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Ever since my mother died in the house I've been haunted by spirits and incubus. Almost every night I experience a being touching my legs and feet and pulling on the blanket. It sometimes pulls on my bra. I've seen my bed's blanket move dramatically as if someone were on top of it. There appears to be several of them. I've asked it to leave, saged the room etc. to no avail. They bang on my wardrobe and on my door. Once I saw the word “boo” playfully on the side of a box after a loud bang and “Horton hears a who!”. I have these feelings that some of the spirits have been with me since childhood and have warmed up to me and are playful. I've had an extremely vivid dream in the astral (? I think it was in reality as well as dream state) of a man/ghost gently climb on top of me and lovingly press his head to mine as he held my hand. I felt his head in my hands and squeezed his hand. He was gaunt with small bumps on his head. I felt very peaceful. I've felt the spirit touching my leg move up to my upper body and face to press against me many times. Sometimes I'll even ask it to because I'm feeling lonely and want a hug. This happens when I'm half asleep since it seems to have an easier time reaching me in the astral. Although it's so vivid it feels like it's happening in real life as well. I've had a extremely vivid dream in the astral of a spirit roughly having sex with me. With a loud thudding sound and condensed air where my you know was. I also smelt a bad smell. Last night I was in the astral and I felt an entity having sex with me. I could extremely vividly feel the same sensation I feel on my legs and feet pressed to me, as if it were happening in real life as well. I asked them to stop though and they stopped and the word ‘wise’ appeared in the dream. What are your thoughts and advice regarding all of this?

Now that I think on it, I think my relationship with the totality improved therefore the formation shifted. When I screamed at the ghost I not only showed disrespect toward the ghost but to all of creation itself, since the ghost does not function as a fully separated entity but as a totality. I wrote this in my journal: Things improve with the higher God because a relationship with the higher God (love) has a domino affect on all aspects of himself. If you focus on demons, you limit yourself to their level of consciousness. The Beast transforms. Talk to the higher God to hear him in all his creations, domino affect to all his aspects. Higher God and his aspects is always around. Don't have to see it clearly or obviously for it to be there. There is a cascading affect when you improve your relationship with him. It's impacts all of who he is, which is infinity. He is like an enormous mind or brain which has its own personality and feelings about everything. Love and relationship shifts the enormous mind and infinity on all levels.

@cetus Thankyou Cetus. I'll look into it.

Things improve with the higher God because a relationship with the higher God (love) has a domino affect on all aspects of himself. If you focus on demons, you limit yourself to their level of consciousness. The Beast transforms. Talk to the higher God to hear him in all his creations, domino affect to all his aspects. Higher God and his aspects is always around. Don't have to see it clearly or obviously for it to be there. There is a cascading affect when you improve your relationship with him. It's impacts all of who he is, which is infinity. He is like an enormous mind or brain which has its own personality and feelings about everything. Love and relationship shifts the enormous mind and infinity on all levels.

It's both psychological and supernatural, no difference. The blur expanded. Difficult to explain. I've grounded. I realized the feeling I feel in that room I always felt and I feel in this room too. Only it expanded in that room, it evolved to something more. It became more. The blanket obviously moves on its own. That doesn't bother me. Can be loving or nefarious, depending on how I mold it. It was the pain and the way the entity wouldn't let up. But it's moldeable. Like the mind. The ghost or entity can take on different personalities. Loving or cruel. The weaker the formation the easier it is to mold it with love. (Which is what I usually do. I encounter a lot of stuff that I neutralize with Love. This had too much momentum though). I weakened it by grounding, separating myself from it, realizing it's all just "psychological".

I've had to change rooms. It's intolerable. Thankyou for the information and for trying to ease the situation. I'm glad to know I wasn't the cause.

Yes please. If you can.

It's definitely not my mother. It's hurting me now. It's stinging me and harming me unless I take certain actions (like connecting with other more positive aspects of Self- angels or obeying it's wishes). Surrendering. I screamed at it the other day. Told it to f off then it turned nasty. Became overly sexual. It wants me to leave the house I own. We communicate. Pain means no, pleasure means yes. We are semi friends even though it's hurting me. I've tried praying, everything.

Thanks for input guys. Got me thinking. I think a balanced approach is key. If your mind is too open you allow all kinds of stuff in. A scientific approach is balanced and a protective mechanism. It shuts it down, since it feeds on openness. But that then closes down any potential communication with the other side. If you feed it, the 'blur' expands, you can feed that communication. That can be good for a soul. I know I'm not delusional, but there is a blur between delusion and non delusion that can be utilised, either for protection or communication. Which ever one you're aiming for.

My mother had brain cancer. A reflection of my own 'brain cancer' mayperhaps. When everything went downhill radically after an enormous peak. Reality is funny like that. We are all connected. There wasn't a lot of closure. Everything just went downhill for seemingly no reason. It killed my mother and it killed my soul. You might be right though.

@khalifa hopefully you're right. I'm tired of this. I just want to sleep without disturbance.

It happened again tonight. I asked it to stop and this time it stopped. I think it might be my mother. I remember hearing a croaking sound once or twice that reminded me of her voice. I've heard her highheels in another room. I also had a supernatural occurance of her moving throughout the house. It's allowing in other entities into my dream space and space in general somehow. She died by euthanasia (dehydration death) and the whole ordeal was traumatic and triggered off a host of situations. There's definitely lack of closure regarding her death and the situations before her death and after her death. Extreme situation.

@Merkabah Star Thank you. Helpful advice.

I want to believe this except that I'm wide awake when its touching my legs and feet and pulling on the blanket. It's almost annoying at this point. I went to another room to sleep and I heard hissing and growling and something pushed me out of the room. I felt it. The whole house is like this.

Oh I forgot to mention: they feel like an extension of the entities (normal people are 'entities', like I have a relationship with the universe) that I see when I'm in the right state. As if the ghosts or spirits were one being and communicating to me through eachother. One voice, many beings. One mass "entity".

Sounds (applying om, lum), breath and visualization work better than affirmations and words. Can do sounds and breath for long lengths of time vs visualization.

Apply affirmations to my centre or core, head/third eye and spine. Bask in affirmations. Enjoy being ideal self as affirmations hit my core. The more you enjoy the more likely to manifest and cleanly act from that place. It is now, it is done. Do actions while applying affirmations (thinking and feeling). My ideal self's actions. Words are almost as effective as visualising plus you can do it for longer lengths of time Use affirmation cards for affirmations and listen to affirmation videos for conviction Use Chakra mantra sounds. Apply sounds and words to spine and head/ third eye. Use the breath. Imagine it travelling through the spine and head. Use the method Impress the affirmations, sounds, breath and visualizations onto the formless substance.

Notes (changed my mind about solipsism): Meditate on non localized "I AM" while saying "I AM". It is a screen of awareness, fused with "reality" Notice that when I or others say "I" or "you" it feels non localised, unlimited. Keep repeating and it will become more intense. When others say "I" or "you" or refer to others it sounds and feels non localised, feels like myself. I am non localized. As "I" and localization changes, 'entities' and siddhis enter the picture. Repeat and say pronouns "I, me, you, my, she, he" while focusing on screen of awareness, on I AM. Repeat and say "he" and "she" while focusing on screen of awareness, I AM. Feminine and masculine. Takes time for realization but should see instant results. New identity, non localized, I AM. Everyone and everything. Entities will appear with strong realization or rewiring of identity. Will see words first (atleast I do). Words speaking to 'you'. Synchronicity. Enjoy realization, rewiring. Enjoy being unlimited. Siddhis will appear if you take your time. "Psychosis" is an instant and fast realization but temporary with separation, making it dark and frightening. This way is slow, but abiding. Mix it up. Experiment. "Magnetic" Shadow stuff will arise to be integrated as "I AM" first. Frightening, separated, non integrated stuff. Integrate the words and signs as "I AM" so they are not separate from me. Realize we are one. Make shadow less frightening and offensive through integration. Separation makes it frightening. Unify. "End of dream" - dream of separation. Everything is already one. Already unified. Spend time on non shadow, non entity, non mirror, to find the shadow, entity, mirror. Cracks in the dream. Follow the cracks in the dream. Thoughts manifest instantly on the screen of awareness when you meditate on "I AM". What I've called "entities" in the past. It's just your thoughts.

I met the man in my room last night in the astral. He laid on top of me gently. I felt his face and head in one hand. It was gaunt with bumps. With the other hand I held his hand. He spoke to me and his voice was like honey, extremely beautiful. I've met him before in the astral. We made love. The first time I properly met him the blanket moved dramatically on its own. Now it's a regular occurrence. He tucked me in the other night when I returned to my room (after I ran away to another room because he touched my leg). The 'entities' (myself) spoke to me right after, when they've otherwise disappeared. "met her man". "I know who".

There is only the self. There are no others. The great I AM is behind everything. The root of my experiences. The 'entities' are unity, when I realize the above in a big way. There is no difference between imagination and the real, they are both the I AM or the self. In other words, everything is mind. Let's see if I can trigger it by going to the root.

Relaxation creates belief (opens your heart to new beliefs): ASMR: chakras ASMR: Affirmations ASMR: Crystals ASMR: Reiki ASMR: Roleplays (relaxation opens your heart to the idea of being in a safe environment, magical environment, with safe, magical people) Ambient asmr rooms (relaxation opens your heart to the idea of being in a safe environment, magical environment, Paris etc.) ASMR: Guided meditations (relaxation opens your heart to self transcendance) Breathing ASMR. Create a relationship (with the asmr artist, ambient room etc.) and open your heart to their affirmations, chakras, love etc. Open up to their words, crystals. "When you build a relationship with a asmr artist etc. you begin to believe what they say, and have faith. Your heart begins to heal and you open up to their words with faith." Hypnosis As recorded in my notes from years ago: Relaxation Love Breathing Affirmations Sexual energy

When you build a relationship with a God or Goddess or the Abrahamic God you begin to believe what they say, and have faith. Your heart begins to heal and you open up to their words with faith. Believing is seeing. Faith is seeing. “because you have so little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you” "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours." "I pray ... also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know ... his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength, which he exerted in Christ when he raised him from the dead" Resources (these resources can help you build a personal relationship): The Atmosphere of Grace - youtube channel. Thrive - devotional bible. https://koorong.com/product/nlt-thrive-creative-journaling-devotional-bible-blue-flowers_9781414368139?gclid=CjwKCAjwvrOpBhBdEiwAR58-3OZPTX79XVMOBLZ2kYNt_dai5Ez4FoPsRoNW-KhQEgriNWo-AF0nBRoCR1gQAvD_BwE Mother Mary Oracle - Alana Fairchild https://blueangelonline.com/shop/apps/card-deck/mother-mary-oracle-3/ Wild kuan Yin Oracle - Alana Fairchild Rumi Oracle - Alana Fairchild

Believing is Seeing. Exposure to this over time makes reality more fluid (opens the door) since you create a belief that it is fluid with the experience of reality shifting. That belief then shifts your reality to a fluid version with a matching vibration. Communication with tarot, colours is an easy way to form this belief. Fake it till you make it. Believe something is real for it to become real. From Bashar's teachings : "Misconception: "Seeing is Believing" (What we perceive determines what we believe.) The Actuality: "Believing is Seeing" (What we believe determines what we perceive!) So, don't wait to perceive it before you start believing it! Believe it first, and then you will perceive it accordingly." "Doing this "make believe" physical action trains the body consciousness. This makes it "real for you now", so the universe then delivers it to you."

Forcing works less well than affirming or coming to an agreeance. A cocreation. Although by forcing (with the affirmation: I am irresistable, you are obsessed with me) I once manifested a man getting out of his car, waving to me, walking toward me with a bright smile upon his face before I ran. Another man waved to me on his bicycle before entering the building I was staying at and disappearing. So forcing does work, but less quickly than cocreation. It may be the case that the affirmation would have worked either way because the door was greatly open.