zeroISinfinity

Holy fuck for a second I tought I posted wrong video. Then I remembered it's from YouTube. What a releif. My videos are not allowed on youtube. So close. Almost got heart attack.

Yes my friend. I can't claim fingers as mine. But fingers and what fingers can do it's all love. Pure Love. Actually not as concept or philosophizing. Relative is also Love. Just so peeps don't become ? and start flattening their life.

So my ninja fingers are toughts? They are quite actual. @SoonHei I love you.

There is a big difference btw philosophizing about this and actual stuff. Actuality is divine.

I feel all physical bodily stuff as Love. Formless flows throw it. To burn myself up in fire I bet I will feel pain but why the fuck would you do it. Love body as everything else.

I don't feel as human, man. Including all physical pain. I don't actually feel it as pain.

It is even possible to turn physical pain into Love. To What degree I dunno really anymore. I have no idea, this stuff just breaks Everything I ever knew.

"Appearances" =actual Love. Being One is not ?

@allislove this is Absolute state of Consciousness. Your Dream is Absolute state Consciousness. No difference btw peak 5meo and this. You are no self right now.

Why be yogi when you can be Actual God.

It's all love but I have only avarage sized penis. How to love that. I want it to be bigger and wider but it won't do. Somehow I feel fearless and dunno why. Like there was never aby need for fear at all. But I told my self stories and I beleived in them. Will make dreambord. Bamboozled. Yes I am man. I also conceptualized shitload of VS through entire life. Then I realized my "cleverness" is large pile of shit. They do man. I want life of Dan Bilzerian but I am born in God damn Serbia. You are telling me I have to listen my ❤️. Oh please no. I want to be smart ass. Is there really suffering? Oh man I invested so much time and effort in that mind and I've been following it from start. Feelings, Feelings, Feelings. I am a man. I am a man. Feelings are for girls. Maybe Self is unlimited. Maybe Self is Love kind off intuit that but I am not sure. Path oh yes these spiritual practises that literally are killing me off and showing me that I am actually love. But that is not what I learned in school. I do know stuff. Bring it on. Ask me anything. God oh yes. Unbeleivable thing. How I can realize existance of it. I am an atheist ya know.All I am talented for is fast ninja hands. Oh boyo.

@Nahm this guy is just. What da. "BS yourself " etc ain't no different then me. He even admitted both are ideal. What happens when you actually love people and want to help out. Quite fascinated. Not everyone will awake to your level life coach and you have to accept realities of that. To look things from their perspective actually. I love Mr Legit. Bring it on.

Something like being in this exact same place forever tripping balls out for eternity.

What da. Holly fuck I am the only one. Maybe I am just Mind tricking itself?

Let me add that Thai trip on dreamboard. You will never know when pisces lady might flip around and go crazy. How I come up with this ideas. 24 years old 40k. Airport son get tickets and first plane to bangkok.

Yeah I do. Well most of my life. Have shit ton of actual scars. Yes I do. But I didn't runaway from facing it. Don't hiding things under the rug. Yes I treat girls like shit sometimes that's true. Yes that's the case. It is. For me life in it's regular sense stopped existing. Woken up from it. Yes Leo is fully awoken same as Nahm. Winter dude is not.

Well you reminded me of You know @Galyna regular people watch porns. I watch this. ?

Yeah I guess. Fucked up last time man. No shrooms for rest of my life or any psychedelic for that matter. I am 3. So 9 6 3.Oh boyo everything bends my mind. Tantra kudos to that.

He figured it out at start. It is so obvious but nobody wants to tell you where the problem is. WTF, whole year od repeating same old story and blah blah blah shit for 40k. 3200 per month. Waste if money it really is. Start living alone with 3k and you will heal so fast. You know what. Go to Thailand. Take that money and go for sex tourism it will cure all your problems. Without all this shitty ass talk. "Happiness" industry meds drugs all BS. Actually solve it. Psycho bubble is still Just talk. Yeah I guess. You like keeping that self image that's why. You have "Russia" problem, richest country there is yet peeps Are poor. Yeah covid. I want out too. To fuck my gf in sea. But ain't gona happen soon. Ohhh well Nahm is 7 trillion times better then wintersoldier. That's my estimate. Well I. Was just playing around. I. Don't take this peeps seriously rap man. Only 5 meo dudes and few are actually awake. Without 5 meo and if it's different time. It will be this guy over here instead of Leo. I face different set of problems it's not really this type of egoic BS.

You told him you beleive you are bipolar? Or he is suspecting you are bipolar. Meds + 4 days per week. How much money is that if I might ask. Really are just sheeps. There is literally nothing wrong with you. Iron fist polar bear love it which didn't took 10 pills in his entire life. You know Rap man. Take that money and go to vacation to somewhere else. It will serve you far more.

Thanks.for.answer. It's time to buffed Adonis comes to US and get all spiritual chicks.None of this dudes match my beauty. Awareness, Awareness, Consciousness,toughts blah blah blah know it all.

Aaaaaaaargh become alergic. Will play darts on his picture. Spiritual master (ain't gonna happen ever) which is non narcissist. Another criteria which I don't fulfill. So sad I can't help people. ?