Look, in the end you have to come to grips with the fact that psychedelics and Consciousness can always take a detour into Hell. That's just the nature or Consciousness. You have to just let that go and focus on the positives.
Don't forget, everyday life can also turn into Hell at any day. Nuclear war could start tomorrow. However, you cannot live your life focusing on that.
The key issue is how you use your focus. Focus on good stuff. Why are you focusing on bad trips when you could use that time to focus on good trips?
2 years after a trip is a long time. You should have let that go a long time ago. Stop fixating on it. Stop thinking about it.

Yes, of course.
All these survival games.
Notice: Raising children is favorite pastime of animals.

My description of women is profound. It took me thousands of hours of experience to be able to articulate it so concisely. Don't take it for granted. This is not some angsty bitter Red Pill incel BS.
If women bothered to grasp what I said it would change their whole love life. The shallowness of female attraction speaks for itself. Don't shoot the messenger.
I honestly feel very bad for women. It's a terrible way to mate. It's boarderline retarded. So much self-inflicted suffering.

Because women are just emotional puppets. Zero logic goes into your mating.
It's an awful way to live. My condolences.

I take 150mg, 4-6 times per day. ALA has a half-life of 3-4hrs.

Yes, really good. I will be posting it on my blog soon.

Not genocide but war crimes/collective punishment -- yes.

Looks do matter, however your looks cannot be changed, and you can still get girls with your looks. You'll just have to work harder.
In the end you just have to accept how you look and work from there. And if you keep fixating on your looks you will be too demotivated to talk to girls and thereby lose girls you could otherwise get.
What black pill gets wrong is that there are girls out there who will be okay with your looks. But if you keep feeding on black pill ideas you will never even have the motivation to meet and succeed with those girls, thereby totally screwing yourself.

@effy01 I think your plan is realistic and reasonably workable. Yes, it's a good idea to develop some solid technical skills. If music is your passion then develop technical skills in that area. So you'll be able to leverage them into the future.
Fear is normal.
You have already made the hardest choice: to quit your major. Now comes the exciting part of doing what you're actually passionate about. Give yourself some space to figure it out. You don't need to know HOW just yet. Trust that you will figure it out as you go along. But at the same, don't just sit around and wait. Roll up your sleeves and get to work building your dream life.
Teaching yourself technical skills online is easy these days. All that's required is the passion to learn and train. You can be self-taught. No one in the business world really cares about degrees. University degrees are a joke. What they care about is your ability to produce results. I became a video game designer at a world-class studio after a few years of teaching myself video game design skills. I did not get any formal education for it. And learning audio skills is easier than game design skills. You can find many tutorials and courses online. All you really need is an internet connection and lots of free time. If you can live cheaply in Morocco, got back to Morocco and invest a few years learning these skills, build up a solid portfolio and people should want to hire you in Morocco or even abroad in Europe.
All of my knowledge of psychology and personal development is also self-taught. And thanks to that it's way better and deeper than I would get through a psychology degree from Harvard. You can educate yourself way more efficiently on your own, as long as you're passionate about it. Homework, tests, and lectures are all overrated. You can basically teach yourself most things, unless you need a professional license like for a doctor, lawyer, or engineer.

^-- This model might be an oversimplication, but it seemed on topic. (This uses Ken Wilber's Integral color codes)
 
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Destroying that many residential buildings itself starts to feel like a war crime. 1 million people will be left homeless, jobless, schoolless, mosqueless.
Total humanitarian disaster.
How many terrorists will this create?

Some countries are more developed thanks to more favorable historical and geographic conditions.
It's like you're assuming that everyone faces the same obstacles to development. No.
The US is more developed than most places precisely because of geographic and historical factors.

In America -- and in many other parts of the world -- there is an especially strong anti-black racial bias.
For example, I hesitate to call my Mom a racist, but if I married a Chinese girl, she would be okay with it. But if I married a black girl, she would freak out.
Racism is not equal across all the different minority groups. Some groups are treated more "white" and acceptable than others.
Even in China they have flagrant racism against blacks.
So this talk that, "Well, Asians have higher IQs than whites and Asians don't have it so bad in America" -- first, of all, it ignores the long history of anti-Asian racism in America which still exists to this day. But, secondly it naively ignores the fact that Asians were never slaves here and they don't have nearly the same stigma as blacks.
I'm willing to bet that your average KKK member would be relatively okay with allowing Asians into this country, but very much against allowing Africans and Mexicans. You have to look at racism specifically against each minority group. Not just racism in the abstract. Few people are abstractly racist. They usually have a few races they especially don't like. Because racism is learned from one's culture and environmental survival conditions. And cultures are most racist against those races which affect the survival of that culture the most (Africans and Mexicans in America).

It was an extremely steep learning curve. But also it was an exciting adventure. Some of the most challenging but also most memorable times of my life. I wish I was young again so I could do more of it.

Yes, of course.
It doesn't matter how much you have your shit together, if you do not socialize or don't know how to socialize, you will never get laid.
Pickup is important in that it forces you to learn to socialize.
People who are extroverts or who are naturally social cannot understand such problems.
Also, if you live in the wrong areas getting laid will be very difficult. You need to move to where great socialization exists. It doesn't exist everywhere.

Fun and socialization.
Girls are always socializing. And the sex comes from that spontaneously for them. They don't plan it.

Centering your life around pickup sounds like such a waste of life.
But for some time, as an episode, why not?

Moving to the right place is the #1 thing you can do to improve your results.
I have a friend who lives in downtown Poland in the best skyscraper in town and just walks down to pick up girls from the street. He sleeps with 2 new girls every week.

It's not even 50% efficient because a lot of it escapes, sticks to the glass, and/or burns.
You're wasting half your dope with a crack pipe.

Showing interest is fine.
Being over-invested is different.
All girls. But the more options the girl has, the more of an issue it becomes.
You should not be over-investing in any girls on principle.
The key is not to invest more than her. If she invests a lot you can match but don't exceed it.
You need to not over-invest.
That's not what I said.
I usually talk to one girl at a time. And it still applies.
You can learn to not over-invest even if you are talking to 1 girl.
You still want to not exceed her investment.
If a girl senses that she is the prize then she will lose attraction for you. She wants you to be the prize. Let girls chase you. Don't chase them. This is the best strategy. You can still get laid if you fail to follow the best strategy, but you are lowering your odds. There's really no reason not to follow the best strategy other than that you don't know it or don't know how to control yourself.
You will lose lots of girls by failing to stick to the best strategy.

Ralston's definition of happiness is so broad that it is virtually useless.
He expects you to be "happy" even if you get attacked by a bear.
Okay, good luck with that. Let us know how it goes.
The reality is that none of you will live up to this absurd ideal.

They are attracted to social position and leadership.

If you guys are just looking for basic college ed classes by top-notch professors on the cheap in video format, that already exists:
https://www.thegreatcourses.com
It will takes Peterson over a decade to generate as many courses as the above already has.

No, you don't need to pretend that. You can just adopt a more social, playful frame.
Observe how extroverts start and engage in conservation. They do it from a social frame, not a "will you date me frame?"
This is an area of weakness for me too, but at least I know the difference.

Hey there.
Sorry to hear that.
The good news is that you are still very young and you have time to turn things around. Obviously you can't procrastinate any more and you must get serious. Hitting rock bottom can be good because it allows you to finally get serious and learn your lesson from the past. Yes, it's painful to lose all those opportunities, but you will have plenty of new opportunities as you build up your life.
The solution is just to reflect on your mistakes, gain leverage over yourself, brainstorm a positive vision for your life, and slowly start taking baby steps every day towards that. You will feel better as you start to do that.
As for your love life, don't worry, you can find other good men. You're still very young.
Don't kill yourself. Just start taking baby steps every day that improve your life a little.