@No_thing__ Sorry to hear of your situation.
I see a couple of issues here:
1) I wouldn't worry about personal or spiritual development right now. You don't need that extra stress. Take it easy and focus all your efforts at healing. You can return to self-actualizing once you're healed. In a sense this is a wake-up call for you to start taking your health much more seriously and be proactive about it.
2) The question of facing your death is a very serious one. The best way to achieve this quickly is through psychedelics like mushrooms or LSD. These are proven to help people cope with fear of death. What you can realize is that you are not this one life or this one body/mind/persona. So if you can get your hands on some mushrooms, they can help ease your fears about death. Death is not a bad thing. It is Infinity/Love/God. It is good to have some direct experience of this as you face life and death matters like this cancer. Spiritual understanding will give you peace.
I've done so many psychedelics that I'm kinda looking forward to my death now. This human realm is so limited. Nothing of great importance will be lost. Greater things lie ahead.
3) I would focus a lot of your energy on researching various possible health solutions for cancer. Don't just blindly follow the advice of Western doctors. You need to look into alternative methods, read, research, talk to people, find healers, etc. There is much about cancer and its treatment which conventional Western doctors do not understand and will never tell you about. But of course take the medicine you need. Never give up researching. You can find some amazing stuff.

This is just nonsense.
You are misunderstanding how all of this works because you are failing to make some crucial distinctions.
You should distinguish the attraction phase vs the relationship phase. If you try to attract women by acting like their boyfriend prematurely, before you've even slept with them, that will fail.
Emotional availability, commitment, and communication is stuff that women value but only deep into a relationship, not on the first date.
Of course. Because that's how attraction works. Nobody wants a desperate emotionally pathetic needy man who bends over backwards to please a woman who barely even knows he exists.
Women require a long time before they get invested in you.
You are just doing it wrong. You are trying to get women to sleep with you by hoping you can persuade them with emotional investment, but that's not how women work. They must sleep with you before they get emotionally invested in you.
Do not invest in women more than they invest in you, and do not try to act like you're in a relationship with them when they haven't even slept with you.
You are messing up the phases. You are investing too much too fast. You are too needy. And you are too stubborn about wanting attraction to work your way. You are making things too serious too soon. If you would just be light and fun, women would respond much better and then later you could get more serious after a few weeks or months.
Less is more. You are trying too hard. Instead of trying so hard, go talk to 50 other women and have fun. Only reply to them as much as they reply to you.

Attraction works exactly as I explained here. I explained what a man needs to know to successfully attract women.
If men here do the opposite of what I said they will not only not have relationships but not even sex.
Nothing I said here inhibits functional relationships. This thread is not about relationships.
Attraction dynamics will never make sense to women when they are explicated, because as a woman you have no interest in the dynamics, you care about your agenda. You do not care about the mechanics of dating or what men need to understand to attract women.
If you want to criticize my views of dating and relationships you can do it elsewhere, but in the context of this thread your criticizism is misleading the guy who started this thread. I understand that women have a different way of seeing all this, but when giving people advice you gotta set your view aside and consider what the guy asking needs.
You are not more knowledgable than me about how to attract women and the challenges men face in this domain.
What gall to even open the door to the idea that women are attracted to good character. That is pure nonsense.

Doesn't matter. Your worldview still has to account for it.
What Israel has done to Palestine is reprehensible and criminal by any unbiased measure. Not just crimes but crimes against humanity.

Anxiety is not a function of a drug, it's a function of how you use your mind.
Clean up and train your mind and then you should be able to do psychedelics.
Contemplate why you get anxious. Don't treat it as something happening to you but something you are doing. Bottom line is, you gotta confront your fears.

Do something that you love, keep doing that.. Make sure it comes out of you. 
Find things you love and fill your life with those. 
That's prob as good as it gets. 

Charisma and character are different things.
You can be boring and have character. You can be charismatic and have no character.
Of course women are not attracted to character. Men are also not attracted to character. You don't watch porn for her great character.

You haven't taken what I said seriously enough.
When you grasp for shallow answers your mind will happily supply them to you.

Yeah, but even that is unnecessary for most hot women. They can survive just fine without going so low.
Yes.
But sexual stimulation is different from emotional stimulation. So there is an important difference here.

Sure.
Hot criminals are pretty rare though. You don't see many hot girls in those police cam videos. Criminal girls are usually trashy and ugly. Because a hot girl doesn't need to be a criminal to get by in life.
It wasn't biased, it was just responding to certain narrow questions.

Don't kid yourself. Women are obessed with beauty to make themselves feel secure. Which is all about getting the best men. This isn't some cutesy game. This is pure survival.

What you have to understand is that the far-right mind is full of shit. It talks out of both sides of its mouth. It's not an internally coherent intellectual system. It's a loose network of fears, hatreds, disgust, dogma, myths, and rationalizations.
As I said, if you go far-right far enough you overturn your own traditions. This is not a mistake in my analysis. A far-right Islamic fundamentalist does not truly observe the tradition of Islam.
Hitler was above all an ego-maniac like Trump. So of course he wanted to put his own stamp on things. It takes humility to blindly follow tradition as Mike Pence does.
All you have to do to see that Nazism is conservative is to look at the kind of people who find it appealing, and the type of people Nazis consider their enemies.
Who finds it appealing?
Conservatives!
Who are it enemies? Who did Hitler kill?
Liberals!

As I have said, people vote on vibes.
It's culture war stuff. They are too ignorant to even understand what the economics are.
Economics is a dry boring topic. People vote based on cultural outrage.

Trump is dumb but there is also a perverted unconscious intelligence in all his doings.
Pursue truthfulness and consciousness. That's how.

You don't need to be a genius, you just need a filter for what stuff you occupy your mind with. Go use your mind for something productive, creative, beautiful, or profound.
Don't let perverts live in your head rent free.

I suggest you contemplate why I use words like rat and ant. If you take them as mere insults you'll miss what I'm pointing to.
Something profound is being communicated to you. Something overlooked.

There is no better example of insanity, immaturity, and godlessness than MAGA.
That's the only argument Whatifalthist needs to be told.
How dare you use God to justify such devilry.
The reason you became successful is not because you're a mystic but because you found a niche peddling self-deception to immature and ignorant online people who don't know any better.

Newport Beach, CA is one of the best places in the US. But hella expensive.
Florida Keys are really cool, but hurricanes ruin it.
Hawaii is awesome but impractically remote and limited.

Massachusetts is the crappiest place I ever lived. I cannot understand how people like it there. It's miserable and so expensive.

They are nice.
Austin is great but the traffic is a nightmare.

At least temporarily you can. Not permanentally if you are in a human body.
Just deconstructing and questioning all human assumptions and ways of thinking. And psychedelics.
As long as you are alive you will be severely limited in human ways.
But there is much development possible for a human. And glimpses of stuff beyond.
Questioning all human ideas and assumptions is where the real work is. That's the core of what I teach. How far that takes you is uncertain, but it can take you to some very radical places.

You're just socially inexperienced and awkward. The cure to that is going out and socializing until you develop comfort around others. Then it is so easy. But it requires pushing your comfort zone for a while. That's what pickup is all about.
I used to have a lot of social anxiety but after a few years of pickup it's the opposite now.

Realistically, if you are selecting quality girls who aren't trashy looking and take care of their appearance, and you wear a condom, your risk is very low.
If you are sleeping with broke ass homless girls and drug addicts then watch out.
Many STDs are also curable so it's not a death sentence.

They are not insane. They are bitter and hateful and want to make others feel as hurt as they feel.

Does anyone have any thoughts on the whole Elon Musk and 𝕏 fiasco that is currently unfolding?

I have just started using the platform as a means to grow my personal brand and I personally love the stance Elon Musk has taken in support of free speech.
Elon just recently made comments where he told advertisers who pulled out of 𝕏 to "Go fuck themselves."
It's kind of ironic because I just finished watching Leo's video on the Social Matrix. 
I do think that the way Musk handles himself at times can be careless. 
Advertisers have been pulling back from 𝕏 for a while now, but Elon's recent comments which were labeled by the media as "antisemitic" caused a mass exodus.
Personally, I don't think that Musk is an antisemite. Especially considering the fact that he just visited Israel and spoke with Netanyahu about the October 7th massacre.
Any thoughts, guys?