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lmao but I'm really trying to understand, is without Feeling/Will there would be no "change". Change is absolute, but what makes things change is the Will of God. Just like it's my Will that moves my hand.

@Natasha Tori Maru when he started to have symptoms did he stop smoking right away? or Did he continue smoking as it progressively got worse?

it's like saying, "I felt like doing outside" There is a feeling entangled with every experience, even just reading what I'm saying right now there's a feeling entangled, but its subtle. That same feeling entangled is your Will. When you recognize the beauty in something, it's that your level of Consciousness goes up to the point where you could see beauty/goodness, and any type of feeling could be entangled with it. You could feel good about it bad about it or subtle about it and every other possible feeling in the Spectrum. Without a Feeling you would never move again. You wouldn't have the Will to lift a finger. If this is a reflection of God, then this Feeling/Will is absolute. God/You Willed this life. That's why its happening. Your Will is also the Feeling entangled in all your experiences. Just like how you "Feel like going outside" -> "God felt like having a life" This is what I've observed from direct experience but I want Leo to explain how this fits in his body of work.

lmao I misread completely But my post was a question I just didn't ask any haha My question is it's like saying, "I felt like doing outside" Feeling/Will are constantly changing but there is always a Feeling/Will that is absolute. There is no way not to feel and there's no way not to Will. So aren't these first order? Similar to intelligence or love? I'm conflating Feeling and Will together because they're the same thing from what I can tell. And isn't My Will just a finite version of the Will of God? I have this life because God Willed it or Felt like it?

That's not true, you could be more or less conscious, yet consciousness is Meaningful and absolute. There are degrees to consciousness. Feeling/Will are constantly changing but there is always a Feeling/Will that is absolute. There is no way not to feel and there's no way not to Will. Intelligence is also constant, the content of what you're thinking is changing but theres always intelligence flowing through you. Which is absolute. When you see the beauty in something -> you're experience is entangled with a specific feeling. You cannot separate the feeling from the experience. The feeling will change but there is always a feeling attached to your experience. It doesn't matter what the feeling is. How is this not obvious? When you see the beauty in something you're feeling something, it could be good, bad or "Nothing". But There is no "NOTHING" feeling. It doesn't exist. Nothing is just your default feeling, it's like the fish in water, doesn't know what water is. Try to feel nothing right now. It's impossible. There's water everywhere.

Your an epistemic pioneer

Boob Job co-opting survival. Do boobs pollute the epistemic ecosystem?

I'm talking about the feeling of recognizing Beauty in something, that type of feeling always exists constantly, just in various degrees. The spectrum of feeling. What is actual in my direct experience always contains a Feeling, a fluid constant field of it, it appears to be first order. I don't mean feeling as a sensory thing like touch. I have never not had this feeling its as constant as existence. That feeling just changes in degrees depending on how conscious you are. It's like how you could see goodness in everything the more conscious you become. Your ability to see goodness/beauty is proportional to your level of consciousness. What is the WILL of God? Of course it is a Feeling! Why was THIS life chosen? Because God felt like it. Why did I create this life as God? Because I felt like it! A feeling came first. A feeling was Genesis. And WILL is first order, it is always there. I have never not WILLED. And what drives it this "feeling" thing. It puts everything in motion. What causes everything to change constantly, change is an absolute, well it's WILL of course! WILL is still first order but it is heavily co-opted by survival so it's easy to dismiss as a survival mechanism.

Right to force a baboon Society to use Everyday cleaning products would be animal cruelty.

Lmao actually I could introduce all the toxic chemicals Humans use into a baboon society and see if any of them become schizophrenic. A bit simpler than finding even 1 schizophrenic baboon. 😅

When you're desperate like I have, parts of your life is spent sleeping in tents in the woods. LOL But Psychotic episodes happen from long-term exposure and it builds up slowly over many days, it's not that they need to be isolated 100% from the entire world. They can still go out to have fun and do whatever, Just that the core environment at home has to be without triggers (especially for Sleep recovery). That's a good point. chatgpt: apparently it costs roughly 150k to run that experiment for 6 weeks 😭

No, they’re inhaling laundry detergent nonstop, which in my case causes hallucinations, and thousands of voices in my head. There is a massive epistemic Blindspot They’re cloths have laundry detergent. They’re using cleaning products everywhere throughout the entire building, on the floors, the sheets, pillows, the workers use perfume… air fresheners are normally placed everywhere… I feel like you didn’t really believe anything I said, as if I’m making a mistake here

Science experiment, take a group of schizophrenics put them in a 100% clean environment and see if that makes any difference Somehow, no one has ever thought to do this

Pastor owning multi-million dollar jets justifying it. Evanscoundrelism.