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35 million americans have MCS

The documentary explores a invisible world most people dont know exists. People allergic to this toxic world. The issues goes deeper then this, the toxic world effects everyone just in ways that are not easy to associate, like depression, chronic fatigue, thyroid problems, digestion problems, mood problems, anger problems, SIBO, joint problems, ADHD, brain fog, schizophrenia, psychosis, insomnia. It all depends on your genetics. The video shows people how have no resistance and the life they are forced to live. This also mirrors my life. @Charlotte

The main line here is: Rd1 Kg7 Ne3 defending the rook. The knight is pinned to the rook, if it moves you loss the rook. Kg7 moves out of the way of checks and creates a pin. So when you play Ne3 it defends the rook, it attacks the hanging rook on c4 and it threatens Nf5+ and black is getting mated so the only move for black is to play Qxd1+Nxd1 giving up the queen. If Black plays Qb4 defending the c4 rook, Nf5+ and rook+queen combo is a easy mating pattern. If Black plays Rd4 blocking, Nf5+ forks the king and the queen. Ne3 is a retreating move and in this position its counter-intuitive.

I had psychosis events as a child for many years, I was prone to it from the beginning "genetically". These were true psychosis events where you are in an insane state with a lack of higher self-awareness and every thought or idea becomes truth. "A need to jump these flight of stairs to keep the stairs from running away" -> I had the thought, therefore it was truth (psychosis). I would enter into these states for about 2 hours every couple of months between the ages of 6-14. And they would always happen in the middle of the night during sleep from waking up. --- Future: The weed --- I smoked it once, everything went as we would expect, the "ordinary". The next day I felt off, then that night when I went to sleep. I didn't. Right at the point when you lose consciousness and you shift into "sleep", right at that moment I would begin hallucinating intensely with voices in my head. Then I would remain in that trance or limbo state between awake and asleep until I snap out of it, and regained self-awareness. This happened over and over again that night and I got zero sleep. Then it happened the next night. And then the next night. And it didn't stop for 9 years. By the 11th day, I began having severe headaches, by the first month, my entire body was in full pain. Every nerve is in pain. By six months, I'm in excruciating pain. And this just got worse for years and years relentlessly until I experienced the pinnacle of human pain and suffering. I call it stage five sleep deprivation (the death stage). In this stage, a single thought causes your entire body excruciating pain and you're under so much physiological stress that you're going to die if you don't transition back to stage 4 or stage 3. During those 9 to 10 years of excruciating pain, I became a self-taught soft engineer and worked at a company until I crashed, while constantly experimenting to find solutions. Eventually I narrowed down accidentally to what was causing my hallucinations and it happened to be that I was hyper sensitive to airborne chemicals and air. I was basically hallucinating because of the air. And once I broth my air quality up the hallucination/voices stopped and i began sleeping again. I was able to transition from waking to a sleeping state and the hallucinations/voices limbo state stopped happening. The realization that air quality and airborne toxins were causing my body not to transition into sleep took years of experimentation, observation and self-taught relentless pursuit to solve the problem. ---- I hope that explains how I know it was the weed. lol

I'm too open-minded for that outcome to have played out. Everyone in my familiy, friends and city are super pro weed.

I wouldnt of smoked weed at 21 causing 12 years of psychosis and schizophrenia. But because of the popularity of weed, smoking it at least once was inevitable, so there were no scenarios where I could've avoided this outcome. Only a Time Machine can stop me from smoking it.

Nice, Rd1 was the hard move to find, but what about Rd1 Kg7? White to play.

But without the king, most of the beauty of the game would be lost. Can we build a game of chess without the king and still keep it just as magical? What rules would that be?

I give the king the value of 0. The king is the most burdenson peice on the board, everything has to bend over backwards to protect it all game and only becomes useful in the end game. It can only move 1 square in any direction so its easy to trap. It cannot capture a protected peice. When attacked "check" everything else must stop to protect it. Its the only peice that cant attack the opponents king. "cant give check". Its the only piece that cant checkmate directly but it can assist in the end game. Rules like castling were invented just to protect it by hiding it in a corner. The king is the only piece that can make you lose the game. The King is the worse piece of them all. It's the piece you shove in a corner and hope your opponent forgets about it.

------ Puzzle 7 ----- White to move and win. This is a hard one but easy when you see the one trick.

lol ye, i said i would mix some easy ones in. But how good is your visualizing? Can you map out the main sequences with out mistakes?

Intuitively yes, but can you prove it? Also its Kg2 the start.

Add a Kg2 in there now its blacks move. Screen shot mistake.

I always found that peek performance happens right after long breaks. Fresh perspective, Imagination-motivation element at play. --------------- puzzle 6 -------------- Kg2. Black to move and win.

DAIIM now every time I contemplate I'll first start by setting up my chessboard. --- I was confused on who the bot was in the game, all i saw was one side destroying the other with TRUTH