Because it's just acknowledging what you are.
Let's say you found Truth, what then?
I bring my Godness into the sex or whatever.
When you realize you're God, you will also realize a deep compassion for yourself and your desires. God doesn't need you to surrender all your desires, that's actually ego talking. God would love for you to explore whichever desires you desire. God can allow itself to be selfish because it is selfless.
If you want to buy yourself a Porsche Taycan, God will say: "Okay, buy it and enjoy it." God is not going to say, "No you selfish fuck, that's wrong!"

Why do you consider Adeptus a troll?
He was acting in good faith whether you agree with him or not. @Leo Gura

It was a bit rocky, the social game, because I'm not politically correct. I offended some people. But it was a small company so mostly it wasn't a problem. Game developers are a pretty laid-back folk. So they tolerated my rougery pretty well.
I was desperate for a way out of the wage slavery I had unwitting submitted myself to. I didn't know any other way. Until I found online business.
That's discussed in the life purpose course.
I wouldn't even know how to start counting the hours.
TV and internet were pretty hard.
Bad food too.
Meditation was very challenging to start. And self-inquiry for enlightenment.
Yes, but in the distant future. It needs a total revamp and lots of content.
I college is spent 2 years studying Aerospace engineering (which was basically just a bunch of math and science). Then I transferred to philosophy and graduated with that.
I learned programming (or rather scripting) on my own, outside of college because I was developing websites and games as a hobby.
Select one habit to install and spend a few months installing it.
Then do it again with a new habit.
And so on.
The life purpose course could be game-changer for you. Consider taking it and working it hard. I feel it's very foundational. It gives you a roadmap for the rest of your life.
I have more important things to do with my time. I just can't justify wasting 4 hours per night in a noisy nightclub, as fun as it is sometimes. It's also emotionally taxing on me because I'm a heavy introvert and I don't like socializing. I can do it, but it feels unnatural and goes against my values.

6'2"
Nope, I suck at basketball
I virtually watch nothing on Youtube, and I've blocked most websites on my PC. It's a huge distraction.
If I do sometimes find some good channel on Youtube, I will download the audios and listen to it on my own time.
But I do feed myself with TONS of educational information. Just not through such low-quality sources.
Welcome
Stop doing, sit down, and just investigate the fears you have until you get to the rock-bottom beliefs and assumptions fueling them. You need to face the beliefs that create the fears.
Get to know your fears intimately.
I have not. Sounds interesting. Of course that's basically true. He just took it personally. This is just how society is evolving.

I give women who sleep with me a lot in return. So your strawman doesn't hold.
The notion that I would not want to give a woman anything in return is insulting. The value I offer a girlfriend is outrageous.
That's like me accusing women of only wanting to sleep with men for their money.
The reason guys become "player kind of guys" is because that's who women end up sleeping with! You are not going to sleep with the shy nice guy playing Minecraft in his basement and jerking off to anime.

All my wings are shorter than me and get laid more than me.
One of my wings recently got a threesome. He's 5'4". He makes out with girls taller than him all the time. He got a BJ in the bathroom from a girl with a bf 30 minutes after meeting her in the casino. He's got great game and girls love him. He's also non-white and bald.
Why does he get laid more than me?
Why is he not using height as an excuse?
Why does he give me tips on how to improve my game and I listen?

LOL this shit again...
Of course heights matters, if someone saying it does not matter is just retarted.
The thing is that it is not the only thing that matters even regarding purely physical appearance.
Your face matters 10x more than your height. 
How tall are you if i may ask @Antor8188

Marriage is overrated. Why go through a rigmarole just to be with someone you love. If people want to do it, fine, but people who never marry shouldnt be looked down upon.

I can't imagine myself sharing more than 20% of my time and energy with someone else. But if you are really OK with yourself and your life, you like the person and feel that it can be fun, I'd say go for it.  

Yes.  I don’t necessarily want to get married.  But to build a life with someone and grow together.  

How do you make it clear? I met her from someone and asked her to meet me. Nowhere was it obvious it was a date. It could have been a friendly meeting just as much. Maybe touch without kissing? Otherwise it seems as a friendly meeting to me. Depends also on girl i guess.  This one was 25 so i assumed she expected a kiss if she bothered to go on a date with someone.  I did what you told me and got ghosted after for being too passive in the past multiple times so yeah...
Kissing for 10 seconds is not hard physically, it is a date not a friendly meeting.
Pulling a girl and kissing her are totally different ball parks. Kissing aint much for most girls, just see how easy it is for a girl to kiss u on a club versus sleeping with you.

You can dial in the dose plugged or vaped to whatever you want.
I have little problem using electronics on 5-MeO. Not that I usually do. But actually using electronics on 5-MeO is super profound because otherwise you have no clue what electronics actually are: which is consciousness.
Usually if I watch porn it will be at the tail end of a trip, not the peak. The peak is too intense for such trivial games.
In fact it's good to jerk off before you do 5-MeO just so your mind doesn't get distracted by sex during the trip, so you can focus on the serious work.
The porn is mostly just a cool treat after the serious work has been done.

Aunt and uncle brought him over, like the nice-guy chump they thought she wanted to date.
"Here's a nice boy for you."
But she didn't want a nice boy, she wanted a player.

I had a girl legit complain to me that she gets hit on by so many guys each night that she is sick of being nice to them in turning them all down.
She was complaining to me about this minutes before she got in my bed.

I'm not saying you got out-competed per se. I'm just saying that attractive girls can afford to act nonchalant, picky, and flaky. They often don't need a good reason to ignore or reject you because they know some new guy will come along soon.
I slept with a girl who was brand new in town once. She barely knew anybody expect her aunt and uncle. The night after I slept with her, I drove her home, and in her house was already sitting her aunt and uncle with some random dude they found for this girl to date. He was sitting there patiently waiting for her as I drove her up. Unfortunately for him, in the car I told my girl that she should suck this dude's dick. Which basically blew him out with her. That poor dude had no idea that his sweetheart had already fucked a player on 1st date from a random approach at the mall.

It is what you make of it.
But of course fucking a plastic object will lack soul.
If the Tenga lacks soul then the Fleshlight is Satan himself.
I dunno. It feels about as close to sex as you can get with a plastic device.
You can modify the inside with scissors to make it less tight and stimulating. I used scissors to cut out a large part of the stimulating rubber texture so it's more smooth and loose. This makes it a lot better and more realistic.
You gotta lube it up properly too.
But like I said before, the biggest problem is that it feels too good.

I ended up getting the Tenga Fliphole, plus a 6-pack of the eggs (which I've tried one of so far.)
The Tenga Fliphole is... very efficient at what it does, it gets you off really fast. But it's not necessarily that pleasurable, if that makes sense?
Like if you were making a factory where you had to milk 1000 dudes of their semen per day for some kind of breeding program or something, the Fliphole would be my go-to tool. It's literally a tool designed to get dudes off as fast as possible.
That's not necessarily the reason that I masturbate though, just to get off. It actually takes the pleasure out of masturbation and treats it more like a problem to be solved. Like if you asked AI how to make masturbation as efficient as possible... it'd come up with the Tenga Fliphole. It does the job but completely lacks soul.
It's nothing like pussy and that's fine. From the reviews I didn't expect it to be realistic. Nothing can be as good as the real thing. But it's so different from the real thing that it's just a bit of a bizarre experience. I don't want my toy to be THAT GOOD, I want to get more than 10-20 thrusts out of the process. The buildup of masturbating is arguably the better part than the actual orgasm.
Just 3-4 Kleenexes is probably still going to be my go-to going forward. Optimal softness with no lube required, no messy cleanup. 
I guess the Fliphole is the ideal tool if you wanted to stop watching porn while still fulfilling the urge of getting off without any imagery required, if you think porn causes negative effects on the brain. Or if you're masturbating to porn for hours per day and you just want to force yourself to get off quickly so you can stop wasting so much time.
It's a great way to make yourself no longer enjoy jacking off.

I tried several.
The problem is the material they use it not good and the design of the entire device sucks.
A Fleshlight is a Ford F-150 and a Tenga Fliphole is like a Lexus.

Dude, just learn to handle rejection well. Thousands of girls will reject you. So what? Stop caring. Focus on the girls who like you.
Nothing wrong with sexual craving. Stop demonizing it and learn to indulge it in healthy ways. You're not the first guy born with a dick.
If you talk to more girls you will be much less desperate to need any one of them to like you.

Last year for my first time i went out at night with some 'wings' to open sets or approaching single Girls >>>> one of the hardest emotionally things I've done as a Guy ever, yeah Leo is so right. Its good we stop making It pick Up as something easy as some marketers and PUAS like to do. Its though as fuck. At Least at the beggining. 
Nightgame Will make you super strong and super social skills if you master It well. Imo It has an even steeper curve of learning than daygame 

Not 8hrs.
More like 3 hrs.
I'd show up at 11pm-2am in most US cities. In Vegas it would be from 12 or 1am to 4am.
What you do is hang out with your friends (hopefully you find some wings) and approach girls. Not 100 approaches but more like 10-20. Your goal is to hook a set and spend a lot of time in set with the girl. So ideally you spend most of your time engaged in conversation with a girl and having fun with her, then bouncing her out of the club. The point is not to be in the club till closing time, the point is to find a girl to bounce out with as soon as you can. If you can find one by 12am, then you leave at 12am. Otherwise you stay till it closes.
Also, the point is not to approach many girls, the point is to hook one girl. You approach until something hooks well. Then you work that set all night long. In the end you're just looking for one girl who likes you and is down for fun.
Alternatively you can collect a bunch of phone numbers. Then your sets will be pretty short and you will do more approaching.

The process is going to be so emotionally challenging for you even with great friends and wings. Without friends and wings you will quit very quickly.
The first time I went out to a club, I cried myself back home.
The point is to develop yourself into the kind of guy who can quickly befriend anyone and enjoy the process.
Exactly.
You are trying to become a social person. This means you must learn to relate to normies.
Yes it will.
Your disdain is part of the problem that needs correcting.
It will be so difficult for you that you'll need an emotional support system of peers.
I could not have done it without peers. I would go so far as to say it's impossible. And even if it were possible, it would not be desirable. Making cool guy friends is a huge part of this journey. I've met so many interesting guys who have opened my mind to what's possible.

No, intellect is an aspect of consciousness. Consciousness is intelligent.
I have a video called What Is Intelligence?
It's hard to define. But intellect is that aspect of conscious which is understanding and making sense of this communication right now. Right now you are understanding me. You might be tempted to dismiss that as "just concepts", but something way more profound is happening than that. The Universe is literally understanding itself as you listen to me talk. This requires extraordinary intelligence.
We might say that intelligence is a holistic, high-level self-comprehension which transcends concepts & symbols, but also makes use of concepts and symbols.
Without intelligence you couldn't open a can of Coke.
God-realization is similar to opening a can of Coke, but it's a can that requires infinite intelligence to open. The only one who can open this can is God itself, because only God posses sufficient intelligence to do it. You can't understand what you are without intelligence. Which is why just sitting in meditation is not God-realization. When a dog sits in silence it is not grasping what it is or what reality is. It may have a perfectly still mind, but it has no clue what's going on in the metaphysical sense. It doesn't understand where it came from or why it exists. Nor does it even have enough intelligence to care about such things.
Just to ask existential questions like "Why is there something rather than nothing?" or "Where did I come from?" requires extraordinary intelligence which even many scientists lack. The depth of these matters is not being understood by most human minds.
So what I teach is how to access the highest levels of intelligence which are necessary to fully grasp the nature of reality and self.

Then text her this: "??"
BTW, one mistake you made is trying to set a date on the weekend. Girls will flake the most on Fri & Sat when they are busy hanging out with friends & family. You should try to set dates for Mon, Tue, Wed -- the slowest nights of the week. Then there is less chance that her friends will grab her attention away from you.
She will always prioritize her friends over you until you have sex with her.
So the reason she's not texting you back and the reason why you won't get a date this weekend is because she is busy with her friends and you didn't think through the logistics of that properly. You should have been eyeing Mon-Wed from the beginning. And what's more, you should not set dates for Fri & Sat because those are the days you always go out to talk to more girls! Don't sacrifice your best nights out (Fri & Sat) for a date that will flake anyway. This is a rookie mistake. Thurs, Fri, Sat is for getting numbers. Mon-Wed is for doing dates.