Bill W

Hello my man, I've not been too active on the journals lately. Are you feeling any better yet? Or still in that depressive episode? Are you able to take some time away from the whole employment thing? I know most people can't of course, due to finances. Take care, speak soon.

I will have to awaken. When or if I do awaken I will read it again and see if it still makes sense ? If I never awaken it will always make sense i guess. ?

That is a really powerful point and one that makes a load of sense actually. People are chasing a buzz, chasing highs in the name of higher states of consciousness. I'm sure if there was a psychedelic that lasted for a whole week or month non stop some people would take it lol. Virtually all people who take drugs justify it somehow. That's a given. It gets normalised. I like what someone else said. You don't need to practice being a Nazi or try being a Nazi in order to be critical of the Nazi approach. Same for smoking crack.

Good topic actually. I've seen other members document on here along the lines of "after my latest awakening" and I've always wondered what they mean? I know it's subjective, but we can still discuss. Is it even arrogance to state oneself as having had an "awakening"? I'm not saying it is arrogant, merely putting it out there. For me, I think of it as "having a moment of clarity", or some would say "insight".

Yes! I am glass half empty today Nahm.

Forever then unfortunately!

@Keyhole Nice photo. You look about 15 which is great news if we are honest. Once we hit 21 years old it's always better to look younger than we really are. Prior to turning 21 it can be a pain in the ass to look younger than we are.

@Lento Nice one! I like it. One picture for the modelling agency and another for more informal situations

So, as the supermarkets and stores sell out of food and water, it will be the Breatharian's who are most able to adapt to the new World. They would probably also be most able to manage without toilet paper and wipes.

I can't believe I've never seen it. So is there a spiritual theme in it? Genuine question. Not trying to be funny.

But this would mean God has an identity crisis and possibly split personality disorder. Don't feel right to me that God is Devil. I don't think there is a Devil. Certainly not some guy dressed in a red jumpsuit carrying a pitch fork.

@Elham Nice link thanks

That's great man! I love your style. It's like a skilled version of pick up. A less creepy approach than other stuff I've seen on YouTube. I'm glad I found this. And you have a woman friend doing the filming. I think that's awesome rather than having 2 men doing it. Great content.

London, UK

@ivankiss Amazing eyes! I feel like you are really looking right into my soul.

This whole thread has gone to shit now

This actually really got me thinking. When in victim mode I would think it applies to others, in that, I should not tolerate other people's bullshit, but when I am in truth and full honesty mode, I think it means that I need to make sure I have no tolerance for my own bullshit. It's my own bullshit that hinders me, not the bullshit of others (although I will still get stuck in self-denial at times and insist it's other peoples bullshit that holds me back).

This belongs in the sex subforum. It is a new form of pick up.

The download is a manual update for our consciousness disguised as a thread about location of forum members. Leo designed it this way. He knew we would click that link out of curiosity.

Gross Misconduct Good work Drew. It's not something I really understand this Breatharian stuff, but over the last few years, if I've learned one thing, it's to keep an open mind. I've always liked your approach to spirituality and personal development.

This looks good. Thanks for sharing. Never? Not even at school?

Man, you are really hitting Drew with some high quality responses and arguments. Sophisticated and mature. I like it. It's like you are wise beyond your years. Class act. I hope you stick around because the forum really needs you. Most people on here just make dumb asshole kind of posts, so to see your intelligent responses is breath of fresh air. You rock man! You have my vote. You are nearly fully enlightened I can see that.

ha! Yes! Nailed it! If I can convince him there is no time, then there is no time to manage. Kill two birds with one stone with that. Can't wait to tell him tomorrow

I've been told at work I have time management issues. If I printed off this thread and showed my boss, do you think he will back off? He wants to put me on time management training and I don't have time to do it because I'm over loaded with my work. Maybe I could ask him "Do you actually know what time is?", but I am not sure it would go down well.

You asking some good questions there. I get so caught up in the emotion, panic, and wanting to flee I literally forget to pause and take an inventory of what the fuck is happening from a thoughts and beliefs perspective. And that's me being qualified in Cognitive Behaviour Therapy and having done CBT to myself numerous times over the years. If someone were to ask me why are you crying or what are you freaking out about, I'm not sure what to say. I just keep referring to my feelings and thinking I'm overwhelmed, or can't cope. I do believe that sudden emotional surges and distress don't just come randomly. They feel like they do, but there must be a thought process driving it. On the one hand I like to detach myself from my thinking to a degree, but I'm now thinking that I'm like a dog chasing it's tail, and I might need to do a better job of catching these "hot thoughts" as they sometimes say in CBT. The negative automatic thoughts or dysfunctional assumptions we make. You've got me thinking and I mean that in a good way. Have your emotions died down a bit since leaving that job?