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https://www.reddit.com/r/QAnonCasualties/ Qanon is tearing families apart. See for yourself.

Wake up sheeple! It must be the satanic baby-eating aliens.

Stop constructing and start deconstructing.

I can't cry even if I wanted to. It sucks. Would love to cry but it just doesn't happen. And then I get angry.

So, today I realized how important self-love is. This might be the biggest insight I've ever had. Basically, self-love is what I've been looking for all these years. It's the only thing that actually makes sense. Learning to love oneself is the most important thing in life. Life is not about relationships. It's not about carreer. It's not about enlightenment. It all boils down to self-love. It's something you can't lose, it's the rock-solid foundation of everything in your life. There is nothing as worthwhile to do. So I'm looking for ways to fall in love with myself. I want to give my whole life for this. Any tips, techniques, exercises, perspectives? How does love even happen? What does it mean to love? Also realized that for some reason, love widens your perspective and expands your consciousness. Don't know why this happens but it seems to be the case. Be more loving towards yourself & the world and see how your mind expands. It's like magic. Can anyone explain why this is?

Yes. Even if I knew all that, would there be something else "to do"?

I have no idea but I kinda hope love will show me that. I don't know who I am. I don't know if there is even a way to find that out. I don't know if there is "an awakening". I don't know if there is a God. I don't know if there is a Truth. I'm getting tired of thinking and self-inquiring. I'm getting tired of trying to figure myself and reality out. It seems to be leading nowhere. Might as well just love.

@Nahm Seeking, knocking, becoming... I'm just gonna go ahead and love myself right now.

@Moksha Okay, thanks.

@Moksha I'm tired of thinking about enlightenment and "once I'm awake there will be love". I just want to love myself as I am, and where I'm at. I don't think that has anything to do with enlightenment per se.

Go for a walk. Consciously love every tree, building, person, sound, sight, sensation, thought, feeling etc. that comes. Fall in love with every thought you have of yourself and the world, even if they are "negative". Love is the only game around. In the end, there is nothing else to do.

Psychedelics make impossible possible. They have absolutely no limits.

Yeah! I'm still feeling that way. But without the suicide-part. Not sure if it's delusional or just spiritual awakening. There is really strong intuition that something massive is coming. Like everything around you is trying to point you towards yourself. The mind and the world are collapsing into one.

That's actually been one of the key insights I've learned. Consciously love everything. Loving the bad trip, fear of death, has been very helpful. During the trip it became very clear that it was not my free will that got me there. I don't see what you are trying to point towards here.

I've had psychotic symptoms after one really bad 5g trip. I thought I could handle them but guess I was wrong. It's actually a pretty scary story. The trip started good, learned a ton, had a breaktrough... But when I started to come down, I started to recieve advanced metaphysical teachings from a TV show that told me that I have to commit suicide. Freaked out completely. I was almost completely sure that I have to kill myself. It felt like everything I had ever learned about spirituality was actually pointing towards suicide. Yikes. Had to call an ambulance. The trip and delusions ended, but I was still scared shitless. Could not believe that something like this can happen. Some weeks later, the delusions came back. Started to recieve "signs" from TV, music, books etc. that told me that I have to kill myself. Got panic attacks, felt like suicide was "pulling" me towards it, kind of like when you are on a cliff or a rooftop and you feel a pull towards the edge. Feared that I might lose control over my body/mind and actually do it. Spent a week in hospital, took pills, and thankfully the delusions went away. Things are going better now, but there is still anxiety and some moments when I fear that the delusions might come back. I think I really have to face the fear of death to get over this. So in a sense, maybe it's a good thing. It forces me to go deep within and face my fears. It's been kind of rough because I'm really interested in reality/spirituality but it seems like at least for now, psychedelics are not a safe tool for me. I always wanted to be a psychonaut. It's been hard to let go of that identity/dream. @Leo Gura @Nahm Any thoughts/advice? Should I forget psychedelics for good or just wait a couple of years? There is a belief that I can't really achieve God-consciousness without psychedelics and it makes me sad. I really want to understand reality.

I often get electrical-shock-like jolts through my body, especially in head-area, while meditating/self-inquiring. These often happen while in deep inquiry and when I manage to "touch Being". It's really hard to explain. It feels like a connection to something deeper/metaphysical that lasts for under half a second. Does anyone else experience this? Is this normal? Any idea what it might be?

@Mu_ By the way, I just checked out your youtube channel. Great stuff! Very mind-opening.

@Mu_ I'm not very concerned. It actually feels pretty natural. I even enjoy it. Just curious what it might be.

Thank you so much. This was very illuminating.

Yup. I'm at this stage. There is a really deep intuition/knowing about "deeper layer of reality" and God in my heart and I often get glimpses of it. They are like mystical experiences that lasts for like one second. It grows slowly, you learn more and more after each glimpse and your worldview/level on consciousness grows day after day, year after year. Slow but steady.

I feel like I have no idea what you're saying but at the same time I do.

Guys, go watch this documentary. It's really good.

This is true. I've met aliens in lucid dreams. First time, they represented themselves as human girls, because I would have freaked out if they looked like they actually do.

Lately I've been accessing crazy new insights & levels of consciousness. But there is anxiety. Realized that there is no "my awakening" here and "awakening of the mankind" there. All this talk about collective awakening and mankind moving up the spiral is actually ME waking up. So I have this weird fear that I might accidentally wake up the whole world and move into a new kind of reality and a new version of mankind. Feeling like my body can't "hold in" these new levels and I might leave it completely. I always thought that you should be able to awaken and still remain in the body. I'm not sure about that anymore. What should I do? Am I just deluded or what's going on here?

Don't know if this has been linked already: https://www.donaldjtrump.com/media/trump-campaign-announces-president-trumps-2nd-term-agenda-fighting-for-you/ "Teach American Exceptionalism" Can't make this shit up