Fishy

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  1. Love this book so much, reading it for the 3rd time
  2. I disagree with this, being present with feelings we try to avoid, going through them willingly will melt them away. Resistance to feelings will make them stay.
  3. Your friends and family will suffer. All is one thing/nothing that dreams it all up yes that's the absolute truth but that doesn't make the dream unvalid. It's all how you look at it. You are like a wave on the ocean, and as a wave you are not separate from the ocean. The ocean is consciousness and you are part of it. What is experiencing Shaun is consciousness, it's what's looking out and observing it all that is the same for all. You still are a wave and there is other waves on the ocean. (people and other expressions of life) This is a good thing. You are not separate from it all. There is the absolute level and then there is the relative level. It's not like know you know the truth fuck the relative. Even if you are enlightened you still gotta pay the bills and do ordinary shit. You just gotta keep on going through this man, right now you have a very bleak perspective on this thing but if you stay with it and accept it it will get better I promise. It could be the best thing that happened to you. IF this is all fresh for you I can understand it can be difficult. I'm 30 now but when I was 17 I had my mind blasted open on a huge dose of shrooms totally unprepared and it shattered my worldview. It was terrible at the time but I integrated what I learned and now I'm glad that happened. Dont kill yourself. And one more thing, I read some of your other posts. If you where the only person like sopilism, there is no way you can know and it doesn't make a difference anyway. + if you don't know that others will suffer or not, well than there is the chance they will right? Don't take the risk. Your post really hit me man since I've been in a similar place, it can get very dark. You can talk to me if u need someone to talk with.
  4. Have you tried keeping your awareness more in the body than in the head area? This and focusing on the breath to drag my awareness into the body has helped me alot to have a less noisy mind.
  5. Yea psy festivals are lots of fun? Don't agree tho with what you are saying that ego can't pretend at events like this. There definitely are alot of pretending goi g on, but still lots of fun ?
  6. Don't expect anything to pass, do nothing means just that "You do nothing." If an anxious feeling is there, let it be there as long as it wants. Just observe it as it is. Either way it's not going to be permanent, nothing in the universe is permanent except consciousness itself. And if you want the feeling to pass, as it will eventually either way, focus into it. Feel where it is in the body, feel for the edges and try to relax as much as possible into the center of it. Try to feel it as deeply as u can, be interested in at. If u do this it tends to resolve, and if it don't resolve be okey with it.
  7. The universe is infinite so it must contain infinite expressions whether we label them good or bad.
  8. Something weird happened with the @user ?
  9. @Nahm @Nahm @Nahm @Nahm@Nahm As I perceive it everything is nature, even outside earth. Sun's and planets, solar systems galaxies are like organism in a way. I guess it comes down to how we define the word nature.
  10. You can sink into the judgemental feeling you get during meditation and sit with it and go into it it, let it be as it is and accept it and it might soften up or dissapair. Don't go in as with a goal to get rid of it tho, be curious and interested in the feeling. Also just put ur music out even if you fear the judgement, dear to be judged yourself.
  11. @Nahm How can something be unnatural? Or how is humanity different than the rest of nature?
  12. Good luck man, go for it. Remember there are lots of drugs out there, you will be happy forever!
  13. Try to accept that you know nothing. These are just two perspectives.
  14. The thing is Ramana never declared Papaji as his lineage.
  15. Hell yea, junglist massive!
  16. Where is the video of him debunking it? I've only seen a video where he is saying it's not true, not actually debunking. It's weird that he says he is in the lineage of Ramana when he really isn't. I don't know what to think about Mooji, maybe he is running acult maybe he isn't. He is talking some deep wisdom that's for sure, but it feels kind of twisted sometimes. Also saw this yesterday, a bit interesting.
  17. Scientology? are u for real?
  18. You worrying about it being a distraction is the distraction. Just do it don't think about if its right or not. It does not matter where you are meditating.