basic to implement in.

@Origins Wow, well spotted.

@Dodo She sometimes stays and sometimes leaves, I don't know how she does this, but I'm no control freak to demand she stays in my waking consciousness or to do or say what I want her to say. She isn't afraid to appear to me in the mornings and throughout the day.

@SirVladimir I might try this with her and ask if she would help me with having an OBD experience. About out of body experiences and astral projections, I don't know if such places exist fully, or maybe these places don't exist, but if she's interested then it might happen. Mostly she appears to me in my daily life and whenever I meditate.

@K Ghoul She hasn't directly told me to say or take action towards other people. In most cases, she asks first if she wants to interact with me, and she visits me sometimes in my meditation and visualization sessions. Somehow, she communicates to me through thoughts and my senses, My family and friends don't know of Crysty's existence, but my parents in the past, mostly my mother, knows about my haunting experience.

@Thestarguitarist14 Yes, Berserk does have the best artwork, and I've studied some of his drawing of the characters and the background, and it felt like Miura had this literal interpretation of form construction, which is one reason why he can draw in such detail. However, because of his art style emphasizing the literal forms, I've notice the gesture and movement of each character does feel a little static, but he does cover this a bit with panel positioning. Another amazing manga that's a close match to Berserk in detailed drawing is the manga series Baki the Grappler. Mainly a manga about fighting and the ridiculousness of fighting, but how that artist draws the forms of the characters is more smoother and more gesture like in drawing, while still being able to maintain detail, texture and toning. He also has really good human anatomy and despite how some of the fighter's bodies have exaggerated forms, he still makes their forms seem functional.

@Dodo Thank you for posting your concern. I've so far had good experiences with her, and some amazing ones. I don't know whether I've created this unconsciously as a projection of part of myself, or if this is a separate entity that crossed paths with me, or if this is some form of energy. Most of my interactions with her, whenever I've meditated or live through the day, is mostly positive and I do love whenever she visits me. If this is some malicious spirit, then it's a really good one to be able to deceive me with love and happiness. However, I don't know if that's the case, and even if it is, it's another challenge to increase my capacity to love it. But again, thanks for sharing your concern.

@Arcangelo I did just that a while ago with a user, but that somehow got misunderstood as me being aggressive and I got warned. I was being friendly and light heartedly pointing out their hypocrisy. I also want to be able to ignore posts about mods. Mods can still message me, but it would be nice to choose which mods to read posts from and not, because in the past, not naming, but one had an aggressive intrusive writing style that sometimes borders on harassments and was on the receiving end of that.

Update: I've been able to sustain a series of locations in my mind that we can traverse through, and I'm more able to solidify and apply more of my kinesthetic sensations to Crysty. She has also improved on her ability to sustain some form of my body in one of our visualization sessions, and sometimes at will she can slip into and exit some of my other visualization sessions, and during my daily routine.

In my opinion, a masterful boxer in terms of movement and having fun even in the ring: Also, the strongest, fastest and fittest human to ever live, masterfully integrating different martial arts, and challenged the limit of the human body:

@Tim R Yes it is. Realizing infinity is like winning the lottery. At the end, it's a few with access to infinity that will gauge all shadow selves and go much deeper, will the many will have to work with what they have in a spiral.

Sure.

What's the color of a lemon?

The short answer is yes it will get more comfortable. For example, look at whenever you exercise ( assuming you do), what happens? The effort is sometimes not pleasant, sometimes the exhaustion is not fun, and you have to live with the soreness no matter how painful it is. However, with good nutrition, sleep, recover processes and well managed exercises, you soon adapt to the exercises and your body's intelligence prepares beforehand. You see this with professional athletes and the few that have greater physical adaptation. Similar to working on self actualizing and spirituality, it's pretty hard at first, but eventually the body/mind learns how to cope and better adapt to what you want. Also, let yourself get a good rest if sometimes the work is too hard. Extra time in the bed means more healing and more time to travel to other dream worlds!

A few masters of the body:

I've red a bunch of manga myself, shonen like Naruto and I do have most of the books, and a few manga like Bleach and One Piece. I lately am getting into Seinin manga like Berserk, Vegabond, Vinland saga, The Abyss.

@Waken Keep in mind that Bashar's mind is able to imagine in greater depth and width than most minds that he could channel an entity. That level of mind power you ain't getting from birth, that comes from lots of visualization practices.

Why do you want to join the military?

@Someone here I think this solipsism, if ever is critically thought of and embodied, might be very useful for lone wolf types and minimalists, just a small portion of the population that are introverted and prefer their own company over others. Also I can see this easily great for dealing with traumatic problems, you just treat it as an illusion and move on.

@r0ckyreed Wait, which hospital gives medical marijuana? What do you need for a medical marijuana license? I heard that marijuana has healing properties, but has marijuana introduced this state of solipsism to you?

@iceprincess There's the good old classic letting go meditation, and don't forget to also let go of you resisting the letting go. The later usually is harder to do. Try listening to music, dancing, drawing, role playing, cooking, whatever activities you can list, and go with the one that makes you really happy, then keep a second activity that just makes you feel generally good.