It's really a no-brainer. Humans are not meant to eat wheat. It's empty calories with no nutrients, it's hard to digest, and all modern forms of wheat have been genetically engineered to be extra-resistant to bugs, so they are even harder for humans to digest. Many people allergic to wheat amd don't even know it. Wheat makes you sleepy and lazy.
If you don't eat wheat or sugar, it's almost impossible to get fat.

Well, you see... there is no difference between anything. At all. Like, at all....
That is awakening.

Dude, Toronto is one of the top cities in the world for game. So none of your BS excuses.
You can find tons of wings and you can also game solo. But solo is very hard to start with so look for wings. Fuck your values for now. You don't need these wings to be your spiritual gurus. Their only purpose right now is to get you laid. Later you can be more picky.
The dude from HonestSignalz YT channel is from Toronto. Watch him game.
You are not going to find enlightened wings. PUAs are all around stage Orange and they are obsessed with one thing: getting laid. Which is what you need right now.

LA isn't failing. What are you smoking?
Homeless in LA exist because the weather is nice, because house prices are crazy (from success), and because of capitalism.
California is the most successful state by far. It could be its own country it's so successful.
What's failing is West Virginia & Alabama.

I don't know what that means. You can keep developing your self/mind forever.
I think it's far more realistic to embrace your desires and indulge them as long as they aren't crazy toxic like the desire to shoot up a school. Obviously shouldn't indulge that. But if you have a desire for porn, for example, I would indulge it. And I do
Honestly, after my deepest awakening, it's made me embrace my desires more. I am more honest with myself about my animalistic desires. I have no problem being hedonistic at times. I've dropped the spiritual act of being above desire, and this is actually growth.
For example, in the middle of my deepest awakening I got the desire/vision to start a love triangle / threesome with 2 girlfriends. And there was zero shame in that. I'm not saying I'm acting out on it, but I'm also not saying I would not. Basically, I allow myself whatever pleasure I want which doesn't harm others much. My range of future behavior is more open than ever, but also I have less need to act selfishly because I'm more conscious than ever. And still, I allow myself to act selfishly too!

I didn't just create websites, I launched websites, marketed them, and made lots of sales through them.
I earned lots of money doing that. Way more than a salary job could ever pay. Game designers are not paid very well. I was making $45k/yr as an entry level game designer in Boston. I was making $150k-$200k/yr off my website(s) and my partner was making that much as well. So actually the gross of our site was close to $400k/yr at its peak.
I'm not going to get into that.
It worked for me, but it came at significant cost to my mental well-being and it's not easy to pull it off. Internet marketing has changed A LOT in the last 10 years since I stopped doing it. So I cannot say what works today. The stuff that I did 10 years ago will no longer work. The internet is a different beast. But of course there are always new opportunities to make lots of money online. I just can't help you there.
But you can also make a shit-load of money in games. If you know how to develop great games.
Huge money can be made in almost any industry. Pick whichever you love most.
It's possible to make a game that earns $100 million in profit. See Stardew Valley as one example.
Minecraft made billions.

Good decision.
Being so disconnected and unable to respond on the same contextual level of the question is the opposite of being conscious or awakened. 
Being conscious means that you are conscious of the present context and know how to navigate it while perhaps alluding to something greater, being responsible for everything you say, how you say it, and how it will affect or be perceived by whoever asked.
In the same way that if you want to help someone climb a mountain you don't always show them your great pictures that you so proudly took of the sky and the horizon seen from the top,  you instead give them the gear necessary to climb and survive the weather, a map, and perhaps some words of encouragement.

Because it's just acknowledging what you are.
Let's say you found Truth, what then?
I bring my Godness into the sex or whatever.
When you realize you're God, you will also realize a deep compassion for yourself and your desires. God doesn't need you to surrender all your desires, that's actually ego talking. God would love for you to explore whichever desires you desire. God can allow itself to be selfish because it is selfless.
If you want to buy yourself a Porsche Taycan, God will say: "Okay, buy it and enjoy it." God is not going to say, "No you selfish fuck, that's wrong!"

Why do you consider Adeptus a troll?
He was acting in good faith whether you agree with him or not. @Leo Gura

It was a bit rocky, the social game, because I'm not politically correct. I offended some people. But it was a small company so mostly it wasn't a problem. Game developers are a pretty laid-back folk. So they tolerated my rougery pretty well.
I was desperate for a way out of the wage slavery I had unwitting submitted myself to. I didn't know any other way. Until I found online business.
That's discussed in the life purpose course.
I wouldn't even know how to start counting the hours.
TV and internet were pretty hard.
Bad food too.
Meditation was very challenging to start. And self-inquiry for enlightenment.
Yes, but in the distant future. It needs a total revamp and lots of content.
I college is spent 2 years studying Aerospace engineering (which was basically just a bunch of math and science). Then I transferred to philosophy and graduated with that.
I learned programming (or rather scripting) on my own, outside of college because I was developing websites and games as a hobby.
Select one habit to install and spend a few months installing it.
Then do it again with a new habit.
And so on.
The life purpose course could be game-changer for you. Consider taking it and working it hard. I feel it's very foundational. It gives you a roadmap for the rest of your life.
I have more important things to do with my time. I just can't justify wasting 4 hours per night in a noisy nightclub, as fun as it is sometimes. It's also emotionally taxing on me because I'm a heavy introvert and I don't like socializing. I can do it, but it feels unnatural and goes against my values.

6'2"
Nope, I suck at basketball
I virtually watch nothing on Youtube, and I've blocked most websites on my PC. It's a huge distraction.
If I do sometimes find some good channel on Youtube, I will download the audios and listen to it on my own time.
But I do feed myself with TONS of educational information. Just not through such low-quality sources.
Welcome
Stop doing, sit down, and just investigate the fears you have until you get to the rock-bottom beliefs and assumptions fueling them. You need to face the beliefs that create the fears.
Get to know your fears intimately.
I have not. Sounds interesting. Of course that's basically true. He just took it personally. This is just how society is evolving.

I give women who sleep with me a lot in return. So your strawman doesn't hold.
The notion that I would not want to give a woman anything in return is insulting. The value I offer a girlfriend is outrageous.
That's like me accusing women of only wanting to sleep with men for their money.
The reason guys become "player kind of guys" is because that's who women end up sleeping with! You are not going to sleep with the shy nice guy playing Minecraft in his basement and jerking off to anime.

All my wings are shorter than me and get laid more than me.
One of my wings recently got a threesome. He's 5'4". He makes out with girls taller than him all the time. He got a BJ in the bathroom from a girl with a bf 30 minutes after meeting her in the casino. He's got great game and girls love him. He's also non-white and bald.
Why does he get laid more than me?
Why is he not using height as an excuse?
Why does he give me tips on how to improve my game and I listen?

LOL this shit again...
Of course heights matters, if someone saying it does not matter is just retarted.
The thing is that it is not the only thing that matters even regarding purely physical appearance.
Your face matters 10x more than your height. 
How tall are you if i may ask @Antor8188

Marriage is overrated. Why go through a rigmarole just to be with someone you love. If people want to do it, fine, but people who never marry shouldnt be looked down upon.

I can't imagine myself sharing more than 20% of my time and energy with someone else. But if you are really OK with yourself and your life, you like the person and feel that it can be fun, I'd say go for it.  

Yes.  I don’t necessarily want to get married.  But to build a life with someone and grow together.  

How do you make it clear? I met her from someone and asked her to meet me. Nowhere was it obvious it was a date. It could have been a friendly meeting just as much. Maybe touch without kissing? Otherwise it seems as a friendly meeting to me. Depends also on girl i guess.  This one was 25 so i assumed she expected a kiss if she bothered to go on a date with someone.  I did what you told me and got ghosted after for being too passive in the past multiple times so yeah...
Kissing for 10 seconds is not hard physically, it is a date not a friendly meeting.
Pulling a girl and kissing her are totally different ball parks. Kissing aint much for most girls, just see how easy it is for a girl to kiss u on a club versus sleeping with you.

You can dial in the dose plugged or vaped to whatever you want.
I have little problem using electronics on 5-MeO. Not that I usually do. But actually using electronics on 5-MeO is super profound because otherwise you have no clue what electronics actually are: which is consciousness.
Usually if I watch porn it will be at the tail end of a trip, not the peak. The peak is too intense for such trivial games.
In fact it's good to jerk off before you do 5-MeO just so your mind doesn't get distracted by sex during the trip, so you can focus on the serious work.
The porn is mostly just a cool treat after the serious work has been done.

Aunt and uncle brought him over, like the nice-guy chump they thought she wanted to date.
"Here's a nice boy for you."
But she didn't want a nice boy, she wanted a player.

I had a girl legit complain to me that she gets hit on by so many guys each night that she is sick of being nice to them in turning them all down.
She was complaining to me about this minutes before she got in my bed.

I'm not saying you got out-competed per se. I'm just saying that attractive girls can afford to act nonchalant, picky, and flaky. They often don't need a good reason to ignore or reject you because they know some new guy will come along soon.
I slept with a girl who was brand new in town once. She barely knew anybody expect her aunt and uncle. The night after I slept with her, I drove her home, and in her house was already sitting her aunt and uncle with some random dude they found for this girl to date. He was sitting there patiently waiting for her as I drove her up. Unfortunately for him, in the car I told my girl that she should suck this dude's dick. Which basically blew him out with her. That poor dude had no idea that his sweetheart had already fucked a player on 1st date from a random approach at the mall.

It is what you make of it.
But of course fucking a plastic object will lack soul.
If the Tenga lacks soul then the Fleshlight is Satan himself.
I dunno. It feels about as close to sex as you can get with a plastic device.
You can modify the inside with scissors to make it less tight and stimulating. I used scissors to cut out a large part of the stimulating rubber texture so it's more smooth and loose. This makes it a lot better and more realistic.
You gotta lube it up properly too.
But like I said before, the biggest problem is that it feels too good.

I ended up getting the Tenga Fliphole, plus a 6-pack of the eggs (which I've tried one of so far.)
The Tenga Fliphole is... very efficient at what it does, it gets you off really fast. But it's not necessarily that pleasurable, if that makes sense?
Like if you were making a factory where you had to milk 1000 dudes of their semen per day for some kind of breeding program or something, the Fliphole would be my go-to tool. It's literally a tool designed to get dudes off as fast as possible.
That's not necessarily the reason that I masturbate though, just to get off. It actually takes the pleasure out of masturbation and treats it more like a problem to be solved. Like if you asked AI how to make masturbation as efficient as possible... it'd come up with the Tenga Fliphole. It does the job but completely lacks soul.
It's nothing like pussy and that's fine. From the reviews I didn't expect it to be realistic. Nothing can be as good as the real thing. But it's so different from the real thing that it's just a bit of a bizarre experience. I don't want my toy to be THAT GOOD, I want to get more than 10-20 thrusts out of the process. The buildup of masturbating is arguably the better part than the actual orgasm.
Just 3-4 Kleenexes is probably still going to be my go-to going forward. Optimal softness with no lube required, no messy cleanup. 
I guess the Fliphole is the ideal tool if you wanted to stop watching porn while still fulfilling the urge of getting off without any imagery required, if you think porn causes negative effects on the brain. Or if you're masturbating to porn for hours per day and you just want to force yourself to get off quickly so you can stop wasting so much time.
It's a great way to make yourself no longer enjoy jacking off.