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My experiences are very different to this, and I'd suggest this explanation only applies to a section of those who who have suffered psychosis.

Ohhhhh, the penny drops. We are talking about 2 different things. You are talking about delusions based in reality, and I'm sitting over here in my Wonderwoman outfit shooting firing fire from my fingers. (Joking ?). In the world of the mentally insane delusions are completely detached from any reality.

@sausagehead it is a nightmare. I have been through this healing quite a number of times, unfortunately. The first thing I'd do if I were you would be to see a doctor and find out exactly what your dealing with. That gives you a compass to give you direction. A referral to a psychologist or therapist, someone qualified to bounce your observations and healing attempts off. At the moment you appear to be throwing everything you can find at it which increases your expectations than then bottom out when nothing happens. thats my advice, initially find out what it is and put a solid plan together.

@EvilAngel @abrakamowse So are you saying that the delusion became reality? How does that happen? If I'm In a delusional state and I believe I'm Wonderwoman and have super powers obviously that is untrue. Are you talking about a different style of delusion i hope I explained that clearly

I assume you are talking about "male ego". So arrogant, overt macho behaviour?

Easy for me, I can just smile and keep quite. I'm no ones teacher or moderator

Ditto. Totally destroyed my life.

Lust for sex lust for life words are just letters on the screen, it's the meaning we attach to those words that bring forth emotion. Your experience with it is interesting me to as I'm almost polar opposite. No neediness just freedom to express myself sexually.

I see an answer here for me over sanity etc, is that it's an individual's interpretation of the situation, and to be flexible around my understanding of the message.

I agree with this. I think stretching the boundaries of our realities, or opening areas of our mind not experienced before, like being high on drugs, still are encompassed as normal or sane. I can identify with being trapped in an insane reality. It's one that the law defines as legally incompetent. So I think a lot of what I have read here are personal interpretations.

i appreciate your position

I'm more of a general spiritualist

@abrakamowse video was great

I'd personally disagree, and the school of thought I'm from also disagrees. I appreciate your comments and wonder does this reflect the teaching of spiral dynamics or other teaching you all prescribe too ?

Hi. Are you wanting to engage in an intellectual conversation or are you having problems?

Well said. I agree shes manipulating you. One day she texting her ex in front of you to make you jealous,. The next day she is playing house with you again . She's screwing with your mind.

I don think lust is negative. It's really just intense desire

Which part of what? The lie, or myself?

Nothing like lying to yourself to explain having lied to yourself.

Super desperate!! im thinking I'm like one of the Universes golden children right now. I'm getting a leg up over a whole bunch of stuff. I reckon I've got some brownie points for having to suffer psychosis. Which, as you know, we are complete victims of. Yep, I'm sitting in the front of class

Hahaha. LMFAO

I've had some too, nothing would get me back to that place so you must have been desperate. i sat on my couch, total shock, then I thought " well no ones, so I won't tell anyone and I'll hide it from the Uinivese" . "Will I loose all my gold stars cause I've been a big fat phoney?"

Same here, I could not believe that I just couldn't see my prejudices. I was so shocked that I was ready to go back to the beginning

Completely agree. I went through this myself until the Universe gave me a kick and told me to sort it out. I think it's one of the hardest belief systems to shake because you desperately want to be special.

I wouldn't beat yourself up over this, you would be surprised how many spiritualist have gone through this wanting to be better, or are still stuck there. There is a lot of superior attitudes on every forum I've ever been on including this one.