Yali

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  1. Planning on taking 5 MEO DMT for the first time
    Planning on taking 5 MEO DMT for the first time
    I had 2 plugging events that didn't quite work so well. I was puzzled why. Decided to try an enema. And God damn that makes for an epic trip.

  2. Is Pick Up Worth It?
    Is Pick Up Worth It?
    "I just want money though, I really don't care about creating a network of contacts and starting a business, just so I can get money. To me that just seems like too much work for money. I don't know maybe I am just rationalizing not challenging my current identity, but I really would just like spending my time mediating and being a guy who doesn't have a job but can still have money when I want it."
    ^This is what I see when I read what you wrote.
    If you don't want sex, fine. Just admit you don't want it and you're not willing to do what it takes.
    But this idea that you shouldn't have to work, challenge your comfort zone or change yourself in order to get sex is ridiculous.
    And maybe you could argue that the raw pleasure you get from sex isn't worth all the struggle it would take to get there. But truthfully that's only a small benefit you can get from learning Game. 
    When done right, the real benefit is the growth you get as a person. The fact that you will have to confront deep rooted fears night after night makes Game a healing process for guys who are growing up with this pain point. And that's really just the start.
    Does that mean you have to learn Game? Of course not, there's many ways to do what I just said. But if you want sex AND you want personal transformation, Game can be a powerful way to grow.
     
     
     

  3. Online Dating
    Online Dating
    Not in practice.
    I've split tested it. Doesn't matter what you write as long as you got the right profile pics. And if you don't, no amount of writing will help you.
    Try it yourself. Create a profile using some random handsome white tall masculine dude's pictures. Write nothing at all. Just say "Hi". Girls will come a flocking. Then try that with your crappy selfies. Crickets...
    Some guys have it SO easy online. You just need that classic look. Or very low standards. Of course if you're willing to sleep with absolutely anyone, you can get lucky.

  4. Best personal finance / investment youtube channels
    Best personal finance / investment youtube channels
    Meet Kevin and Graham Stephan are quite good for real estate (6 unit landlord’s perspective)

  5. Shunyamurti and Bentinho Massaro - Cult leaders?
    Shunyamurti and Bentinho Massaro - Cult leaders?
    Infinite Will is very similiar to no will in that you don't have a choice about it, it's absolute.
    But still, to realize Infinite Will is a huge realization. I don't think he's realized it.
    Will is the mechanism by which God manifests material reality. Just don't fall into the silly idea that you are going to be manipulating that with your human will.

  6. How does Leo read all these books on the book list?
    How does Leo read all these books on the book list?
    Yes
    I don't care about the reading rate. I care about understanding the material and enjoying the process.

  7. Why Am I Not Enlightened When Im Present?
    Why Am I Not Enlightened When Im Present?
    @Ilya The brain's Default Mode Network is constantly operating in the background, generating your current level of consciousness. Your current level of consciousness is the problem. It must be broken out of. Just being "present" with your Default Mode Network running, doesn't break you out of ego. You're just present as ego.

  8. First Vipassana Retreat Report
    First Vipassana Retreat Report
    Thanks everyone. Yeah this was one of the best experiences of my entire life.
    I have regressed from the discipline I had on the retreat. And i'm not planning on pursuing Vipassana, but I learned something called Sahaja Yoga from @Shambhu a while ago, and I feel like that will be my meditation path.
    This has made me realize how powerful sober practice can be, but it requires much more than I thought before. Morality, extended hours, etc are all essential. 
    I think i'm going need to spend more time on retreats in the near future, I really like being thrown into the fire and especially because I know I can do it now.
    There's a Christian hermitage an hour from my house and they let you book a cabin and you can do your own spiritual practice there. I think that's the next step for me. I find it really hard to keep up disciplined practice living at home.
    Overall I feel like I've evolved to another level since the retreat, but at the same time I feel like I have to keep the fire lit otherwise I'll regress more and more.
    I have so many other thoughts about meditation, but i'll go on for too long.
    I think people who dismiss the power of meditation are very deluded, but at the same time I feel like something was missing from the retreat. I have a strong intuition that Buddhism/Vipassana is not a complete path, but at the same time that retreat was a life changing experience for me and I am so happy that those places exist. I'm very conflicted about my path moving forward tbh, but still i'm very happy with how things are unfolding.

  9. My warning to anyone plugging (5meo) with Vinegar
    My warning to anyone plugging (5meo) with Vinegar
    Vinegar is highly acidic, it literally dissolves surfaces. It goes without saying that you should never use white/pure vinegar for plugging. Apple cider is a little better but still extremely acidic, it's not "green apple acidic" but on a whole different level.  

    If you want to dissolve your 5meo use 1 or 2 drops of apple cider and the rest water. That should do the job and even if the 5meo powder if it's not completely dissolved, the dose is just as potent. 

    I am saying this because I noticed that after trips I have a peculiar pain when pooping. I did some research on how vinegar can be damaging to the body and came to the conclusion that organ and body tissue has a hard time handling those levels of acidity. I think that it can get particularly dangerous when you plug regularly using nothing but vinegar.

  10. Nightgame is brutal. Guide me.
    Nightgame is brutal. Guide me.
    Get a wing and observe him approaching. Then imitate him.

  11. Can Men And Women Be "just Friends"?
    Can Men And Women Be "just Friends"?
    Yes, absolutely. Why would they not?
    I think it's quiet immature/low conciousness to think that people with differing genitals are unable to form friendships.
    Also there's is nothing "just" about a true friendship. A true friendship (ie not the crappy surface level friendships most people have) are very deep and intimate.

  12. How do I overcome feeling physically unattractive?
    How do I overcome feeling physically unattractive?
    Go talk to and date hot girls. Hot girl getting wet for you will reprogram your mind.

  13. Can Men And Women Be "just Friends"?
    Can Men And Women Be "just Friends"?
    I think that a lot of men and women are very immature and probably couldn't sustain a friendship with someone of the opposite gender... but this is a sign of repression and low consciousness. If you really look at people beyond your own ideas about gender, you will notice that there is a natural ebb and flow of masculine and feminine energy in every single person in varying degrees. So, we are all androgynous; some moreso than others. People with a resistance to friendship with or sexual obsession with a particular gender have a resistance to their own contrapositive energy. Men who have resistance to their feminine nature cannot sustain a friendship with women, so sexuality becomes the only means of connection. Women who have a resistance to their masculine nature cannot sustain a friendship with men, so sexuality becomes the only means of connection. So, sexuality becomes a deep thirst and crippling need for people in this state. A healthy, fully integrated person can have deep friendships with others because they have made friends with themselves. Sexuality can be enjoyed as a beautiful connection in a state of wholeness and not just a way to put a Band-Aid over the inner wounds caused by the splitting off of the contrapositive energy.

  14. Meditating 2 Hours Every Day - 1 Year Later (& Psychedelics vs. Meditation)
    Meditating 2 Hours Every Day - 1 Year Later (& Psychedelics vs. Meditation)
    The problem is deeper than that because the teacher or guru himself isn't fully God-realized.
    For example, I don't consider Shinzen Young God-realized yet he has done Vipassana for 40+ years. So obviously Vipassana is not enough. I interrogated Shinzen intensively and I was not satisfied with his answers.
    That is the trap I am most concerned about avoiding. I don't want people investing 40 years into a practice and still not understand what God/Reality is.

  15. Low dose DPT for newbies?
    Low dose DPT for newbies?
    Go for it. DPT is my absolute favourite after 5-MeO.
    If you're careful and start low, it shouldn't freak you out.
    Both are very similar in my experience. I get a pleasant elevation in consciousness and peaceful trips from both. They have a comparable body load with nausea and trembling, although with DPT it's stronger. DPT gives me sort of a "drunk" state, whereas 5-MeO is a clean blast to infinity. Longer DPT trips might get you more acclimated to the new elevated state of consciousness. Ultimately though, nothing will prepare you for a 5-MeO breakthrough.

  16. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    Because most people who make it do so impurely.
    Of course just  because a powder is white doesn't prove anything. It could be rat poison.
    High quality 5-MeO-DMT usually has a yellowish or greyish hue.

  17. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    @Aaron p
    1) Empty stomach != empty ass
    2) That microscoop needs to be calibrated to each substance. It can vary quite a bit. For some substances it will be 10mg and for others up to 20mg because density varies. You need a miligram scale to calibrate it.
    It's not unusual for some people to need 35mg+ when plugging.
    For me personally 15mg is an epic trip. But I'm Leo and you're not.
    You could always try snorting it. The dose for snorting vs plugging should be very similar. Just make sure it doesn't all drip down your throat. It must get absorbed in the nose. This requires a very gentle snort and flipping your head upside down for 10 mins so it doesn't drip out.
    Snorting is gross and will burn, but still worth it.
    Careful, snorting can be powerful.

  18. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    I've said it multiple times on this thread. I believe they call it "sandwiching"
    Here is what you will need :
    1- a simple glass pipe
    2- mullien leaves
    3- 5-MeO-DMT
    What I do first is pre-weight the MeO . 14mgs continuously gets me to breakthrough. Now, in the pipe you want to pack a little bit of mullien leaves and smoke it. Leaving you with a bed of ash, this ash will act as a screen. . Reason why you want mullien leaves is because it is "neutral" or non-psychoactive. Next, you will pack a small layer of mullien leaves on top of the ash, this will act as a "bed" for the MeO. Next, put your meo on top of that. Next, put another layer of mullien leaves on top of that. Just enough to conver the MeO completely, but not like your packing a whole bowl or anything.
    Then, on my bed I like to put a face towl coiled up next to me, so after I take my hit, I can put my pipe on it, without burning the house down.
    Nothing is left for you to take your hit.... You should be able to take the whole hit in one go, hold it in for as long as possible, put the pipe on the towl, then blow out. 
    At this point , you will literally be blasted off into infinity, and beyond.
     
    Best of luck to you mate. I've broken through 11 times using this method so I know it works.
    Do let us know your trip report here when finished

  19. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    @TrynaBeTurquoise Yes, theory is important because it helps ground you from spinning out of control into delusions and fear.
    But it's not the only factor. There are other aspects of development, like how much emotional baggage and trauma is stored in your body.

  20. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    It's all relative.
    There have been times where I did it only once a year. And there have been times where I did 13 days in a row.
    The more advanced you get the more often you can do it without needing a lot of integration time.
    They key is to be intuitive about. Don't get set any rigid or dogmatic schedule. Do it as you're called to do it. Sometimes you will not be called for months. And sometimes you'll be called to hit it hard several days back to back.
    The most I grew in my life was from 13 back to back days. Words cannot describe the levels of superhuman insight gained. The entire universe became known to me. I had to really force myself to do it back to back 13 times. Your mind won't want to do it that much. Most people would feel like they've gone insane. It requires a really good theoretical foundation in nonduality.

  21. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    Well, finally got over my fear of plugging.
    Plugged 17mg of freebase as according to @Ellenier the substance would have a weight of ((17X1.167) =19.839)
    It was very smooth and gentle on the come up. Most of my "fear" was all beforehand, before I did the substance (same thing happens when I smoke it). I sat on my couch and looked at this golden plant pot that was right above a television. From time to time, by moving my head slightly, almost everything would go dark with only some shining "reference points" of the room left. The room appeared to almost dissapear, then it was quickly back again "in focus". Didn't breakthrough. As my ego's thought's were still there throughout the trip (altho shut off most of the time) . The golden pot would move around a little bit too. Similar to some solid objects move on a lose dose LSD trip. It mainly did this when the pot was not "in focus" and the room was partially dark. The plant itself also changed appearence from time to time (its a fake plant) but even that would change and go back "info focus" and look like a normal plant.
    Considering I've broken though 9 times via smoking (14mgs) now, I know what a breakthrough is like, and this was definately not it. I am happy however that I got over my fear of plugging. And will be trying 20mgs freebase next time. Again according to Ellenier that would be ((20X1.167)=23.34) . But I think there is a "hole" in that theory (using 1.167 to multiple by the weight of the freebase) Basically, sure. It might make the MEO acetate weigh that much more because you are adding vinegar. But in the end of the day vinegar is not 5 MEO. So the potency of whatever you plug will be whatever the weight of the actual 5 MEO is before you make it a acetate solvent (before you add vinegar).  Might be wrong, but I think that makes the most sense.
    Won't have a opportunity to plug for another month sadly, but will smoke it a few times before then. I also notice less "fear" before hand the more frequently I do it. For example; I get a LOT of fear when I haven't done it for 2 weeks or more. Less fear if I do it every week. And even less if I have done it within a few days or even the day before. Now, I'm not suggesting to do MEO multiple times a week for the rest of your life lol. But it is something to keep in mind. Also like the idea of doing it 13 times in a row (or a little more/little less) as a meditation retreat supercharger at some point this year. 
     

  22. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    @nowimhere Outdoors tripping is always much riskier. I don't recommend it, even though outside is beautiful.

  23. 32mg 5-MEO trip report -- does this substance just not work with my neurology?
    32mg 5-MEO trip report -- does this substance just not work with my neurology?
    Definitely try plugging. It's a very different experience from smoking. Although you can't plug toad venom, you'll need synthetic.
    Blackout or whiteout is not good. The whole point of 5-MeO is that it's crystal clear and answers all questions. So far you haven't got it.
    Also try other psychedelics. LSD or mushrooms can easily give you nondual consciousness.
    With psychedelics it's very important that you don't overshoot with your dose. Less is better. At least for newbies.
    Psychedelics require at least 10-20 trips to start to get a handle on how they work. 1-5 trips is just not enough because there is too much variabilty between trips. Sometimes trips are duds or go sideways.

  24. The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    The 5-MeO-DMT Mega-Thread
    So here are my results from testing & comparing 5-MeO-DMT HCl vs Oxalate vs freebase:
    I have tested them all using the plugging method.
    All 3 plug equally well and produce exactly the same quality of trip. The potency per scoop is roughly the same. Of course each substance has slightly different density, so the potency per scoop will vary between them. You can discover your perfect dose through some simple experimentation. Start with 1 microscoop, then dose 1.5 microscoops, then 2 microscoops, and so on until you find what suits you. For me the ideal dose is 1 to 2 microscoops. But that is just me.
    As far as dissolving, it works like this:
    HCl: easiest to dissolve. Dissolves in water within seconds. The substance will become perfectly dissolved. Freebase: pretty easy to dissolve by first adding 2 drops of ordinary cooking vinegar, stirring until fully dissolved, and only then adding your water. The substance will become perfectly dissolved. Oxalate: hardest to dissolve. Use hot water and stir it for several minutes. Eventually it will dissolve almost completely. So the bottom line is, no matter what form of 5-MeO-DMT you have, it will dissolve in water and work perfectly well for plugging. All of this has been tested and proven. If plugging isn't working for you, make sure you are plugging it properly. It's very important to only plug after emptying your bowels otherwise it may not work at all. If it still isn't working, then you have an immunity to this method/substance, the cause of which I do not know.
    My deepest trip ever actually came from plugging 1 microscope of freebase. It was unbelievably potent. I'm not sure if that was due to it being freebase or simply because I've already done so much 5-MeO-DMT in my life and other kinds of work. Each trip tends to build on the previous ones, taking it to the next level. There are at least dozens of levels, with each level being an order of magnitude above the previous one.
    5-MeO-DMT is not a substance you do once or twice. This is a substance you need to work 50+ times to get the full scope of it. Your first 10-20 trips are only the prequel to the main story.
    At least that's how it works for me. Your results may vary. Keep in mind that individual differences are real and can be significant. This work requires a lot of experimentation and exploration.
    Only take 5-MeO-DMT on a totally empty stomach. At least 3 hours of no food. Otherwise you will REALLY regret it.

  25. 5 meo DMT - changes after peak?
    5 meo DMT - changes after peak?
    @Vladimir Yes, of course.
    Pure 99.9% 5-MeO-DMT is FIRE! I get chills up my spine just imagining the powder. I get flashbacks and butterflies in my stomach just smelling it.
    It is the closest thing to a holy substance.