integral

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  1. Your lifestyle is your path of least resistance. Lifestyle is a deeply rooted personal process where it's what gives you the most relaxation and harmony with how you want to live. To compromise on it is constant stress for you because you have to use higher order brain function to correct yourself. I get impression that lifestyle is not changeable, and when we are living with someone if you're not compatible with that person's lifestyle there's really nothing that could be done. Because you have to use more energy to correct your lifestyle, this makes it so you're not enjoying living or there will be perpetual senseless conflict. Observing other peoples lifestyles from the perspective of your own lifestyle it looks like other people care about things that don't matter at all. And that they take things that don't matter very seriously. To change your lifestyle, you have to change how your nervous system responds to the environment, and this is extremely difficult. It's not as simple as two people in a relationship learning to work out in harmony, because you always have to use that higher order brain function to stop yourself from doing what you think is most reasonable. What other people think is important, for you at the nervous system level you will always view as nonsense that should not be taken seriously... Lifestyle Compatibility App Click link to interact with map.
  2. https://www.exerciselock.fit/ So this app i built will lock your computer until you exercise and it tracks your movements with camera to make sure your actually doing it (its not perfect but it provides motivation). Meditation is tracks your eyes to make sure your meditating, and sleep it locks you computer so your cant use it after bedtime hours. When i say its locks i mean you absolutely cant get around it... lol i tried. Its free. Mac only, needs webcam, all the mac laptops have it. I set it up to exercise every 45 minutes on hard mode.
  3. Watch on youtube so it loops. Loop: https://youtube.com/shorts/ogPVcIeE8a0?si=UHXN0A2q9ir5Y80X
  4. https://www.facebook.com/share/p/18rvy8aJkT/ Im happy for this because that means he's about to spend millions trying to cure this disease. This is how millionnaire money needs to be spent and they're only gonna do it if the problem is personal. If only Elon would break his back we would have a paraplegic cure within a year.
  5. I've been dealing with chronic pain since I was 21 a severe sleeping disorder that I managed to recover from at some point, recently in the past week it came back and I've been in extreme physical pain in my entire body. Everything hurts even breathing is painful. Writing this here because I cant burden anyone in real life with this problem. I made that mistake in the past there's no point. I've been ready to die for many years, today I need to do it but im scared. I don't know how to die. With my past experience, I learned how to sleep through extreme physical pain and I got pretty good at it but now I mostly forgot the technique and it might take months to relearn it. It's very difficult having to harm this body after spending so long trying to keep it healthy. I can't go to a hospital, I'm allergic to the air, they don't know how to help me. And what I need is assistance to die. it's too difficult dying alone. I don't understand why I needed to be born and I would prefer that people don't give birth to me again. Please do not give birth to me. Do not create me. Do not dream of me. This body can do a a backflip and 15 muscle ups, but it can't sleep or breath air. It's interesting that we have the freedom to die and every reason to, but we keep living
  6. False alarm guys the issue passed. I was just sick and it blocked my sleep for a week so i became unstable. What ever the issue was the body self-regulated it this morning. 😅
  7. @Natasha Tori Maru for a lot of chronic health issues. It's up to the individual to solve it for themselves. This puzzle was too hard for me to solve. I'm not gonna die tonight, this is clear.
  8. I just made this for fun. https://github.com/javalight/AutoFocusMonitor A mac app that auto-focuses the right window when you move your mouse to a different monitor. Its saves 1 extra click switching between monitors Cant live with out it!
  9. lmao i already built that one, ill release it soon
  10. New app https://www.exerciselock.fit/ Lock your computer until you exercise
  11. Them squirrels have one less terrorist to worry about Actually, I watched a video recently of what a Yorkshire terrier was bread to do on a farm to ground hogs and it's pretty brutal... 😭 But whenever she caught a squirrel, she would just hold it in her mouth and then look at me. like ??? "what R this" then she would place the squirrel down right in front of her and do nothing. The squirrel would play dead. Then, after like a minute, the squirrel would regain survival instinct, and very slowly walk away. lmaooo this happened both times. And she would just watch as the squirrel walked away, made very little sense. haha
  12. She was born with a heart condition and was given 6 months to live at birth, she lived till 13 years. I took her for 2 walks a day, she would exercise with me everyday outdoors, always running nonstop. She was having issues with her heart for the past 3 months, the vet said she had 1 week to live, i tried everything but it was progressing to fast, i needed more time to solve it. She had many incidents with her heart in the past 3 months. Today she was having issues with the heat it was making her condition worse but because im allergic to the air conditioner i thought she would make it for a few days, i was wrong. Today she ran after a squirrel and her heart stopped, i couldn't save her. She caught 2 squirrels in her life time, she tried everyday. During her final episode i held her and i knew she was not going to survive it. I tried figuring out a solution in the middle of the park but i couldn't see it. I drove to my cousins farm, dug a hole and buried her.
  13. Thanks everyone for the support! Thank you, you're so sweet 🥺 I recovered, but then I used the clarity that came from her passing and transmitted it to a healthier routine. This routine reduced forum activity and increased activity in business, meditation and consciousness work. I mourn intensely for 3 to 4 days and then I can't anymore, the body completely shuts off that process/ hormones involved and it takes significant mental work like visualizing her to then access the mourning state again. Probably a sign of a healthy organism
  14. https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BdoaVDRiv/?mibextid=wwXIfr This is a good example of bad politics caused by green projecting their values onto others. The guy in the video has some really good takes on other topics, but for some reason like many people who skew more conscious they have terrible politics like disastrous In the video, he claims that Trump is not a scan artist fascist egotistical dictator because he cares about forest fires... He thinks this is evidence... It looks so naïve. It seems he takes everything Trump's does and then projects it or sees it as face value to fit what his value system is instead of understanding why Trump is actually doing these things and of course it's because he's lying and it's all a show to push his aganda.
  15. https://lichess.org/training/9dJaD Find the best move for black.
  16. Neutering animals. If you remove a man's testicles, it destroys his hormone levels. It causes chronic depression and chronic health problems. The same thing happens to animals. Somehow this connection cannot be made by most people, because companies found a way to make a profit with group think.
  17. Every business is basically a subcategory of the attention business. It's true that you're selling ice cream, making a games or your selling self-help courses either way you're in the attention business and that's where most of your time is going to go at the beginning. It's a common trap and to make video games and to not realize that you're in the attention business and so on.
  18. Thanks guys ❤️ God she was so beautiful. A woman was there with me at the park, trying to help, she ended up consoling me mostly, i was to emotional to think or find a solution. It was best this way that she died chasing the squirrels, best way to die. 😌
  19. The thought the reason they watch him was as a circus act? They actually believe this is a healthy man?
  20. ya OOOOK the poor plot of the book is the best these unimaginative producers are going to come up with its only down hill if they attempt to deviate.
  21. There is a clear pattern. I'm not gonna deny that people tend to move away from pick up kind of animalistic kind of sex and go closer towards sex with someone you have a better connection with. Repressed shame, avoidance, disconnection "Fucking" (egocentric) taking whatever you can get Having sex sex as agreement / mutual exchange Lovemaking expression of deep emotional connection Transcendental / tantric sex as sacred union, ego dissolves I agree that there's different stages of sexual development, but that is separate from spiritual development and there's other lines of development that are also separate from that The thing here is even regardless of your stage of development. You still wanna have these different types of sexual experiences. Now when it comes to these different stages of sex, the problem with stage two stage three kind of sex is that afterwards you have a connection with a person that isn't that great, in general you're choosing a different kind of partner, but practically as people go through life, I cannot always choose the sexual development of my partner My current relationship I can't get my partner to reach stage five and I can't get them even to be in stage four consistently Some of my past relationships they were purely in stage two or stage three and there's nothing I can do about it. So when it comes to relationships and how you interface everyone around you, everyone is gonna be at different stages in many different ways and you have to come together wisely __ But above all of this, you could still have stage two sex (hook up) and fully enjoy it in stage three sex and fully enjoy it. These things don't just disappear because your spiritual. I do statemaxxing that involves the sexual transmutation, but it's a way of using sexual energy and maintaining it as a overall life force for everything in life but your sex drive doesn't disappear. You're gonna do sexual transmutation, but then still have extremely powerful sex. Idea that your sex disappears because you're transmitting it this is not it at all
  22. Every time he speaks he sounds like he has absolutely no integrity His tone is wrong, and sounds like a attempt to manipulate and persuade. It's like the kings jesture
  23. Any game released with this home menu music as the intro would take over the world. Game studios don't have the skill or are blind that's why they're not making music like this. People want to go back to the beauty of life, humans have lost sight of it.