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A while ago I got this weird idea and it has completely changed my idea of what a girlfriend, a boyfriend, friend, or any human relationship in general is and what is their true potential. See everyone as your partner! Literally everyone. Even those you have never met. Open your mind for the possibility that you are in an actual partnership with every person you can think of. You see, we have all these limited concepts and rules that play in our social lives. For example, we may think that there is some kind of contract between partners. There has to be certain rules, emotions and activities so that you can call it a relationship. But why? Why not just think that every person is your partner? That you are all in with everyone, all the time! The way you want to express your partnership, or love towards different people may vary, for example, at least for now, I have never wanted to have sex or a romance with a man. But I don't always want these things when I'm in a "actual" relationship with a woman either. Also, there might be women I want to have sex with, but no romance. Or the other way around. Or both. Or neither. But why say this person is my girlfriend and the other one is not? It's a lot more freeing way to think that everyone is your partner and to love everyone, and the life & world you share, and express it in a way you feel like is the right way to do it and just flow with the emotions as they come & go. Be free and let others be free. Is this not the purest commitment? Do you see what I'm talking about? Why be sad thinking "I'm single" or "I can't find a boyfriend" when you could just be lovers with everyone? It's hard to explain this idea in a way I see it myself but I hope that you understand what I'm trying to say here.

@Scholar You sound like you have a chili pepper in your ass. You really are a scholar.

Everything is spiritual if you're not a pussy about it Lyrics are only a part of the song. The artist might not be able to express their deepest feelings by words. Don't be afraid to find the beauty & consciousness in the instrumentals, even if you don't see what you are looking for in the lyrics. I'm not starting an argument, just giving a perspective in case you find it useful. By the way, some reggae artists are quite spiritual:

Psychedelics play a major role I believe. Some caveman did not just get randomly enlightened and start teaching others and create yogic science They just realized that certain plants make you feel weird and started to eat them to make life more cool. Then life got REALLY cool. And now we're here. Doing the same thing. Actualized.org is basically just cavemen taking substances and doing other weird things that make life more cool. We are the primitive fuckers.

There is some weird energy thing, or blockage in my body. I don't know if it really has anything to do with energy. I don't even know if there is such a thing as energy. But this feels like a correct way to describe it. This has been going on for like a week. Basically I feel like there is some kind of blockage somewhere in the body. I feel a 'lack' in energy, mostly in the spine area and also in my head. It kind of feels like constantly being at the edge of an orgasm, but not being able to 'get there'. It's driving me crazy. My body feels weird and I'm having trouble experiencing pleasure. I feel like I can't really feel true pleasure & joy if the blockage isn't released. I'm pretty sure that it will pass so I'm not scared or anything, mostly curious about what this might be about. Has anyone else experienced something like this? What can cause these kinds of blocks? What can I do about it?

@The Don

@martins name By the way, before this started, there was a certain change, or opening in my sexuality. I became more conscious about my sexuality and also let go of some of the fears and insecurities. There was a deeper understanding of sexuality in general, how it's not just about bodies - in a sense, the whole universe is sex. Do you think this might have something to do with my blockage? I'm thinking that perhaps the blockage was there already but I just became more conscious of it. Does this make sense to you?

@martins name Thank you

What a beautiful way to stay stuck and limit your perspective.

This question popped in my head a few days ago: is truth discovered, or created? You see, let's say that truth is discovered. But then I can ask again, did I create, or discover this answer? And then I ask it again. And again. And this goes on for infinity. Maybe I say that it is created. But did I create, or discover THIS answer? And then I ask it again. And again. And this goes on for infinity. Maybe it's a choice. But that would mean that it's in fact created. But again, did I create, or discover the truth that it's a choice? I don't know! Or do I? I don't- I can't... FUCK! Do you see what I mean?! And why am I even talking about this? No-one can help me! Dear God almighty, what have I stumbled upon?

@Inliytened1 @Nyseto Thanks to both of you. I'm actually very happy that I came up with this question. It made it very clear that I can't "go further" with thinking & rationalizing. I'm staring at a brick wall and the only way forward is to realize that there is no wall. Now I see the Way.

Life is so great. New horizons forever and ever.

I like this a lot. Makes me thirsty for what is beyond the mind and reasoning.

Do you really think this way or are you trying to prove some point? Are you trying to show off your ability to remain neutral & pick different sides in these problems? If you are, there is no need for that. Everyone you are talking with here can do that. You are not helping anyone.

Exactly. And a not so peaceful example would be the thousands of people who were shot or executed by cutting their heads off with a guillotine when stage orange emerged in the 1700s France. Not pretty. But one could say we owe much of our freedoms today to those murderers.

This is obvious for everyone who actually understands the model. But it's not an excuse to ignore the shortcomings of lower stages. At some point, yes, but we need to use these models to get to that point.

More or less green. And surely there are individuals from other stages in these groups. Green is not some heavenly group of angels and a complete end to violence and other devilry. You just have to realize how much more stupidity and devilry there is in the lower stages.

Hmm. Is Truth discovered or created? What is the difference?

A few days ago I wrote to the board "truth that feels good". There was an instant shift in my perception of reality. There really is no objective truths. I am free to use my mind/beliefs/perspectives the way I wish to. I am free to choose my own truth. I am the master of my reality. I can't fail and there is no judgement. This is love and freedom. @Nahm Thank you so much for everything.

@LfcCharlie4 Yeah Black Mirror is great. It's weird how conscious, or deep some of the shows on Netflix are. DARK is a very good show too. It's about time travel. Mindfuckery at it's finest.

@peanutspathtotruth @LfcCharlie4 @Nahm Have you guys seen Mindhunter on Netflix? It's the best show I've seen so far. It's based on a true story about the emerging of criminal psychology in the FBI in the 70s. The story is about a small group of agents who began interviewing serial killers in order to gain understanding of the psychology behind violent criminals. If you love psychology, good acting, good dialogue, great characters and interesting & a little dark themes, this is a show for you. Can you see the love in a serial killer?

@SirVladimir So you wrote this? Very beautiful. It's hard to describe how these words make me feel. Joy, Truth, Love. Thank you. I will absolutely check out your book some day.

I love this.