zeroISinfinity

Leo is you, you created Leo to discover yourself as Love.There is no distance btw him and you. Since it is all One. So since Leo is you, you are judging and hatin' yourself. This is why when you typed that comment you felt like shit.

One Infinite Love. Ok we done that part. I asked all these questions when I was a kid. Why? Have no idea. Not normal kid that's for sure. Picked forum handle with a big reason for it always nice getting mentoined in vids. ❤️

Looping back to you. Yeah always, that's how mindfuck of a thing this is. Just....

@zeroISinfinity Nothing =Pure Infinite Love =God That's why dream is effortless. ? But also comes with some otger stuff. Hehe will not tell discover yourself not on list anyway.

Best name on forum @zeroISinfinity. Ok lets continue watching. Just fucking shocks me my contemplating and actual experiences we all get to same conclusions. WTF.

Wish you actually becoming that what @erik8lrl speaks about. Hey I am not on the list I can't explain it, sorry. But sadghuru is lol.

I love you so much. Thank you! You are correct. Now to prepare for her. Atm she is nit my main worry but lets enjoy this sweet period before storming ahead. Awesome passanger she will be.

This hurts. ? I guess nobody does not even my dog listens to me. ? Oh c'mon I am Not evil. I am good guy I really am. But if you turned me down and I am back being 22 years old I will try everything to get you. I really would. OMG she doesn't want me, really? What. Was prideful I guess, still am to some extent. I know. People here /eastern europe are beautiful and there is no doubt about it. Typical Aries. With aries firm hand and your word must be last like must be or she will leave you. There is no mystery about it. Always lije to be a boss and No1. "to be his slave". There is a lot of that here you know in rural areas. It is sad thing. Women out up with a lot of crap just to keep family together. So mistress wise guy here. ? Normal one, don't want slave or low quality women. Want equal and I got her. That's easy but doesn't bring good to both at all. So I indeed care. Not jerk.

Yeah it is. I can make you to lose your temoer quickly and you will honestly say what you think. You can do same with me. But with her it is effort. It really is. Yeah I get it. She has quality I have it too and I don't want cat and mouse. Want real authentic deal with no games. Yes requires emotional labour. Once I break her out, all her crap will go out and I will let go of my crap too. You are mature women it's so easy with your type but these water signs so darn difficult yet so God damn attracted. It will be fun will lose my hair. ?

Irl we would lets say argue like this and I will go on her nerves so much until she losses temper and I will burst in laughter. She will hate me for a moment but will hug me in the end and say don't do it again. ?

Quite honestly I am getting healed from her. Returning my authenticity back kinda lost it. I am really greatful for her. Much more then any "Self Realized" mofo there is. Probably on of the fewest peeps here who really understands "schizo". ❤️

@DrewNows I take her as boss here. I bet that she understands Sagi doesn't like authorities from above.But are good friends. Like this dynamic. Rebel.

Well that’s true. Yes there is negative side, yes there is. She is not capable of putting real arguing with me like you are and I like that very much so. Finally, this is what I like. So miss that. Imagine how I feel. Want to work on that with her but atm she is not capable. Well quite actually I don’t. I like honesty even if I am full of shit I express it. Not wearing god damn mask I hate lies and deceptions of all sorts. Well. I don't but I bother with her. I am passionate love to understand and learn, what I love I care about. Well yes that is true. I sound so arrogant pisses me off. YES! You nailed it. Absolutely true. I so love you.

First hoorey I love you so much. Oh finally someone to talk to. We will be good friends. Yes. I agree on this. But lets say once again as man you can also position yourself too. If I am honest I also look for quality of women. Ofcourse will never marry "easy women" lets define it as such. So I am aware of that, my forum mistress started loving you into pieces. Just objective outlook if I am ought to make comparisons. I have high value and that's true. I am not ashamed of it. Yes, well have to meet her again. Have to take her out tonight. Well I am a real man have all qualities of grown adult man.Run through a lot of shit in life I am able to take care of a lot of people not just a single women. That's a man. Maybe I sound silly and childish a bit but regarding life I am master. Real leader natural one. This is true. I agree on that. I really do I agree. Mostly man are lazy regarding sport. Once they finish schooling and find jobs nobody plays any sport anymore. But Indo even to this day. Nothing better then basketball to clear your mind.

Eh ok will help you out @Raptorsin7. But I promisse blood and sweat first then sweet part.Meet ya at journal ask any question will answer. Roulette spins. Oh boyo everyone becomes shadow GrandMaster copycat. There’s only one Shadow GrandMaster and he's da best. Enough with paying respect to GM.

@erik8lrl Always nice being blacky is it. ❤️

Get off your ass and whatever you beleive you have to do just do it. You still want things handled to you on silver plate.

Will shadow GrandMaster help. Polar bear is off.

Yes it is. Really is. I struggle a lot. That's true. Well she forces me to think about it. Is she really the one. Yes she is that's the worst part. But for it I have to learn to be calm and patient which is against my temper. I am afraid that at one moment I will snap and say "I don't need this at all and swearing part starts". For warrior type any sort of cage is unnatural and he reacts against. Doesn't mean warrior is bad it's just so against my nature. So I am forced to mature in that way and find inner strenght to accept "faith". See that is amount of how much I am spoiled regarding women. For me that's ok. Nothing extraordinary but I forget to see how it is for anyone. Ungreatful. Neither do I, takes a lot of adaptation for match to be a match so a lot of work from both sides. Even in friendship tgere is adaptation. Yup. Here friendships are bit more longlasting. Still friend from most people I went to school with. Dunno how it is in US. Yes that's true.

Yes that's true. Irl I flirt all the time. Why? Have no idea. But I indeed like women, I beleive they are so under appreciated and are not respected the way it should be. By society, by men etc. So not really an evil guy. Spoiled in that regard and many otger I guess. Keep that man! But lets look situation in realistic way. This country is no where near developed. So I look good, I am smart had (I have to start all over that again) my own buisness have car apartment and house. So by standards of my country I am rich dude. Also I am dream of every woman here following their survival logig and socio economical situation here. So ofcourse I am spoiled. Why would I care when I can always can get new girl? So right now I am cooling off, of all of it need some time to re adjust and re calibrate. People don't know but when I become self realized from my perspective I was 80 years old already. Already achieved and experienced life and was ready to give it all away. So once again I am here "to dream" but what already experienced it?!Even all nasty stuff which most part of my life was. Women here care a lot about their looks you know that. Way more then american women. Yes that's true. Hahaha.

I don't chase at all that's the God damn problem.It really is other way around. Just saying could do it. When I was like really young I did. Did cheated I always say my college years real sodom not really proud of it at all. As time passed and I grown in wisdom I become very very loyal. Lets say in spiritual quest pretty much I become monk like so chasing skirts kinda not so true. My lady Piesces seduced me not other way around I just have an illusion I did the work. This holds true for pretty much most women. If there is any resemblance of "going serious" I will always go for replacement. This time I am caught. She wants that from very start well it's obvious and problem is, she is perfect for that. Literal match. 2nd problem is I am. Really inloved with her so will not cheat her for any women. She forces me into some. Sort of "sorting myself out" about some.deep issues. I have. Shadow issues.

Already had pretty good chance to cheat on her but I didn't. There is one girl on work where I know I have like pretty pretty big chance and if I decide I can have her but I really like my piesces for some reason. Is that Sagi love for underdog I dunno. Protective nature too?! I dunno. I got. Myself into something that there will be no escape possible at all. She will exploit all. My weaknesses because it's very natural for her.

Well how to explain it. She is way to submissive /feminine or afraid I dunno to be honest with me. "Nervious" episodes are when she gets honest but she wants to escape. That's why crying. She is unable to put arguing with me. She is able with everyone else at work with her friends family but not with me. I melt that solidified version of her so fast. Melted version her looks so manipulative to me. But she indeed likes me. That's why mindbend. I agree with this so much. That's why in bed she is so loving caring etc. Pleases me so much. But I like that. Very very feminine. Oh boyo scorpio women, they can be really really crazy already said that. Also high temper. Yeah we are like that lol. Haha. I guess it's not. Sagi is capable of cheating so not a suprise.

Well I like that to be spontaneous. Don't like forced things.Nothing pre planned. If I see somewhere something for her I will buy it. I like honesty in everything don't like theatre play. Well we are in phase of getting to know each other. Most of the time I beleive she is confused. Because I am unsolvable enigma for her too. Many of her tests are for that reason, trying to figure out details. Yeah it's true. It really is. But I never ask For that. Ok will get use to. Ok I am Inloved with her I really am. I want her as just gf and she wants serious relationship well I guess can't be womenizer forever. Uffff

Haha It really is not. Just got suprised. She really didn't had to. I mean I could done it today. There was no need. But who knows, well discovered where new place for coffee jar is, so I am ok. With it all. Perfect match phase. Yeah villages. All grandsons and granddaughters under one roof with grandma and grandpa whole summer. So god damn cool.