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I have to bring this up. Leo, I think you should pay attention more on how you say certain things. Above, your words seem to convey that 5-MeO or other psychedelics would be the only way to experience Infinity and such mystical insights. "Of course others are bullshitting or just conceptualizing." I get that you hold psychedelics as one of the best tools for mystical insight, but it is not the only one, and I think you should see how some people might go for psychedelics too deep and too early when they see you saying stuff like this.

Abraham Hicks.

Words like "transpersonal" "integral" or "holistic" might help you find what you're looking for.

@en-el hak This might be simply that you know who you don't want to be (your father) and thus when you are with women, this "I don't want to be like my father" comes to mind as these images. You might resist becoming a violent person so much that the subject of violence slips to your mind when you meet women. I don't see anything dangerous here. I assume these kinds of unwanted thoughts and images happen to most of us at times. Sometimes we push certain thoughts away so much that it actually strenghtens them.

Is it just an image in your mind, or is there any desire or drive to actually do so? Do you feel aggression?

@SQAAD Do you see that you could completely let go your thoughts about all these horrible things you believe are happening and could happen to people? Do you see that "murder", "mexican cartels", "war" and "torture" are thoughts, images appearing right here and now, and that you could completely let go any reality you give to these thoughts? Why would you be thinking about stuff that makes you feel bad? You probably have some kind of philosophy. "I need to think about this because otherwise I would be in denial, that's selfish and egoic" "I need to think about it because it can happen to me, I need to be ready." Do you really want to think about this stuff, or do you think there is something to gain in doing so? That there is a need in your existence, and if you don't fulfill this need, you might somehow fail?

This is what Actualized.org is missing. Actualized is too much focused on goals, development, growth etc. It misses the moment-to-moment playfulness and well-being.

I know from direct experience this is not true. Your views on sex and intimacy sucks.

Don't take it. I'm guessing there is a reason you are taking antipsychotics. This is not at all a good situation for psychedelic use. Antipsychotics affect the same receptors as psychedelics. Don't mix them. This is not a good combo. You don't need them for divine guidance.

I've never really practiced it. It just happens. If you're interested in lucid dreaming, just set a clear intention in your mind to experience it. Clear intention is the first step. The next step, write it on your dreamboard. Third step, start doing "dream checks". You will eventually get there. It's not that difficult. Stabilizing the dream is the hardest part.

Hard to explain. They respond to your desire instantly, meaning if you for some reason want to focus on certain body parts for example, they will make them bigger or even twist their bodies into impossible shapes and postures. There is no shame from their part. They offer whatever you desire without hesitation.

Yeah, I get you. Sometimes the sexual energy / desire expands beyond usual limits. I can feel intimate with art, for example. I am no stranger for sexual weirdness. I've had sex with aliens in my lucid dreams. They are blue humanoid beings who can shift their physical form at will. Pretty crazy shit. They've actually helped me to open up my sexuality.

@LordFall I see the beauty you're pointing at. Thank you.

So weird how different people are, socially and sexually speaking. I'm shocked how much energy and time some of you boys here put into this. I mean... Sex is great, but holy shit are you taking this seriously. Sex isn't that good. So much work for such a little reward. Or maybe I'm just a low testosterone beta male.

I don't know if there is any reason or mechanism to it. My best guess would be that there is a sense of lack / need, and one tries to feel complete by bying into all kinds of narratives and stories.

By the way, this is very good. Been there too. This is a sign of growing up. I may even delete some of my posts like a few minutes after posting them, because I realize it was not sincere and honest. Don't be too hard on yourself.

Come back to feeling and breathing. Don't "meditate". Just breathe and feel. In feeling, you will see this is a nonsense narrative, and there is nothing for you to gain in holding it. And try this:

Yeah, I see the same thing. We are not really appreciating the whole spectrum of sexuality and intimacy on this forum. Intimacy and romance is like an ocean of rainbows. I see a lot of people trying to make sense of this beautiful mess, to make it more digestible. I get it, sometimes it's scary to let go of control. But IMO the true Game is going with the flows of it.

I can see a future where there is no laws and no government as we today understand it. There will be a lot less human bodies walking around. There will not be companies making food, cars, houses and guns. There will not be money, police, voting, or even universities. We will likely also be a part of a greater collective. I mean we will be with species from another planets and galaxies.

Here's a simple but effective practice to feel better. This is quite similar to the emotional scale thing Nahm often recommends, but a bit more straight-forward: -> Find a pen and a piece of paper. -> Write down any good-feeling thought that is true to you right now. It would be good to write at least three thoughts you find even a little bit joyful, relaxing, inspiring, happy. ("True to you right now" as in anything that you can see and feel with clarity in your mind and body in this very moment. Literally anything, such as "it's a nice weather today", "tomorrow I will eat a good meal", "maybe I can create a good life for myself", "it is possible that this certain person likes me", "I learned something new today", "I like the Lord of the Rings - trilogy" or maybe "it's okay if I don't feel like going to the gym today". Simply, anything that is true to you here-now and feels good.) It's that simple! Try it! You will be feeling better right away.

Would you say that projection is not only a psychological/emotional 'thing', but also metaphysical? What I mean is that perhaps there really is no such thing as "an asshole dad" or "lunatic low-conscious narcissistic president", but really only projected images. More fundamentally, not even 'another person', only projection.

Have you ever wondered what money really is? Where does it come from? What exactly is the monetary system based on? If you have, and you want answers, watch this: If you are new to this, get ready. It's quite freaky. This is one of the most critical problems humanity is facing right now.

Perhaps Love = Freedom Perhaps war is something we have been choosing in our freedom. Sometimes I get a sense there are some unconscious beliefs we humans seem to hold, beliefs such as "need exists", "separation exists", "judgement exists", or "conditions exist". And as we get lost in these beliefs, as we keep telling them to ourselves and teaching them to our children, then, war and such just seem like the next logical step.

@nuwu I have no idea what you are saying but keep the cute anime cats coming