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@louhad Oh yes, so many lessons from not just the values of each stage, but the distinct moral development, cognitive development, and lines of development in different areas of one's life. Sometimes I contemplate hours before bed. This is another reason why I'm less vocal and dehumanizing towards people like Trump, as that part exists deep in my psyche as well, and the same for past humans that've been here.

@ArchangelG Even the most inhuman human being will be empathetic, firstly to themselves, and secondly to their families. Trump is at least capable of this, despite having gone through his life facing many factors, physical and mental, that would've blunted this empathy.

Sounds fun, but still, gamble responsibly.

Update: I've been able to get Crysty to do some meditation. I'm now noticing more improvement on sensing where her form is without looking at the location, and more able to feel her emotional signals. Also, I'm currently research and working on what this phenomena is. I might be able to find out something.

I've done a few dates last month, and I've journaled in detail in a separate book, so I'll summarize here. My first date was at a café. Was okay, she was like a 7. Service is good, how we talked is okay, but I had a very bad feeling about this woman, so days later I broke it off with her. I didn't fap to porn prior to first date, so I was good. The following week, I had another date, this time through internet dating. It was not as good as the first one, and the same bad feeling came about. I fapped prior to and after the date, and I felt very sick. Has anybody experienced this? How do you manage this?

For example, do some letting go or self acceptance meditation. I do mindfulness with labelling, and over time focus more on the heart.

@louhad Personally, haven't got all stage orange/blue/red fully integrated. Have patience, please. Does crying to myself in my sleep count as stage green integration?

@dflores321 Don't get me wrong, a different context and if I got to beat up Trump for my survival, I get to it. I'm still too selfish to admit I'm very loving. I'm just at that point where I start seeing the value of compassion, to mellow my own monstrosity and stress. I've also studied some manipulation tactics from charismatic people and historical figures, so I see it a mile away, but can't say the same for other people.

@fridjonk That sounds great. I've tried the cacao powder by itself, and it's enough to wake me up for a few hours. For some reason, and it's the same with dark chocolate, I get some constipation in my gut area. Is this a normal reaction to chocolate for anybody here, or is it just my body? Also, local brand name would be nice to know, I might get it however I can. Do you drink you cacao drink with just the powder, or is it mixed like a chocolate milk?

@Average Investor Sounds really good. I also eat oatmeal, and added the following ;some walnuts/deacons, grass fed butter from Kerry Gold, honey, Chia seeds, and either one of the following; Cravendale milk, which is better than skiimed milk, almond or hazelnut milk, or almond/coconut milk, with some coconut milk if available. with this breakfast, I've got no more excuses for fatigue or mental exhaustion. I'll try adding some raisins later. With the oatmeal, if available I'll get the organic, but for convenience I got the one with the old person on the cover, has both plain and golden syrup flavors which I like. For the golden syrup one I might try a bit of your recipe with the maple syrup and cinnamon.

@Shin This is interesting. I've done some self introspection, but there's a point when it felt too dangerous to push, so it might be rooted in some trauma I forgotten in the past. Definitely gonna need a specialist for this. I've also caught myself getting a bit greedy with the porn, not even watching the porn vids, but more browsing than watching. Had this happen to you, like in the past, it was far more browsing than watching? Also, I've experienced this, and hoping you could relate, but in most cases, I get pains in my balls whenever I pull away from a video. I especially get the pains after a date, when I've been fully erect for several minutes, but a few minutes of a semi-quarter erection, no pain at all. Any tips on this?

@Preety_India Hahahaha, from the comfort of another country, judging. Thanks, you've reminded us all that judgement is still very dangerous, that stage green can get too emotional, and that there's more shadow work.

@snowyowl Good to know it's not that serious. About Crysty communicating to spirits, she might be able to do that, but I'm careful with saying that because firstly, she likes to make fun and joke around, which is part of her cheery personality. I sometimes have to interpret if she's pranking me or not, which might also come from me as well. While don't know her entire capabilities, I do hope that together we could progress spiritually speaking. Secondly, Compared to the greatest mediums and psychics like Nostradamus, Merlin, Mathew and other masters, I'm not masterful with contacting spirits or anything paranormal because of my negative haunting experience. I don't really want to go too deep on the paranormal. probably another fear barrier I will have to destroy at some point.

@Roy I've felt guilty about dating some of the girls. I don't know, maybe I'm feeling guilty for wasting their time on me, or wasting my time on them. I'm not sure, maybe it's feeling insecure? Because I felt horny during the date? I'm not really sure.

@Raze Yes, this confirms my suspicions on fapping to porn. I'll be nofapping for longer for sure. Not so sure about my bad feelings about some of the girls though. How do you handle them if it was you?

@The0Self Yeah, maybe placebo effect, but it was a good one. It's just unusual that I felt very ill from watching porn and masturbating to it. Also strange that I had a bad feeling about some of the girls. Any thoughts on these domineering feelings?

Publicity stunt or not, he's still human and has a heart.

@snowyowl Just like @Moksha said, self love is also very good to do. Crysty, if I'm being negative, sad or pissed off, would sit next to me and hear me out, and a hug later my negative tantrum would be gone.

@snowyowl I've told a past user here with a similar serious emotional problem, except it's dealing with suicidal thinking and cancer, and I'll say the same thing: Get professional help for whatever serious emotional problems you're dealing with. I don't know if she's capable of communicating to other ghosts, so I don't know what to suggest for your problem. Despite her being with me many years, it's still too early for me to say for sure she contacts the dead. Don't blindly believe my thread, or any thread in this forum about your relationship problems or any serious emotional turmoil you're going through. Get help. Yelp.com is a good source of highly skilled people, including mediums, if you're concerned with your family contacting you, get them that resource because those online businesses have rankings and reviews from customers, which means you can't fake the services provided. Also offers good therapists and psychoanalysts there, but if you have more money, pay for high quality therapists.

@SamC She's not single, because she's with me.

Disclose all private information, not just tax payer money. Disclose medical billing, health assessment. Take steps towards more regulation of the military. Double check actual economy before funding for more energy alternatives. More regulation of fishing, and more severe punishment for environmental crimes.

@electroBeam When I finally get the answer to the truth, I'll be atop all skies, all stars, and you all will tremble before me. Don't worry, one day you all will.

@abrakamowse To the extent that they have an incredible military force, otherwise the influence is marginal.

@Oppositionless Second thought, I'll take what I said about him back. Yes, he's a master at meditating, but now I remember he kind of ripped me off with his cold approach, so screw him. Moving on to next S#, maybe Tantra Yoga next.

@electroBeam Well, this nicely explains why when you do change your value, put in time and energy, you might end up mastery whatever field that is regardless. That still came from keeping that value, and everything else came from valuing that. And Leo's right, truth isn't my top value, at least coming from him because it felt off. I have my own top value, and that's fine so far, so if everyone here wants their truth, especially at the cost of survival, great, I don't care if that'll end up going over the cliff, I'll be elsewhere at that point, pursuing my survival truth, whatever that'll end up in. maybe I'll be future Daddy of quarter human, quarter elf machine, quarter plant and quarter alien, next gen species or whatever happens, happens