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The Bigger Picture You need everyone. Everyone plays a part. There are people who have something to give and a role to play. There is a bigger picture at play and remaining exclusive will have consequences. What I saw tells me as much, despite petty quarrels, foolishness, and silliness. Maybe it's best if we all remain silent. In our silence, an opening can be made. Our words and statements mean very little. I'm tired. I see the energy and I see the movements but I'm never angry enough. It always dissolves. I'll be forcefully isolated before I'm ever properly angry.

I believe I was unfairly banned. I was not on that discord. I made one recruit because my heart was soft toward a community I once cared for. It was a stupid, foolish decision that I'm beating myself up for. But I am a human with a human heart who makes foolish decisions. Thisintegrated made about 50 and he received 10 points for that 'crime'. I keep to myself. I'm quiet. I work very hard in my journals. It's the 'big' yet again trampling upon the small. Silencing the smaller. Ban me again for this if you like it will only prove my point since I only wish to work in peace without feeling like I'm lesser than.

Correction: Life energy has energy of 'Godhood', Greatness, Splendour, Beauty, and larger-than-life energy that demands respect and admiration, not "I Exist". Presence, which is an all-encompassing presence, would be more accurate. Correction: A Being who has not integrated life energy will attract Death energy to her. Correction - Splendour: Life energy Sublime gaze: Presence Splendour and sublime gaze is often accompanied by integrated feminine and masculine "We" and "I" I'm still on the fence as to this theory. This is a very good theory rivaling Life and Love, inspired by my partner.

I Exist and Presence are actually identical, there is no distinction. The Beings I met and what I saw in myself had divine masculine (I) and divine feminine (We) and life energy (Life) due to Presence (Love). "They are one, however, realizing their equality is no trivial matter. An ape and a human are the same thing, but it is not easy to see that. Took till Darwin to realize it, and even then many denied it. I once had a friend in middle school who denied that "fuck" and "sex" are the same thing. I tried to convince him that fuck just means sex. But he said, "No way! That can't be, because fuck is such a bad word, so it must mean something really bad but sex isn't bad." Imagine his rude awakening when he finally realized they were one So it will be with you, God, and consciousness" Leo

In a way this is a Death. I've come across Death in my path and now I'm being reborn (if I'm allowed to) as Life bursts forth. One mistake can mean Death. I feel like I've been punished for all my previous terrible postings.

Meditate for 10 minutes Read for 20 minutes Watched "Healing Core Wounds - Matt Kahn"

Many of my insights were off in my other journal, although I was integrating many core ideas such as "We" and "I". I Exist and Presence are actually identical, there is no distinction. The Beings I met and what I saw in myself had divine masculine (I) and divine feminine (We) and life energy (Life) due to Presence (Love).

@Tyler Robinson I was and am praying for you ❤️