Potato People King

You could definitely make it, man. Why not? There is a variety of roles out there. Try some auditions and see for yourself... And then post a video of you losing an Oscar to Robert De Niro. :-)

For a spiritiual development, maybe you could use it in "Marathon monks of mt. Hiei" style - you would do it with the fleshlight like 8 hours straight without stopping or taking a break. I think it could bring you into some sort of out of your body trance, maybe similar to tantric sex or tantric masturbation. With total concentration on the act and mastering your body reactions meanwhile. For that reason, you could use the mentioned Amazon plastic ass too, because the concepts are akin. But I imagine the ass would be more physically demanding in the long run. The OP raised an interesting question btw - would it be beneficiary to create a perfectly realistic robot intended solely for the purpose of sexual gratificiaton, entirely customizable? So you could for example create a perfect copy of your better half and do stuff with the robot you would not normally do with your significant other? Be it because your partner does not like it or you are much more sexual then him/her?

It's impossible to know her honest thoughts and intentions (until she reveals them openly). You can only guess. All I would say is this: If you are romantically interested in her, invite her on a date (or, for a start, simply try to meet her in real life). If she will (directly or indirectly) reject you or won't respond at all, then forget about her (from a dating point of view) and move on.

@Anon212 I would say that ultimately it doesn't matter if he can levitate, raise the dead, cure blindness or anything else "supernatural." It would be entertaining to see him doing some of these things, but the act itself won't make your life better (well in reality it could save you from death or make you see again, but it won't make you spiritualy better, wouldn't make you a better person per se). You could argue that by using of his yogic powers, he could do a lot of good in the world (like heal many people), but there are reasons why they shoud not be used (connected to principle of karma and other reasons). What is important is what he can offer you as a teacher. You said you'd like to visit his ashram for 7 months - would be very interesting if you could report here after you'll be back from there. :-)

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@Tim R Unfortunately I don't have a link, but it was UFOs: The Lost Evidence, Season II, Episode 3. I watch this kind of shows casually because these shows are usually entertaining, but when I was watching this particular episode, I was like "Wow, this seems pretty convincing..." Also, to clarify for a discerning reader, there are several case studies in that episode and the Zeta Reticuli claim is specifically connected with the first case, not necessarily with the leg implants case, I believe.

@Preety_India Well, basically don't let external situations rule your inner life. Easier said than done, but definitely can be done. And there is really no way around it, I'm afraid. If you can't stand your surroundings and can change it, then change it. Also, are you sure that really nobody wants you? It is unusual that your very own family does not want you. Why they act like that, do you have a clue?

A considerable number of people with similar issues have started to do nofap (no porn and masturbation). Check nofap.com forums for success stories and experience. It might help you with making up your mind about what to do, you will get another perspective on this subject. Remember, live consciously.

I hope they will be. Otherwise we could have problems :-D Stephen Hawking once said that they could behave somehow like conquistadors in South and Central America. On a side note, I have recently watched a documentary on alien abductions and I remember two things: they probably came from Zeta Reticuli and the evidence for the abductions seemed really hard! The abductees had implanted pieces of metals that are not naturally found on earth (only in meteorites). The pieces were sent to US research laboratories and the chirurgical removals were done by a real surgeon.

@electroBeam I will give you (and anybody interested) my modest and brief view on the subject of semen retention and nofap. What inspired me to experiment with this discipline is precisely the views on semen retention proclaimed by famous spiritual masters. The claims about its powers and repeated argumentation about its necessity when following spiritual path was something that drew me to it. It made me want to experiment with it. Since I was curious, I also visited nofap forum and saw interesting posts there. The people there seem to have various opinions on various subjects connected to sexuality, including semen retention. Some preach it, some think it is not something to follow. I got an impression that what somehow unites the people in the community is a common view that porn and masturbation is bad for your life. That you should aim to have satisfactory real life sexual encounters and healthy social life overall. The community is very much based on an idea that porn is harmful for you and the community also provides a material for support of that argument. Some people in the community aim for (and maybe claim) superpowers, some report no noticable positive changes, some even negative experience (when practicing nofap). It's really variable. My assumption is that most of the people practicing nofap go for healing their sex life, not necessary for spiritual advancement. The semen retention practice is especially tied with spiritual path. Nofap to me is more about not warching porn and not masturbating. It resembles more a therapy than spiritual practice. I cannot really tell you much about precise energetic mechanisms of semen retention. I did not research it enough. To be honest, the attitude of great masters toward it is enough for me right know to experiment with it. Also my own experience with it so far has been positive enough to keep me going. There is a lot of information online for anybody who is interested. Keywords are semen retention/nofap/brahmacharya. Very good, brief overview video on semen retention:

@Shiva99 Did you properly transmute your sexual energy or simply just did not release and otherwise lived the same? If you do not transmute the incredible energy which is connected with your sexual impulse/desire while on semen retention, the common view is that you will going to have problems.

Post here again when you reach 30 days :-) Also, maybe pay a visit to a sexuologist, he might help you with that problem.

@flowboy To be honest, it seems to me like the girls are just having some fun... I would not be so stiff about it. Give it some time, loosen up a little bit... Make fun of her too, but not in a gross way. Definitely don't "jump as she wishes." If I were you, I would tease her with some creative funny stuff

@LfcCharlie4 Hi Charlie! I saw some videos of him talking about his experience some time ago (not many of them though). What I recall and what I made out of them is that he grew up in a devout Christian environment, but I think he was not that much into Christianity at the time. Then he encountered new age spirituality, mainly associated with his interest in the ancient aliens (or astronauts) hypothesis. He started online platform and started making a lot of money, bought an expensive car and basically started living in a kind of wanton way. Then he had some weird dream with reptilian/demonic entity and generally felt very bad of himself. One day, he had this spiritual breaktrough when he felt on his knees before God (Jesus Christ) - not sure if methaporically or literally - and had kind of awakening, renouncing his previous life at the instant. My assumptions are that his Christian upbringing, which uncounciously formed his thought patterns, combined with not being to able to cope with some negative thought and behavior patterns within the kind of spirituality he was practicing led him to the "breakdown", when he surrended himself and became at ease. Then he connected it (the peace of his mind) with Christian notions and concepts. I have followed a similar story on youtube, which was even more interesting... And no, Leo is not going to debate him, you do not have to even ask... :-D

@The0Self To be honest, I see how the picture can give you kind of demonic vibes. I have seen some grimoire depictions of demons and I think it would pass as a demonic representation, if one wants to see that in it. But to tape up pictures? Come on... That is crazy. But still better than to crush them with sledgehammer...

Man, did you just post here a video of your own colonoscopy? That's just... legendary. For the lack of better words. Anyway, welcome to the forum! Not sure if anybody here is able to help you, I will just add my brief 2 cents, since I have already finished reading the stuff of nightmares. Have you tried to contact your local bio labs? I don't mean state funded research institutions, but private medical companies who should be able to analyze your sample for a fee. That's what I would do if I would like to have my bio stuff analyzed. I would not tell them any elaborate hypothesis, just give them the sample and tell them to analyze it. Also, what does your doctor says about that "thing"? Must have a scientific, medical explanation for that. To end on a lighter note, that's what I like about this forum - you can discuss anything from nondual consciousnes to content of one's intestines here...

@AlwaysJoggin Generally, probably performance anxiety and maybe some unconscious self esteem issues? In the second case maybe you don't consider her attractive enough. In the end, no big deal at all. There are some risks with random sex (as others have mentioned) and also, if you change your mind, there is a good chance you can have sex with them if you show interest. Not sure about the second case though, maybe the girl really just wanted to watch TV with you... :-)

@Preety_India They were probably just teasing you and they expected that you will laugh it off. In reality, they most likely think you are pretty :-) In these kind of teasing situations, what I find best is to improvise. First rule of improvising is saying yes to the premise and building on it. So for example: A: "You are ugly." B: "Well, at least I am not the ugliest person in the room, since you are here." So basically you are not taking the situation seriously, you just go with the flow, the intention is to make fun of each other in a lighthearthed manner. I think british humour revolves a lot around this idea :-D

"Leo the Fetuss Blesser" aka "Epileptic's Nightmare"... It is from Leo's 10 days solo retreat in Arizona: https://www.actualized.org/insights/solo-retreat I enjoyed the journal immensely. My most favorite videos from Leo so far. To see the preparations, struggling, insights, joy and desperation... Quite insightful and interesting to watch.

The flame of karma has to burn out and that needs time, but don't feed it with uncessesary ruminations. Meanwhile, what helped me to get through was focusing on the positive. I don't know why you broke up and who initiatied it, but you can definitely look forward to see someone new, or follow your hobbies more. Just focus on what excites you, what makes you happy. And see it's going to expand because of the break up. Because you are not any more bounded with this particular person - you are "free" once again. Also I did not try too "hard". It was more - OK, let's move on. There are new exictinig horizons before me, it is not the end of the world. The Aphrodite is around the corner! :-D And it generally helps to cultivate this thought that Universe, God, or whatever you want to call it, has its mysterious ways. What should be will be. If you brake up with somebody, it should have been this way...

From what you have written, I assume that you are basically fearful that she will end the relationship one day and that she will end it because of some "mistake" on you side. Seems like you have developed some automatic thinking patterns and when they get triggered, that is when the fear of losing her arises, you start obsessing, battling your negative thoughts, imagining situations etc. It also seems, that she really likes you, because she spends time with you, laugh with you etc. You have been together for 7 months (don't know if you live together or not). First thing is, challenge your negative thougts. Try use your mind differently - instead of obsessing for hours about how everything is going to go down, focus on the positive - the good moments you spend together, the nice relationship you are creating... Basically consciously think positive about you and your relationship with her for 5, 10 minutes a day. Create a movie in your head involving you and her and how everything is great. The reason for that is to replace the negative thoughts and feelings associated with them. Don't watch horror movies in your head all the time. Second thing, but not less important, you have to accept that the relationship may not last forever and one day the good days can end. Look, you are who you are. You have your positive side, negative side (which are also relative but I am leaving this aside for now :-)) so does she. Just be yourself- she will like it or won't, no big deal. She is not the only girl in the world and you are not the only boy in the world. Know the song "Fool If You Think Its Over" by Chris Rea? Even if you too break up for any reason you cannot even fathom right now, you will just go on. And maybe find somebody even "better suited" for you and your personality... Who knows? Have a little faith in the universe :-) PS: I don't want to say you stop caring about what you do or how you behave. I just feel from your post that you are probably extremely overthinking the relationship, harnessing lots of negative thoughts and probably too attached to it, which cause you problems. PPS: This is not a very detailed answer and could be more nunanced, but if you want to go more deeper or work on your traumas, better to visit a licensed therapist anyway. Cheers

Hi there! I can sense some signs of social anxiety induced behavior in your description. I would recommend you to (if you had not already) to do a little research on social anxiety online, so you can make sense of what is happening to you. Definitely could be your case. What I found especially useful regarding anxiety in general is the cognitive-behavioral therapy approach. Basically you identify your anxiety/stress inducing behavior and automatic negative thought patterns and work on rewiring them into something positive, which works in your life and you feel comfortable with. The thing I have experienced is that every time I feel uneasy in a given situation, I can sort of identify the negative automatic thought pattern (or a thought) behind it. The trick is, I have to be aware that it is not the situation itself which triggers the anxiety, but the thought pattern. Since the process is automatic (a pattern), you do not have to actively, counciously think negatively - it just happens by itself! Then it is easy to think that it is the situation itself which creates the anxiety, meanwhile the real culprit here is your own mind processes. We have the power to tap into our thinking process and counciously direct our thoughts, which in turn change our emotional reactions, since they are tied together. We just have to take control of our cognitive functions. When I am thinking about it right know, this idea of taking control of yourself is also the basis of the inner ingeneering concept by Sadhguru. But he elaborates in a different way, I would recommend you to focus on exploring cognitive-behavorial therapy concepts and social anxiety at the moment. Good luck with your efforts!

I briefly looked at amazon.de and the top medivere brand heavy metal urine test looks legit, you send a sample to an acredited laboratory and receive analysis. A bit costy though. I did not find many alternatives there. Maybe google some more or ask your GP.

We have to understand that our universe is really, really humongous. It is so huge that it is very easy to imagine that we are simply too far away from any other detectable alien life form. This article might be useful in imagining the vastness of the space: https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.forbes.com/sites/quora/2016/07/19/this-is-the-best-way-to-understand-the-enormity-of-the-universe/amp/ Also we have to keep in mind that space travel is not an easy thing to do by itself. There are many challenges of space travel. The obvious one is propulsion technology. With our current understanding of physics, we are not possible to move a spaceship at the speed of light. The thing is, even if we could travel at the speed of light, imagine that you would have to travel 4 years just to our closest star system Alpha Centauri! Now focus on the number of galaxies, estimated on 2 trillions. Milky way (our galaxy) itself has got between 100 to 400 millions stars. So where are the aliens? Probably somewhere out there, waiting for us to invent means of faster than light travel...