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@Mesopotamian This is my hometown: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oulu From my experience, spiral development is centered around Green and late Orange here. Both in quite healthy manner. Blue is also mostly healthy. For example, most curches are a mix of Blue and Green.

I wouldn't call it "great awakening", and it has nothing to do with external projected ego. But there are shifts happening in the perspectives in the collective part. Especially in the last few weeks. Covid is loved and accepted. Taliban is loved and accepted. You may not see it on social media, but you can sense it.

I had a great experience today. A few hours ago I was out, walking. I was listening to Michael Jackson. It was dark and beautiful outside. I started thinking about the pedophilia allegations. Rather than feeling disgusted, angry or fearful, I felt great love and compassion for him. Whether those allegations are true or not, whether Michael Jackson was really a pedophile or not, whether he actually raped children or not, I still accepted it. I dissolved into his music, saw the great inspiration and beauty of it. I loved and accepted him as he was. I accepted pedophilia. I felt such powerful love radiating from my heart all around me. I loved every pedophile in the world. I accepted them as they are. I fell in love with all of it. The weirdest thing was that I also accepted and loved my own pedophilia. Even though I'm not a pedophile! Hard to explain. I accepted it as a part of myself. It was like my mind did not understand that I am one with all, but my heart did. Right after, I looked up to the sky and saw green aurora borealis shining, as if they were radiating the same love. Damn.

@Endangered-EGO You misunderstood it. Of course Of course "Endangered ego"

This right here is the unconsciousness and delusion of conservative worldview we speak of. You see the "western culture" as objectively superior because you are looking at things from the perspective of "western culture". Of course. How could it be otherwise? Don't you see how obviously biased your worldview is? Actualized.org is actively dismantling exactly these kinds of delusions. So it's obvious why you don't like the way things are done here.

"Whatever you imagine."

So many people refer to vibration. "The universe is vibration, we are vibrational beings, we can raise our vibration" etc. I understand that for example sound and light are vibrations, in a physical materialist context. But I do not understand why for example, my direct awareness appearing as colour, sound, emotion or thought is often called vibration, as these things don't seem to be happening in a space where a thing could vibrate. Get what I mean? It seems that in this context vibration must mean something else than a certain type of movement. I don't sense anything I would call "movement" or "vibration" when I experience a thought or an emotion. This is especially clear when someone says "the universe is vibration", because then space and time would be the vibration itself. So what exactly is meant by vibration?

I'm pretty sure that there was either some advanced technology or highly evolved beings. They are just way too massive and geometrically accurate. The idea that they were built as tombs for leaders is also kind of silly. To build something like that, with or without advanced technology, would require some serious inspiration. I'm talking something divine. Imagine for a moment what it would take today even to get enough people to agree that something like that would be worth the time and energy. And then actually manage to get it done.

@Goldzilla @AndylizedAAY @The0Self @hamedsf @Nahm You guys misunderstood what I was asking. I get that the 'state of being' or 'emotion' is called vibration, but what exactly is that vibration? Why are they not just called 'state of being' or 'emotion' then? /\/\/\/\/\ <---- what is the "up" and the "down"? If that right there was a feeling of anger, what would that vibration be 'made of'?

https://youtube.com/c/JCSCriminalPsychology Very well made videos, dissecting real cases and the behaviour of the suspects, using actual footage.

Leo, along many of the forum members, understand the value of those things I see you mentioned here: democracy, capitalism, individual freedom, etc. For me the difference seems to be that you look at things from the perspective of these values, and Leo and others from a perspective above, from a wider context. This is why you feel threatened. On this forum, these values are not suppressed, as you experience it, but simply seen from a perspective above. Democracy, capitalism and freedom of speech are not the core values of Actualized.org, this forum, nor the later stages of the spiral. But to say that Leo does not value these things is a great misunderstanding, as they literally make Leos life work possible.

I am right now imagining you reading this sitting on a quite expensive black office seat, in a fairly small room. There is a desktop computer, not a laptop. There might be a bookshelf left from you. This room is on the second floor of the building. Am I imagining it the way the imaginary Leo would say is correct or in a way he says it's incorrect? Edit: Actually, don't answer that because if I were right, I would have a panic attack.

@Someone here Many of us here on the forum has gone through suffering, even the most intense forms of it. We understand how you feel. I've personally had drug & alcohol addiction, depression, anxiety & panic attacks, even psychosis. Nowadays I'm feeling better than ever. Eager to see what life can be for me. And I want you to know that this is possible for you too. However bad it may see, there is always a better perspective, a better feeling thought. Right at the borders of your focus, there is an infinite amount of good-feeling thoughts and perspectives. You are free to choose which ones you most desire. Do you recognize this? Do you recognize that your mind literally creates your experience? Set the intention, feel into your body and you will find the relief. You are an emotionally guided being. What you desire most above all other experiences, things, and people, is to feel good. You will even choose feeling over your ideas of truth. This is not a mistake in you, nor some kind of hedonist philosophy - this is the very Truth guiding you. This is what Nahm refers to as the "sense-ational guidance". The most direct communication with the divine is via feeling: "Joy, truth, love. These three are interchangeable, and one always leads to the other. It matters not in which order they are placed." To put it as simply as possible: when you feel bad, that is the soul telling you that you're off from your true awesome self. When you feel good, that is the soul shouting YES! "Feeling is the language of the soul." When you are done with suffering, you will begin watching your mind and feeling. It will all become very clear step by step. Your philosophy turns inside-out. So far, most of it has just been emotional baggage. ^ Something is lagging here so for some reason the link goes for some Aaron Abke video even though it's not what I linked there. I don't know if it's just on my end.

Are you really in full awareness of you being One with everything or is this just a belief you have adopted? For me it seems you're taking your thoughts too seriously. If you feel like praying, then do it. If it's inspirational or gives you that depth/connection to life, do it. It's always the feeling you're looking for. The guidance/divinity is accessed through feeling and intuition. Praying and really feeling into it will make you go right up. But thinking and theorizing about it won't.

When you drink alcohol, you don't realize that brains don't exist and the whole substance is just imagination.

Psychedelics are really not 'drugs' to be honest. The moment the molecules bind to the receptors, magic. I sense and understand your doubt and certain fear. It's okay. No reason to be attached to this idea of psychedelics being some ultimate tool and that nothing else will 'get you there'. It feels off because it is off. You might experience certain pressure on using psychedelics on this forum. It's okay if you don't feel ready. You don't ever have to use them again if you don't want to. Your wisdom is still valid. You are still valid.

@Waken Been realizing the same thing lately. It's funny how people don't see the power and simplicity of this message. Only a fool would "work on traumas" rather than this.

The Beatles & Hendrix were truly a blessing, pawed a way for others, like these guys for example, whose music you might like if you enjoy progressive/psychedelic rock. The guitarist/vocalist is pure talent. Probably the best finnish guitarist to date. Sadly, he committed suicide after only three albums.

What do you mean by "woke"? Which "metrics" do you use? What makes you say this about Jesus? Can you point any parts in the Bible that would be most helpful in order to understand his life/teaching better?

Yes If I was a dark being with crazy spiritual technology, I would just plant some unconscious beliefs and ideas on people who already have dysfunctional egos, such as Trump and make them fuck the shit up. Actual devil/ego is not interested in drinking baby blood and performing satanic rituals to take over the world. It just unconsciously acts in ways it has learned in order to survive. How exactly could ego be conscious enough to worship itself?

What are these principles you are talking about?

@Shmurda Did not hear a voice. There was a union/awareness beyond subject/object duality. Simply just realized that there is one Mind, where "separate minds" are all shared/unified. When I "got there", I was greeted by four distinct energies, or beings. Recognized them as Leo, Nahm, Jesus and Buddha. They spoke a language of pure love and consciousness. They said something like: "Congrats! We were waiting for you." This was not a sound or any sensory experience. Just consciousness/energy/vibration.

It's okay to be lost. I am too. I have no idea what's going on, who to believe, or what even "a belief" or "knowledge" is. I've even had direct experience of certain "super-natural" things, such as telepathy, but I still don't really know or trust this stuff. It's good you were honest and explained how you got angry. I bet that felt good, being honest is kind of purifying. I've lately been following feeling and the purification that comes with it. It's a lot more fun and pure than trying to "know" and "be right".

Yes, that resonates. The name was a bit longer though, reminded me of the name "Galadriel" from LOTR. Where did you get "Gadu" from?

Stories tell that Neem Karoli Baba would burn through other people's karma by eating food. Dude died from a diabetic coma. What a selfless, fat angel.