Nathan J

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  1. @Derek White there's only 1 thing that's "consistent" in your life..
  2. @Serotoninluv thc carts are usually distilled if you buy good ones... there are terpens and liquidizers availible out there.. terpens don't sound like a good idea for free base crystals. (The vaping "disease" is cause by vitamin E acetate)
  3. @Leo Gura You can make your own dmt carts with liquidizer pg400. (Got to find the golden ratio though) and it would recrystallize in the cart, so you'd have to harm it up a bit before using it. (I'm sure it'll work with 5-MeO as well)
  4. Just had 50mg of toad venom. Guess what I found? It's fucking you. And it has always been you where the fuck do you want to keep looking? Its here. Right here, right infront your nose! Tadha! Haha the irony is deal as fuck. What a great fucking joke! In all seriousness we are presented with a choise each moment... choose truth! It lays right inside your heart! Feel yourself, express yourself... free your heart from all boundaries for them are not truth and only truth is what you desire. Love you all mfs as you have no idea. We are in this together! As One! Hahaha, enjoy.
  5. @Inliytened1 it has never been otherwise for any of us! Right here! Right now. But definitely everybody should see beyond the bail! 5 meo is amazing.
  6. @Rilles you were never born and you will never die ❤.
  7. @dinone Be. Be truthful. Be yourself. No matter what.
  8. @Inliytened1 I've had lots of mystical experiences by now. I don't think it's possible for my ego to reintegrate the old ego structures.
  9. Life is an absolute? Being Alive isn't? ? thoughts??
  10. Reality is waay to good to be true when the ego is detached momentarily from its perspective... it's way to beautiful.... it's absolute beauty... absolute love, there is no separation.
  11. I was wondering why the forum attracts so many orange people.... I mean the content Leo shares is pretty greenish yellowish turquoish... doesn't add up! ?
  12. You definitely Are Free Will Deep as fuck bro! Thanks for sharing ❤
  13. Mdma has potential.... I wouldn't consider physical pleasure the same as infinite boundless love. But when you take MDMA connect to source try to go as deep as you can. Report us back how it went! gl ?
  14. @jivvie make sure to take these medicines with absolute respect! If you are sensible to modafil psychedelics are in another realm! You had an awakening experience, don't get hang up in concepts my bro! If you live in a shitty neighbor you live in a shitty neighbor no matter how detached you are from your mind.... take care of yourself! Love your ego, your ego deserves as much love as anything else in existence! Totally stronger medicines and tools ? much love hommie ❤
  15. @Mu_ I got shelter, food, a job... what bothers my heart is that I know my infinite potential, I fucking know it and I'm not doing nothing about it.... my heart desires me to do and act upon who I am and what I'm capable of doing. Lately even my closes one's are making me see it.... Shit is crazy... already putting myself into motion!
  16. From pretty early on when I first took Lsd I shifted my perspective on what was important for me and my priorities, for the last 3 years I've been diving pretty deeply into non dual work, but haven't really done anything significant in regular mundane life. But, now that I'm getting more in touch with my heart I know I need to take care of basic aspects of life, after finishing the spiral dynamics mini series I came to see that I was and still am really focusing in the deep advanced work but not caring at all about all the other aspects of life and the spiral in general. It's hard to give value and time to mundane stuff in life when I know I could be deeply inquiring. Anyone can relate? I'd love some feedback ?? I wish you infinite boundless peace and I wish you You ?
  17. @thesmileyone was the same waay! And still am pretty Much, self knowlage and truth are my higest priority and principal of life, with that said, there is more story to be tell... you'll evolve out of your non dual paradigm if you really are committed to truth. Non duality becomes addictive as fuck and it can be use to avoid aspects of life. Until God starts telling you to move and to evolve, not to get stuck in one aspect of the truth.... The revelations that come when investigating the self and really deeply enquiring are only half of the story I been asking myself, am I really emboding truth, or am I getting stuck in the transcendent aspect of reality? It's not only about conceptualization.... but don't try to push it either, just let yourself flow... there is more to the story smiley.... let's keep walking the path ??
  18. @Truth Addict thanks for the feedback . Discipline became a problem since my awakening experiences.. already working on it, I just want to see if people have had similar occurrences after their awakenings. I stumble upon a satstang about the lack of wanting and how the whole system runs itself after these experiences. Just wanna see peoples experiences and point of view to put them into perspective for these new phase I'm going thru.
  19. Obviously there are some great energetic tools to open you up like mushrooms, Lsd, salvia divinorum, dmt... by faaaaar the strongest acting Entheogen I've experince is 5meo in toad venom form.... After a couple years of working with various molecules the ability to open up energetically and go pretty deep into being has become effortless (without mentioning purges ?). I've notice that I can get crazy deep with MJ now days.... How far can you go down the rabbit hole with cannabis?
  20. @seeking_brilliance I'm a 100% with you brother!
  21. Life is effortless, I'm pretty center and overall good. I don't have problems with regular day to day life, I just got issues following up with the easy stuff like cleaning my room, doing laundry, just basic stuff.... also my long term plans seem to be in hold. I'm not executing in my vision. Pretty much everything other than self inquiring and meditating became meaningless. But I'm ever more aware that I need to take care of that shit! I can't just tap out into being while I neglect other aspects of life... I'd like to know if anyone has experienced something similar to this and how you evolved out of it. I think skipping thru the whole spiral into the very advanced subjects makes it harder to care about the survival aspects of the spiral....