@Ropuch7 The simple answer to your question is that I post stuff on this forum in a causal and half-baked manner.
You guys sometimes want my posts here to be like formal clinical therpeutic sessions. But that's not how I treat this place. If my posts had to be that careful and well-thought out I would be making 1 post per day or less. I'm here to chit-chat and throw out random ideas. These are not formal lectures, this is not therapy, and I am doing this stuff as a form of relaxation, not work. You guys expect a certain level of professionalism and rigor on this forum from me which I cannot offer because it would burn me out.
If I had to carefully think through everything I post here I would have burned out years ago.
When I made this post, it didn't even occur to me that some of you would be freaking out over it. This is literally just a news article I read one morning on Ars Technica which I found interesting. I don't sit around triangulating who will be upset at some news article I share. My mind does not work like yours, and it is exhausting for me to anticipate how your minds work and what they will be emotionally reactive to. The reason that I talk as I do is because my mind does not work like a normal human mind. This has its pros and cons. This is our situation.
This news article was directy related to the issue of Telegram censorship and free speech. I shared it as a counter-argument to people posturing as feee speech absolutists. The best argument against free speech is monkey torture groups. That it hurts your feelings is the point. The world is full of psychopaths, sadists, and worse. That is the reality we must confront.

There will not be a serious text answer to a serious mental issue. This minimizes what a serious mental issue is. It's even insulting.
Sweet words don't solve serious chronic health problems. I know first hand because no sweet words will ever compensate for my chronic health problems.
Please understand that this forum will never be a serious solution for suicidal or mentally ill people. They need off-line professional help. And even then there's no guarantees because their problems are often deeper than talk can fix.

Verbal IQ should not be a thing. It's just a vocab test.

Being Awake or spiritual does not mean you gotta act like a Hippie.
But if you wanna act like Hippie, that's available.

There is no next dream in my deepest Awakenings. There is only Now. And there is no past life.
I do not buy into the whole past life stuff.
I don't care about past lives because my goal is to become Infinity.

As rats.
Every human is a rat relative to Alien Mind.

@Meliodas If you were born a kangaroo, whether it was due to karma or not, you still got the genetics of a kangaroo. Genetics does not have to be random.
I leave the question open as to why we have the genetics we have. It could be abritrary or it could be something more. I don't really care because it is what it is.
Whatever makes you a kangaroo, the point is you gotta live within that kangaroo frame.
I don't know why you ain't a kangaroo, and I have not heard anyone offer a good answer.

I don't distinguish between genetics and what people call karma.

Whatever is true, is good. Just get your ego out the way.

Hi everyone,
I haven't posted here in the forum for a long time. I want to ask you something.
The forum user 'Buba' was a very close friend of mine. He committed suicide on April 29, 2024. Since then, I have been in deep grief.
If anyone who has spoken to him in the forum recently could share with me what he talked about, it would help me process my thoughts. In the last few weeks, I somewhat neglected him during difficult times, and as a result, I feel guilty.
Thank you very much.

I don't think you understand my opinion of him. I hold him in high regard. I rarely criticize him for anything. He's doing good work.

It is based on an even simpler "theorem":
God is Everything.
How you validate it is by contemplation in higher states of consciousness.
You could also realize that God is Creator, that the universe is God's Will manifesting.
You could also realize that God is One. Which means God is all things.
You could also realize that there cannot exist a difference between good and evil.
You could also realize that evil is a bias in your mind.

Totally up to you and your values.
Personally travelling interests me very little. People think I'm crazy when I express little desire to travel, but that's just the social matrix trying to worm into my brain.
Travelling carries a huge cost, make sure you're travelling for the right reasons if you do decide to pursue it.

Who the f knows?!
Could be a hundred factors.
Making sense of every degenerate and wacko in the world is too hard a job. I can barely make sense of me.

Then why do many psychopaths torture and abuse animals as children?
That is a classic psychopath trait.
Well, to realize the highest degrees of God and Consciousness you will have to integrate everything you regard as evil.
This is one of the top reasons why so few people reach the deep levels of comprehension of God that I have reached.
You can't understand Love unless you can drop the notion of evil and all human morality. It's very counter-intuitive because humans expect God to fit their human ideas of morality and goodness.
If you are a serious philosopher at some point you will have to ask the question: Why would God create monkey torture videos? See, no Christian or atheist can answer that. Every human is stumped by the question, because they don't understand, because they haven't bothered to do the work to understand it.
And my job is to help humans understand it.

Of course. The only reason to hate Trump is that he keeps doing his evil without any remorse.
If he would have the honesty to admit he is wrong, all could be forgiven.

2-4% of the population are psychopaths.
I don't watch such things.
And having an emotional reaction to such things is not a mistake.

That's exactly wrong.
They feel happy. A psychopath can murder his own mother and later that day go out to the pub with friends to a party and enjoy himself.
That's what it means to be a psychopath. They don't feel guilt or shame. That's why they are so dangerous. They are not like you at all.
A crocodile feels no guilt or shame for eating your mother.

I have never been opposed to porn or jerking off. I've also never had a problem with it. It can be done in moderation in a healthy way. But many people here seem to have problems with it. It's gonna vary from person to person.

Anyone who says that God or Truth is unchanging, isn't very conscious.
That's not serious God-Realization.
Brahman is always dreaming.
The problem is that extremely few people understand what Brahman is. Mostly what you hear is people parroting ideas they heard, not a genuine understanding.
Brahman is fluid like the ocean. An infinite ocean of dreams.

Studying is not studies.
The notion that you can develop a proper understanding of things through "studies" is one of the stupidest pseudo-intellectual myths in modern culture.

It's not bold at all.
ADD has risen a lot in the last 50 years due to chemicals and bad food.
One of my doctor's entire practices is treating kids with ADD simply with heavy metal detox. And they reverse their ADD. So it's definitely related to chemical toxicity. Maybe not 100% of the time, but some significant %.
Chemical toxins are a big deal. Kids get plenty of it via traditional vaccines alone. Traditional docs ignore it. You need a really good holistic doc.

An update: Destiny and I are planning a face to face conversation date, and likewise with Peter Boghossian, but Peter is out of the country until Feb 2025, so that convo will happen in about 6 months. The Destiny one should be much sooner.
Cool things in the pipeline.

God created darkness. God created rape. You can't escape that through any amount of mental acrobatics.
God created rape. No way around that unless you deny rape exists.
Rape exists absolutely.
You chose to create rape.
Not only am I saying God created rape, I am saying YOU created rape. No one else. You.
So you have that to face.

No, that's not what I mean by existential truth.
Evil is imaginary. That's the existenial insight you are missing.
Because that is what is existentially true.
Of course evil is love.
It must be. Because everything is One.
No. God literally invented rape.
Again, you are fixated on human survival.
I am not talking about what is good or bad for human survival. That is irrelevant here.
Sure. But so what? This did nothing to increase your understanding of reality.
It's as if we are having a philosophical discussion and you tell me you need to take a shit really bad. Okay, go take a shit. But you have made no progress in philosophy.