Ataraxia

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  1. Arcangelo... you beat me to the punch. smh lol... yep it's fine if you're almost yellow and understand SD and deal with blues or oranges, that's easy... if you want happiness be prepared to sleep under the stars lol.... be prepared to lose everything really but i digress. oh my order is: smoke weed, move out, get a job lol
  2. lol... I've been diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder I, autism spectrum, and add. i have an extensive mental health history. clinical depression means what? just that it's observable, right? from my experience, most of the time what people think is depression isn't purely biologically or physiologically driven. yes, there is a biological baseline for happiness... but only about 45-50% of your happiness level is biology... and that means u can pump the non-baseline components that contribute to happiness. your happiness is at least 50% in your control. lol. happiness occurs naturally when u "get your shit" together (and I mean enlightened) and your issues are all resolved. watch "Happy" by filmmaker Roko Belic... or read about positive psychology research. it talks about "flow" and i find this really in the Tao... so back to psychiatry. i suspect the biologically depressed person is exceedingly rare and the medication doesn't work in most cases... antidepressants may be the biggest scam ever pulled lol... wait, religion, no sorry... moving on in reality, depressive symptoms are caused by shitty thinking and fucked up negativistic psychology. one day people will realize that psychiatry was a scam... at least 90% of it or whatever. i've known many mentally ill people.... real ones. my uncle thought he was elvis for years, but some drugs helped him reign in his dopamine system... so im not saying monolithically, psychiatry is bad. i just think shrinks should stick with real diseases. like schizophrenia, bipolar (sometimes), real depression. disorders that must be treated with drugs. p.s. I created a model for bipolar disorder based on my integration that says it's somewhat curable. If anyone is interested... lol. Came up with it in a mental hospital in upstate NY 3 years ago. Dr. Munoz walked right past it. haha one love y'all!
  3. @cetus56 lol "gunga gu lunga... " "on your deathbed u will recieve total conciousness" i love this so much!! ❤❤❤
  4. mmm... my suggestion is to keep doing the good work. mind open as the sky. you'll fall from enlightenment and it's not what you expect, so dont think it's ever "done." you've merely hit the tip of the iceberg. if ur asking this question about whether to go or stay ur gonna be the best person to answer it. r u god yet? this realization should have been achieved maybe for enlightenment lol idk. ... so keep going. youll fall. maybe hard af... but eventually youll figure out how to grow wings on the way down, as you plummet back towards earth... the work doesn't end... anyhow congrats. but if ur enlightened u dont need my congratulations either. u have everything. game over. ?
  5. @Inliytened1.... @Truth Addict beautiful. much love. ? great responses... video game... been on this forum one day. having a blast. I'm definitely not alone and that's a relief lol... had no idea
  6. Saying that Leo is the only person that can help is an issue. That sounds like religion to me. He is not your God. You are. Keep your head up.
  7. Shin. Very nice work you've done. Very impressed. I agree 100%. Every word.
  8. @Shin haha yes shin, exactly
  9. As you cross into a Yellow majority, low-devs will label you insane. For all intents and purposes u r. Can we objectively distinguish high conciousness from mental illness?
  10. After my initial enlightening event I had major problems detecting the passing of time. At it's worst I could not drive, because I would miss every turn and end up lost. I knew to turn, but didn't know when. I drove 60 on 25 mph roads with ease. I walked thru fully moving traffic, only feet between cars....I knew motion but not space-time lol.... i don't understand it myself...but that's a story for another time really. Ego death/full regression... Mmm. I recovered, but still lose time in thought. 1 minute and 6 hours feel the same... I can meditate a long time lol...
  11. lol hahaha hilarious... ur dope leo, but i suspect u had to be extremely fucked up get where u r. without pain, ud be nothing lol. god pfft haha. love it man
  12. lol... yes. letting go and cleaning up your mental messes. ????? it's so simple it's hard to believe lol... but belief is crap anyway... it's not belief, but something u prove thru execution. haha smh
  13. A breakdown of Las Vegas life (as per SD) and how to shift the city further green. What are the inherent limitations of our city? How might enlightened beings take meaningful actions in this bowl of oranges?
  14. lol, I too have seen Leo progress in the videos... ? You have a really good point. Instead of taking that content down completely, it is probably better to redo content from the highest level perspective. As we know, you dont forget the earlier stages....
  15. Better yet, approach Jesus as an enlightened human...not an interdimensional sacrifice. Address what we know is probably true about him and what is just distortion. ?
  16. I'm a former combat soldier (31c2p 3d SFG (a)). I like this topic and I have a lot of ideas about this. Leo, ctc me if u do this and want some insight. Always wiling to help ?
  17. lol dual purpose. i see wut u did there!
  18. lol ?, magic. humans are cute af
  19. Clearly define the topic. After one approaches high conciousness, is it possible to have sexual relations with anyone less than Yellow+? Is celibacy required to be God? You surely cannot sleep with unevolved low level people... but is it OK if theyre above yellow. I think so... Describe what exactly you want to know. Be very specific. What is proper for a modern Bhudda mind regarding sexual relations? Come up with a catchy title. Catchy titles sell! God is Impotent Is God Impotent? Should Gods only bang Gods? Interdevelopmental Sex Can Gods sleep with Mortals?
  20. Everything is just u. "It" is u. lol You're amazing lol. Great work!
  21. Magic lol. OK ?
  22. Lol... great question... using the mind in a non-dual conciousness state. lol. You'll be useless for a lot of things after u hit next level ( yellow+). You'll never work for underdeveloped orangies again I promise. lol This was only an issue before I hit yellow (mostly). I'm now aware of everything I need to do, but it's easy now... action without action. Super Tao. Not grasping... Spiral dynamics concepts helped me stabilize yellow. ? (thx leo, dope bro)
  23. Clearly define the topic. The dangers of partial integration and what that looks like. Describe what exactly you want to know. Be very specific. Is partial integration the cause of people like Hitler? Come up with a catchy title. Catchy titles sell! How Hitler could have been Buddha
  24. Clearly define the topic. Obvious signs someone is enlightened Describe what exactly you want to know. Be very specific. I already know... sorry, not sorry ? For others: What signs to look for... lol this is a pointless subject once enlightened smh Come up with a catchy title. Catchy titles sell! Signs your neighbor is Buddha Finding other high conciosness beings
  25. Clearly define the topic How fear will prevent enlightenment Describe what exactly you want to know. Be very specific. I already know this... For others: If you're scared, you're not next (level Yellow+) I have content for this if u want it. Gratis Come up with a catchy title. Catchy titles sell! Enlightenment and fear... an impossible combination! Fear is the mind killer (Dune)