KP_Spirituality27

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  1. I made today my third psilocybin trip (quite light) I forgot that i exists at all. nothing matters to me. I just want to disappear wtf I usually spent a lot of time on the internet, but I do not want to and I do not have anything to do when i look at my hands i SEE DIVINITY, GOD something not to communicate
  2. By "enlightenment" I mean complete non-identification with the ego and eternal state of Samadhi. Do you want to have sex in this state? A question for people with both awakened kundalini, and yet without. I am asking that people who have not experienced this should not write anything.
  3. Thanks you guys for great answers. I really appreciate it
  4. i said it wrong. I mean more, do you feel like it or just do you generally have sex? or pure celibate? anyway your answer is briliant, thank you.
  5. Hey. Recently I started to practice tantric masturbation - Masturbating over 30 minutes with the imagination. The pleasure is greater than with ordinary masturbation. I do not use porn, just the sound of porn (ASMR) - they stimulate the mind. at the end I try to stop ejaculation and achieve a "prostate" orgasm and it's getting better and better. I'm only losing about a quarter of the whole semen. breathing is very important here. I feel good after such masturbation, but I feel like i can do it more and more, because I do not lose the semen and I'm horny. What do you think about it?
  6. Very valuable informations. Thanks you.
  7. thanks to masturbation you can learn to orgasm without ejaculation and extend the length of sex - do not you think? and thanks to stopping semen - you do not lose very valuable life energy
  8. Btw im on nofap for long time
  9. Thanks for you answer. Bump. Really need now knowledge
  10. Thanks you for answer. when I masturbate, I do not cum this fast. Generally, I have not had sex yet, but I am writing this post to prepare for the future. I feel that I can ejaculate really fast. I would like to learn tantric sex, in which I will not lose semen.
  11. Hello. I am trying to sleep on the back for a longer time ( 6 months ) without any pillow, but I always change positions after about 30 minutes because it is uncomfortable for me. I am very motivated and I want to build this habit at last. I have some back problems, and I feel that it REALLY can help. I have never fallen asleep on my back in my life! could you recommend or sugest something to me?
  12. Thanks you! this habit can change life!
  13. Ok. It's amazing. A 7 day sleep on the back is passing. after 6 months of trying, I said I would die or at last fall asleep on my back. I managed to sleep for 3 hours. I felt huge stiffness and all my spine. The next day, I normally fell asleep on my back. First of all - My posture is damned upright during the day. I have much more energy, despite the fact that I get up much earlier because I only sleep for 5-6 hours. Six-year spinal problems have disappeared in 80% and the condition of the spine improves day by day. I recommend to anyone who ever wonders about it. I'm surprised why everything changes so much. Maybe because I slept on my stomach all the time.
  14. I'm sorry, I do not want it to sound unpleasant, but I do not need advice right now. Only what I care about is finally getting used to sleeping on my back.
  15. Sternum only. and the pain is radiating around my diet is actually perfect imo. I eat only organic, a lot of fiber, seeds, vegetables, I do not remember when I last time ate meat, a lot of herbal teas etc. The diet will not help. in the morning there is much, much smaller than during exercises / specific movements. (like squeezing hands in front of the chest)
  16. its hard to answer... both i think
  17. I translated my problem from polish language to english.(posted it in polish forum) There we go: Hey. I would like to describe my spinal problem. Maybe someone ever met with it. I've been trying to solve this mystery since 2012, but my hands are already falling. I have 19 years. I spent my entire life at the computer in a hunched position. Unfortunately, I am unaware of the consequences that await me ... In 2012, my spine in the sternum began to ache. I started doing a lot of research. A light kyphosis and lordosis came out to me. However, it did not have too much connection with pain in the sternum. The doctors had no idea why pain was there and they sent me home. In 2015, I did a magnetic resonance imaging and showed me the dehradiation of the breast disks. I went to the doctor with it and he said that the pain would pass away and that everything would be okay. Then I gave up completely, I felt terribly misunderstood. This is a very specific type of pain, it appears in the breastbone and the surrounding area, I feel as if I was just about to break a sternum or ribs around it. Sometimes it radiates in a strange way. . The strangest thing - when i does not do a lot of moves that cause it, it completely disappears (and that's why I did not bother most of the time, but I started to practice martial arts very intensively) When it is already called by, for example, squeezing hands in front of chest (in the form of a prayer ) or through dips (push-ups on handrails) or a long time slouching, it stays for a really long period. And then for a few days, then it disappears. I have the impression that this is a real mystery, sometimes I think it can not be solved or not cured. Sometimes I have the impression that it is an inflammation of the sternum and ribs around it. But lasting 7 years? In the last few days, I have caused him to be unknowingly unfortunately, and now there is enormous pain all the time. Who should I sign up for best? Physiotherapist? or maybe someone who solves such puzzles? oh how much I would give to finally cure it ... or at least be aware WHY? Edit 1: I will add that once I felt the smell of cigarettes for a long time, despite the fact that I never smoked regularly and intuitively I have a feeling that one of the other is related. In addition, it happens (rarely) that when I get up in the morning it's hard for me to take a full breath. I feels some strange limitation, but usually after 3-5 min passes.
  18. for 5 years I have problems with spine (sternal pains). I've done thousands of tests but still doctors can not find out why I'm in pain. I noticed that the pain is stronger in the morning. My intuition tells me that I must, I must damn it try to sleep on my back. Perhaps for a reason is it so difficult to move on my back in my case?
  19. What do you mean? Sounds interesting. Tell me more please do you feel better, healthier when you sleep on your back?
  20. I read a lot. After the pernament death ( enlightenment) our energetic system awakes. Kundalini is rising. Has any of you expierenced it?
  21. Thanks you all. I feel disappointment all the time. I suspect that it's because I'm slowly freeing myself from illusion. I think that soon the time will come for my spiritual death.