Rokazulu

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  1. Of course. But, unlocking them is one thing, and maintaining them is quite another.
  2. Actually, any small step in the direction of quitting meat and eventually all animal products is good enough. Most believe it is healthier to consume a diet with meat or some kind of animal product; which is easy enough to believe in, since there is no realization or greater insight needed to continue this way. However, the truth is that every individual has the potential to live on no food at all, so long as they can find a connection to a higher source. The less able they can tap into that higher source, the less able they will be able to cut off the desire for the denser foods. For sure, the ego loses control and allows the body to wither if they do this too quickly. So go at your own pace, Maybe just try eating only plant-foods once every week. This anyone can do.
  3. "Journal Entry for Actualized.org" My dream was very good last night. I feel like I don't get enough of what I experienced in it. I am not certain if anyone is reading this, but that is alright. This helps me to guide my actions towards the higher principles in life. I have continued to work on my goal of being self-sufficient while doing my passion. It somehow seems as though I am actually getting a bit more attention for the work I do, but not nearly enough for any kind of monetary compensation. This has to be alright. If I say it isn't, then I would lose all motivation. What is not typical in my behavior is actually looking for a job on the side. I have never done this before, as i assumed I would be alright spreading spiritual wisdom through my various endeavors. Now, I no longer feel as though I am wasting my time with side efforts, because I figured I was already doing that anyways in the form of mindlessly browsing the web, playing video games, or generally just loafing around my area in meditation. Doing so, I have been able to find options such as teachings people English virtually, or testing apps/websites for companies. Haha, though of course, this too is not currently unfolding as quick as I liked. So I actually put in an application for a vegan restaurant close by. I have no expectations at all at the outcome. I figured that if God, (the All) wants me to work these jobs, then I will be given the job. And if not, then I will feel no pressure in doing anything else, that isn't my passion. But the problem is that what I like to do, is closely linked to what I believe I could do to make a living. And this means that a sliver of fame is necessary for me to make a living on doing some of the stuff I am interested in. This got me considering the responsibility of being in such a position where I had more eyes to my content. Thus the birth of this animation: If I Gained 1 Million Viewers Which of course, had no interest because I can't figure out how to game the algorithm. Or perhaps more likely, is that I am simply not ready for that experience as my content needs to improve and I need to ensure I don't give into those that will insult me for it. This idea leads into a conversation I had with my musician friend Akio Daku. Since I was wondering how much I would have to research trends, how much I had to become greedy and create click-bait titles in order to gain attention, and how much I needed to upload my material on the multitude of platforms and social media sites, in order to expand my "territory" on the internet. For him, it was not a conflict, because he considered himself an artist not a content creator. In his eyes, he was going to do his own thing whether or not it got attention, and find other ways to survive in the meantime. As well, it made me consider all that wasted time could be better used in creating more content or learning how to make higher quality content. (I suppose I have to realize I would then become a "spiritual content creator" and perhaps drift away from being an artist). It is what I am currently exploring in my life, and why I write this. But, also I am writing this for the definite possibility that you will click my podcast and have a listen, that you may engage with me and I may help you along your path either through entertainment or through wisdom. But, better still would be for you to engage with me and you may help ME along the higher path, and give me insight that would further my ability to create wealth in this world. Why so focused on wealth you may ask? The reason is because I have nearly mastered the most important portion of my spirituality. The idea of controlling one's state of being towards preference. The idea of knowing what to do, and where to be, is all in the aspect of exploration. With this in mind, nothing has to be a strain, unless it is more fun to have strain. I clearly see that if I gain an income and be self-sufficient— it would be enough to further my spiritual advancement to that of conscious astral projections, and reaching the higher densities through a much, more peaceful meditation. So long as I have this desire, my thoughts will always hold me back from feeling unworthy to be within that state of being. It is very cool! Because as soon as I made this decision I did see that I was making a little bit of money doing my endeavors. I was sent $1.80 for all the writing I have done for Medium.com. And Anchor.fm's sponsorship has given me about .88! Which means I am a professional writer, a professional podcaster, and, of course, a professional game creator. Though, the amount I have been compensated for all this work is obviously laughable, it just feels like a sign from the universe, that indeed continuing to work on my content, on my spirituality, and on my art is what will help me to be materially lifted up into a more preferable space. And at the same time, I must realize that these are all narratives I am creating in order to delay my inevitable Enlightenment in the future!
  4. All points of view exist, always. Humanity can experience the idea of holistic compassion with all life and that may be close enough, but that is not the experience of any other point of view— only an experience of one point of view connecting to a powerful energy. Higher beings can routinely observe from multiple points of view simultaneously as multiple and distinct entities. The purpose is as anything else. To see how they connect and relate to one another.
  5. Consciousness is everything and everyone, everywhere, at all times. It stands up to all doubt. Illusions are created in consciousness. Nothingness is created in consciousness. Void is created in consciousness. "No consciousness" is created in consciousness.
  6. Uncertainty is exploration. Certainty is the end of exploration. Certainty is also exploration. Uncertainty is also the end of exploration. Understand?
  7. You may, in fact, have to spin your wheels just to realize that you would rather be doing something else instead. The greater and more stagnant the confusion, the greater and more profound the realization. Make decisions with this in mind.
  8. Cleverness is like a shooting star for me— a very rare and brief glimmer of light. Perhaps talk more. The people we define as "clever" are just people who do that for a living.
  9. My art definitely could evolve more. I find it very hard to create symmetry and 3rd dimensions in art. Here is one I particularly enjoy because it was based on three separate astral visions I had in meditation: One was that of a female exploring a new dimension Another of an avatar displaying an energetic power of vibration And the third of an arch angel beckoning to higher planes These were all a good reminder of what is to come, far in the future.
  10. It may feel that way, but it is actually the exact opposite. Realize, that literally everything you do changes the entire cosmic plane. The reason, is logically connected to the holistic hologram which we all are. It was best described by the label "Butterfly Effect", wherein the fluttering of a single butterflies wings could realistically be the sole cause of a hurricane elsewhere in the world, due to the fact that energy is never destroyed only transmuted into some other cause at some other point in time. The situation is only that we are not yet sensitive enough to see the effect we are having. It is practically invisible.
  11. Not long ago I was in a church to see what was up. And there definitely is something in the energy of these places that allow people to bond with each other in ways no other aspect of society can yet do. Their hive-like mind allows everyone to be on the same page, politically, socially, emotionally, and obviously spiritually. Their only arguments are usually within trivial matters. Spirituality is such a broad stroke of the brush that it can't possibly be limited in such a way. But, I have seen glimpses of it cropping up here and there. Something like burning man gives people a taste of that, or perhaps a meditation retreat. But, still no uniformity of idea. Still in spirituality we see materialists, people who fall under left or right wing, obsession of paranoia to pure naivety. Many also, within spiritual movements are highly independent and prefer to do things their own way, which means any new kind of spiritual perma-culture organizations fizzle out as people assume they would enjoy it better by themselves. But, in time spiritually minded people will go through the thick of their darkness and loathing and will have no choice but to come together and help create a new society. Hopi "Rainbow Warriors" prophecy feels relevant here.
  12. Having focused so much on mystic wisdom, I can't help but to usually feel good about my circumstances. I am grateful for what I have, but like many, I desire far more. If this desire ever becomes expecting or demanding, I can easily fall into anger or sadness— commensurate to how long I continue focusing on those thoughts. By all accounts my past has been absolutely abysmal, and the reverberations of it linger as my current situation. It is good that now I have finally found how to more easily balance the extreme swings of the pendulum from the right to the left, often needing to compensate one extreme by using willpower to gain willpower (known as will to will) and focusing solely on my "energy field". I continue my endeavors, playing around/working out how to better my material situation and my relationship with self/other. There is nothing more I can do until I know how to do it. Knowing this has been a key to more balance in my life. You can't know until you know. So use what you believe is necessary in the moment, and you are not ever at fault. For sure, greater states of being await us all as we continue to explore the self.
  13. Media drives political divide like a weapons manufacturer drives war, or pharmaceutical companies drive illness. You will notice that more people are focusing on independent media over corporate media now though. The main reason is because they don't enjoy being lied to so often, and that it does have a lot more integration of views. This is a good start to begin the creation of a new system. Though, I imagine we still have many more election cycles to go before we even start talking about that.
  14. It is just one way of looking at our situation. Of course there are entities that feed on our negative karma, and would rather we stay stuck in the same loops as they have created for themselves, but this does not suppose that the entire universe is a trap. It only supposes that it can be made to believe that it is such. This sets up a good that has to be countered by an evil. It is not far off from any other dogma or materialist belief system that limits reality to a fight against everything that isn't the ego. Since we are God, reincarnation and karma is actually self-imposed on our soul so that we may experience what we desire to experience and move on. Anything that feels negative is not, in essence, the truth. It is merely the reflection of our collective struggle.
  15. They say to obtain rainbow body, 100% of your thoughts must be directed towards either not being there or love, light and compassion. The Tibetans certainly must be using the meditative techniques given to them by Padmasambhava, in exclusion of any other, so their mind stays focused on this result. Many people speak of densities when determining the level of God realization experienced. Rainbow Body is like a fully embodied 5th density state (non-physical plane of overwhelming wisdom/light) 5-meo-DMT is the most expansive psychedelic we currently have access to. What I am about to say, is just a made up model of what isn't at all, the actuality, but we have been told, that we can reach upper experiences of 6th and 7th density, and on some rare occasions a bit of the lower 8th density with 5-meo DMT. 6th density is said to be the experience of the higher self. 7th— the experience of the oversoul and infinity. 8th density is the next octave, and there is little point talking about it, because we barely even have the language for anything beyond 5th. But, the idea is that the psychedelic only allows you a glimpse, because maintaining such a state would take greater understanding of everything that preceded it.
  16. Yeah then say that. "I need some lazy time to myself". Honestly, going hardcore mode into self-actualization is what will make them leave you alone faster! Be free to be perceived in anyway. You can't control anyone's perception of your words but you can easily take command of your preferred state of being by using words you believe are forbidden to use.
  17. Al-Hallaj's laughing in the face of torture and death Christ revealing the light body Bodhidharma staring at a wall for 9 years Babaji living in human form for over a thousand years Certainly, every mystic is an inspiration, but the few I mentioned, are not afraid of expressing the forbidden sapor. There are more like them, but less known. I am not saying they are greater, but they inspire me towards greater heights than others have done.
  18. You are the cause, and you happen to be the effect as well.
  19. May the MERCIFUL GODS look away from my transgression, but honestly I have done most of my meetups through Facebook. Certainly, there must be other better websites you can find. There is a very high probability of a meetup in your local area. Many like to believe there isn't so they don't have to search as hard, but this is often an excuse to not have to go outside and interact with others. If there really is no meetup in your area, creating a meetup would be extremely beneficial for your community. If you are able to travel far, you can find some retreats that are free! Which to me, is always the best way to meditate.
  20. You can tell them you are busy, or ghost them, but I find it much easier on my soul to simply tell people the truth. "Forgive me friend, I need to be alone, tonight." Some will actually understand this, but most of your friends will probably not. This is alright, because you can't control their emotions anyways. So long as you know you need the time to yourself, you won't be gaslighted into being somewhere you don't want to be.
  21. Many famous people warn us that fame does nothing for one's happiness. Lao Tzu as well, gave us indication that it was a fruitless endeavor. However, knowing this, does not satiate my desire for it either. I notice that a bit of fame (wouldn't need much at all) would allow me to have more material freedom in my life. Though, I have also tried quitting social media, and even deleting most of my creative endeavors so that I would not become obsessed with the idea, but it just caused me to feel worse about my situation. Truly, connection is always needed. No one can stand alone in a hermitage for very long (unless they have esoteric ways of communicating to others) So be at peace with your desire. Know that you can't expect your actions to grant you any more or less attention than another, but at the same time, do your best in what you do so that you can improve who your are and as a side effect, some ounce of fame may occur.
  22. For sure many of us have adapted to that gratification. If you are just into some rather vanilla stuff (doesn't matter how weird/gross it gets) you can indeed limit yourself and become more meditative and realize how much better it is. As for someone like me, haha. Almost no hope of that.
  23. Is there anything that your technology can do that the other technology cannot? If not, perhaps there are ways you can make your tech cheaper. If not, perhaps there are ways you can be of assistance with their project by reaching out.