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It's just the definition of natural that is being questioned. In any case Jealousy, in my opinion, is not an emotion that we should be experiencing. Animals evolving in the wild is Charles Darwin, Survival of the fittest, not a jealousy attack.

@Mulky this is very familiar to me. My beautiful world was created while I was psychotic the first time. It was a magical world with beauty and wealth waiting for me, with that infinite freedom. When it finally fell apart and I saw it was all a delusion I was completely gutted. When I was sane again the humiliation and hopelessness of such a public episode overwhelmed me. There's nothing like that feeling of freedom & joy, then your told it doesn't exist. Im not sure if I can help, but you have to return to reality, ground yourself and live in this reality. The longer you stay out of this reality the more difficult it will be to recover.

I'm interested in your bipolar information & work. I created my own program to address the anxiety first then the bipolar symptoms. I agree with you that it's somewhat curable. I fully believe you did it in a mental hospital, I've been hospitalised in those revolting places 5 times. I'd be interested in anything you can tell me.

With all respect I disagree that jealousy is a natural emotion. Jealousy is a toxic, negative emotion that Spurs the person suffering to incidences of bad, spiteful and damaging behaviour. All of these would decrease awareness and slow up enlightenment

I have personal experience with 2 separate abusive relationship totalling 7 years. I'm finally recovered and am no longer a victim to their manipulation and evil ways. For you, 1 1/2 years of being verbally abused is more than enough time for him to take control of you. This includes a fear of abandonment where you are almost frantic at the thought of loosing him, hence I guess the reason you are waiting for him doing not much, all you can think of is him These guys are quite frequently narcissistic and we fall in love with their charisma and they way love us especially at first. It's almost impossible to leave regardless of the verbal taunts and insults because we are in love with their fantastic persona. We become totally manipulated and control without seeing it happen. I'd suggest you will need to leave him, you can't live with verbal abuse long term. These situations can be humiliating so maybe see a domestic violence therapist in confidence. Best wishes

Thanks, do you mind if I ask you some more? you know very few people have a sixth sense around energy. You'd be one of a small group of people. when you get overwhelmed by the vibe, how is it that you relinquish your choice? What process is happening that the energy overpowers you? as a possible sociopath are you able to manipulate & control people through charisma ?

the exercise itself is quite rewarding as you can see a path out of the fog. However resolving an issue, as an example like finding out that your registration is $200 less than what you thought & because you have 3 more weeks till it's due you can afford to make the payment strait out gives a sense of relief that lessens that particular issue more than you might expect. I have very little anxiety these days but if I feel a symptom I run through my list eliminating everything I'm on top of & it's very comforting to do. So yes, the exercise itself is quite useful

Granted that not all anxiety has a has a practical resolution however I find that any easing of the symptoms, obviously, will reduce the overall suffering. It can be surprising the impact some of the smaller issues can have on your total anxiety suffering. Sometimes you get a "2 for 1".

Can I ask you a question.? Can you explain "the vibe of the room". For example is the vibe consistent? do you get different energy patterns or is it overtaken by the dominant people? What does it actually feel like to you? What do you mean by absorbing people's vibes. I could guess but I'd prefer to have your explanation. Thanks.

Yeah, if you think about energy at a basic level my energy interacts with your energy and in conjunction with verbal communication and gestures we both gather and intuit information. I think perception could play a big part and it could be similar to the way psychics receive information if you will. There could be extra "receptors" all the way through the process. Interesting. I might go talk to a psychic. Don't know one do you?

This is certainly true, and most highly aware individuals have these capabilities. Empaths however have an additional capability in the way that they interact with energy. In my opinion.

It wasn't my intention to misunderstand your comment on boundaries. It was a mistake. I have no motive to disagree with you. im not an Empath, fortunately I don't have to feel your rage.

I have a quick morning routine. Anxiety is all worry, irrational fear. So what I do is list all the types or subjects of anxiety that you have . You will find you will have some crazy almost phobia issues, put those to the side. All the others will be worry about financial issues, health issues, family etc. if you can create a spreadsheet with each anxiety topic on the vertical coloums. Then systematically go through and "solve" the issue. for example your car registration is due soon and you are really worried that you won't have enough money & the outcome is you will be without a car. So you ignore the issue. An action is to call the transport authority today, find out when it's due & how much it will be. This leads you to your budget & you calculate what you need and do you need to get money elsewhere. You see how these anxieties get hold off you from all angles. So just keep going through your anxieties and do a to do list. Then every morning check what you need to do today, and update and changes. Hope it helps

So, I'm probably going to say this but just in a different way. It's your self esteem. You feel less than him and it just bites, plus break ups always sting for a while. If you would prefer to look better you'll have to go to the gym etc. Your self esteem might be caused by something completely different, someone mentioned possible childhood trauma. A few psychological sessions should help you get to the bottom of it

this is really interesting. I do a lot of writing and I have rules around for example, if I'm on a rant I take 5 and re read it before I delete the words. It can be so very difficult to explain these sorts of situations without sounding condescending, at least a little. I find that when we sit and write our words get a roll on and we aren't as connected to our consciousness than at other times. Writing is a different conversational style to speaking. I have had to change the style of my writing and one of my rules is if it could be interepreted as negative/insulting don't write it.

I'm not sure if you meant that as funny, but it's actually is funny

I'd have to completely disagree with you on this. Empaths have the ability to "feel" energy from others which has nothing to do with being kind individuals. One of the biggest issues empaths have is that they don't have boundaries & therefore they suffer from the effects of outside energy.

Yes you are right it is not only narcissists that manipulate, it was simply topical.

There are a couple of ways to tell the difference. The easiest one is intent. Regardless of the situation your energy will be carrying intent. It's very easy to discern pure intent as opposed to manipulation or malicious intent. You do of course need to be spiritually aware enough to recognise the difference. Which of course is why narcissists get a strong hold on people as it is very difficult for the average person to identify manipulation.

Humility rises when awareness rises. You need to identify the beliefs that are causing the arrogance etc, and they need to be resolved. For example if you believe that someone is inferior to you and you cut them off in conversation or talk over them, not only do you need to let people have their say but should work out why you feel superior.

in short, I am intuitive with energy being able to track vibrations, intent & then behaviours. Hence the Empath knowledge. soul, consciousness crystals, candles

That is a fantastic realisation, my black cat and I have very interesting energy exchanges.

I thought you would, hence my question to you. I have a keen interest in energy & all its components . If the things of curiosity are things I can answer, please go ahead.

Oh, you said you can virtually pick up anyone's energy. Can you get mine from my writing?

Intuitively you will know what's happening with someone's energy, and if you think you have an invitation & you've added an intent on your energy to say only go where your invited I see no issue. I guess my question back is what's the incentive to jump in on someone? Next I'd say how far do you want to develop this distance skill? In a restaurant do you really want to be accessing so many energetic individuals? Or are your there to eat dinner? You see how easy it is for the Empath in you to take an anti social route.. When I say protect your energy, I mean against anyone Energy Vampires are definitely on top of the list, however as you'd know most people have some seriously compromised energy and you just want away from yourself. I think energy vampires are no where near as clever as they make out and if you have good protection protocols you should well protected Energy Vampires use behaviours to leach energy of people and try to push you into a weak & vulnerable situation with them I have no doubt that you'd be able to call that on site. Energy & Auras. My beliefs are that auras are made of energy and as such are vulnerable to the same things that our general energy is therefore from an energy work perspective they get the same treatment. In my practise I have protection & security specifically on my aura to repel negative things I think it matters little if you include the aura as energetically it is included