This is an obsessive and mentally unstable person who was given many opportunities to correct their forum behavior and arrogantly refused to do so and even asked to be banned.
I will engage with this person and topic no further.
If you call yourself Jesus, this forum and Actualized.org is not for you, and I will not engage with such people.

It is the case that women want and need commitment. However, that doesn't mean you can't find women for casual sex. Many women will do casual sex for a while. But not forever.

Even if you go with the perfect player frame, eventually she will want more.

I tend to agree.
I lived in Innsbruck for about a year, and it was generally the most beautiful and welcoming place I’ve ever had the privilege of calling home.
I would assume Austria to be a rather hostile place for foreigners, though. I used to work there as a waiter, and even I was given a hard time by locals at times for being German. I can’t imagine an Asian person (or whatever OP’s ethnicity is) enjoying themselves all that much down there.

I am propably biased, but Austria is fucking amazing!

if i enter programming field at age 30 , how bad is it ?

I have not. But it is hard for me to imagine a pleasure higher than Infinity.
I have experienced suicidal levels of pleasure. It cannot get better than that. The highest pleasure is not physical, it is metaphysical.
The human mind cannot handle such levels of pleasure. It's not just pleasure, it's spiritual ecstasy, it's Absolute Love. There is nothing higher.
But that's still not why I do it. I do it purely for self-understanding.
The highest ecstasy is just a byproduct of pure infinite understanding.

I don't imply that. I simply mean it is not a good cost/return ratio for beginners. Perhaps for advanced practioners it is useful. But as a beginner focus must go on pranayama and mahamudra. You can always add stuff later once you are feeling some core effects from your practice.

@gengar Sorry to hear of your situation, man. That's very tough. 
You would benefit greatly from seeing a quality therapist to work out all that trauma and anger.
If you have a way to afford it, please do it.

Most blackpill guys have serious childhood trauma, abuse, broken families, missing parents, evil mothers, drug addict parents, poverty, depression, mental illness, chemical imbalance, low education, low IQ, low physical appearance, terrible social skills, profound introversion, autism, Aspergers, zero social experience, bad ideological indoctrination.
Yeah, you cannot imagine how bad it is. It's way worse than what you imagine. If you knew their childhoods and life experiences you would be horrified and their beliefs would make perfect sense to you.
These people live in hell and depression and dream of suicide or killing women. It's a sick, sinister, dark form of consciousness. You could almost call it satanic energy.
Blackpill is built on a painful toxic upbringing that creates seething anger and nihilistic apathy.
Normal social guys cannot understand such things. It's like another world. A dark bleak world of trauma and misery with no hope, no redemption. A black hole of self-hatred.
Your life has been too good, too loving to understand. No one hurt you enough, young enough. You had a decent family. You had good genetics. You had a social life.

I meant relative to other forms of Blue Christianity like Catholics or Evangelicals.
In the end every Christian is an idiot. As is every Buddist.

Because survival requires being a jerk sometimes. And mostly all you care about is survival so you like people who are capable of what you care about most.
But also don't get it lopsided. As much as people love jerks, they love sweetness even more. Which is why gurus and cults fool you the most with sweetness and love bombing.
In the end what you're most attracted to is Love. Which is why love is the most alluring bait in a trap.

In one of Leo's recent videos, he mentioned he was going to do an episode on non-violent communication. I wanted to get ahead and see what the fuss was about before he made the episode, and found this gem:
It's a 3 hour video, so a great time killer for us self development nerds.
Seriously this has already totally changed my way of thinking about social activities and how we relate to people for the better. 
Very keen to see Leo's video on the topic, I think it will make the episode extra juicy having a little bit of extra background knowledge before diving straight in.

Yes.
I get weird tingely sensations in my skull. I also feel a difference in my dreams, like the pranayama rewired some of my brain stem.
36 per sit. And I try to do 2-4 sits per say.

We have a Kirya yoga mega-thread that answers many newbie questions.
Follow the books.
I suggest focusing 100% on pranayama spinal breathing. All other techniques are tertiary and mostly unnecessary.
You could reduce all Kriya yoga to just pranayama and maha-mudra. Which makes it so simple.

I skip it.
I only do pranayama and supreme fire.
Supreme fire feels important.
You can always add in more practices after a year of solid pranayama. So don't worry about it. Your first goal should be to start to feel the effects from a lot of solid pranayama. Once you are feeling that, you can think about more fancy techniques. I like to strip away all superflous techniques to get to the bare essentials.
Pranayama + supreme fire is that. You can also include maha-mudra in that but I am currently even cutting that out.

That's why it's affordable. 
You can't have everything without a fee.
You want perfect weather? Pay 3x higher rent.

No. I hate big cities like NYC.
I would not live in any big city, like a rat in a concrete box.

I'm in Vegas because it is convenient and affordable. It has great roads, no traffic, no nasty winter weather, fun nightlife, not too large to be dirty and noisy.
There are nicer places to live but they are expensive or inconvenient.
I wanted to live in Austin but the traffic is a nightmare.
California is crazy expensive.
Vegas is a nice livable city. Tourists don't even know what Vegas is really like. I'm not on the Strip doing tourist stuff. I live just like you would in any normal city. The Strip is just a small part of Vegas. Outside the Strip Vegas is just a normal city.
Vegas is a very practical place to live. You get all the convenience of a full sized city with none of price, dirt, and congestion. The only downside of Vegas is the hot summer and fewer local girls to date.

Don't gaslight me.
Israel dominates and abuses Palestinians. This is obvious to anyone with a clear mind. No amount excuses and rationalizations will change this underlying reality.

Whether they are or aren't, they certainly believe they are.
Don't underestimate how deep their collective trauma & paranoia goes.
Every time some Arab terrorist speaks of wiping Israel off the map, they literally perceive that as Hitler 2.0 and react accordingly. That's how their entire military intelligence operates.
The reason Israel is killing so many civilians is because they believe they are fighting to stop Hitler 2.0, so from their POV the civilian deaths appear reasonable. They truly believe all this conflict is just anti-semitism and that they did nothing to cause it.
The Hitler/Holocaust analogy is very convenient for Zionists because is makes them feel like violence is being done to them for no reason other than their race.

The key thing to understand is that it's not about fairness or morality, it's about power.
If you think the world works based on morality the world will never make sense to you and you will fail at predicting the future.

Some things said in the video might have been overblown, but I can’t help but agree with almost everything that was said. I can’t see Lex the same way anymore. It’s like having an insight, and now I can’t go back to seeing him the old way, as an innocent man who’s authentic and full of love, or whatever image or persona he’s trying to adopt.
It’s like the box in the picture: once you realize there’s another perspective, everything changes instantly.

Powerful, famous, and wealthy people need an interviewer who will never challenge their corruption.
That's why Lex is perfect for the job.

No.
You misunderstand what "real" means.
Real means whatever you imagine, and nothing otherwise. That's what God is.
God is the ability to imagiine any kind of reality. That means, if you aren't imagining it, it has no reality.
China is real to you only because you imagine it is. If you stop imagining that China is real, it will stop being real.
This work has nothing to do with assumptions. You need to become directly conscious what "real" is.
I am not speaking from assumptions. I am speaking from 100% absolute consciousness of reality. I became so conscious that I understand I imagine China.
This work is not about theorizing or guessing.