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I could tell that these advanced topics were totally new and foreign to them, so I thought I would make it look like I came up with non duality by myself. They were still unimpressed with my wisdom as well as their dwellings

So I made a mistake. I have two Colorado Toads (Bufo alvarius) that I would like to return to their natural habitat, and I'm looking for help in doing so. I ordered them online without thinking it through. At the time all I was thinking about was my desire for 5meo. I've been trying to source it for a long time, so when I received an email from an online reptile dealer that they were in stock, my thinking was "they will be gone in a moment, I better act quickly", so I jumped on it immediately. Now that I actually have them, I realize that I don't have it in me to milk them and keep them for my own selfish purposes. I acted without fully thinking, and I regret having them in captivity. If there is anyone that lives near the Sonoran desert area that would be willing to release them unharmed, back into their natural habitat, I would be most appreciative. I will of course, over night ship them to you, and trust in your good will.

I tried to apologize to them and explain that I am them, and they are me, and how death is an illusion, but I got the sense that they just wanted out of the terrarium

I wish it were that easy. In my state it doesn't work quite that way. Suffice it to say, they aren't being helpful.

toad liberation.. I'm aware of the possibility of someone as selfish and short sighted as myself taking the toads for themselves. I'm hoping a more conscious individual is out there and willing.

definitely recommend studying variations of breathwork, which Leo touches on in "shamanic breathwork" as one form. Also peptides, nootropic and otherwise are worth brushing up on. I respectfully disagree about the omega 3's (in quality form), as I do on the benefits of cold showers (see Wim Hof), but agree that there are no cheat codes and focusing on fundamentals, diet, routine, consistency. Speaking for myself, if I break my discipline just a little... adopt a "just this once" attitude it becomes a slippery slope and one bad choice cascades to many. Routine and consistency are everything.

It's the common motivator... what truly "makes the world go round"