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False alarm guys the issue passed. I was just sick and it blocked my sleep for a week so i became unstable. What ever the issue was the body self-regulated it this morning. 😅
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@Natasha Tori Maru for a lot of chronic health issues. It's up to the individual to solve it for themselves. This puzzle was too hard for me to solve. I'm not gonna die tonight, this is clear.
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integral started following Chronic Pain
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I've been dealing with chronic pain since I was 21 a severe sleeping disorder that I managed to recover from at some point, recently in the past week it came back and I've been in extreme physical pain in my entire body. Everything hurts even breathing is painful. Writing this here because I cant burden anyone in real life with this problem. I made that mistake in the past there's no point. I've been ready to die for many years, today I need to do it but im scared. I don't know how to die. With my past experience, I learned how to sleep through extreme physical pain and I got pretty good at it but now I mostly forgot the technique and it might take months to relearn it. It's very difficult having to harm this body after spending so long trying to keep it healthy. I can't go to a hospital, I'm allergic to the air, they don't know how to help me. And what I need is assistance to die. it's too difficult dying alone. I don't understand why I needed to be born and I would prefer that people don't give birth to me again. Please do not give birth to me. Do not create me. Do not dream of me. This body can do a a backflip and 15 muscle ups, but it can't sleep or breath air. It's interesting that we have the freedom to die and every reason to, but we keep living
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lmao i already built that one, ill release it soon
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https://www.exerciselock.fit/ So this app i built will lock your computer until you exercise and it tracks your movements with camera to make sure your actually doing it (its not perfect but it provides motivation). Meditation is tracks your eyes to make sure your meditating, and sleep it locks you computer so your cant use it after bedtime hours. When i say its locks i mean you absolutely cant get around it... lol i tried. Its free. Mac only, needs webcam, all the mac laptops have it. I set it up to exercise every 45 minutes on hard mode.
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integral started following App that Locks Computer Until You Exercise/Meditate/Sleep
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New app https://www.exerciselock.fit/ Lock your computer until you exercise
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Them squirrels have one less terrorist to worry about Actually, I watched a video recently of what a Yorkshire terrier was bread to do on a farm to ground hogs and it's pretty brutal... 😭 But whenever she caught a squirrel, she would just hold it in her mouth and then look at me. like ??? "what R this" then she would place the squirrel down right in front of her and do nothing. The squirrel would play dead. Then, after like a minute, the squirrel would regain survival instinct, and very slowly walk away. lmaooo this happened both times. And she would just watch as the squirrel walked away, made very little sense. haha
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Thanks everyone for the support! Thank you, you're so sweet 🥺 I recovered, but then I used the clarity that came from her passing and transmitted it to a healthier routine. This routine reduced forum activity and increased activity in business, meditation and consciousness work. I mourn intensely for 3 to 4 days and then I can't anymore, the body completely shuts off that process/ hormones involved and it takes significant mental work like visualizing her to then access the mourning state again. Probably a sign of a healthy organism
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https://www.facebook.com/share/r/1BdoaVDRiv/?mibextid=wwXIfr This is a good example of bad politics caused by green projecting their values onto others. The guy in the video has some really good takes on other topics, but for some reason like many people who skew more conscious they have terrible politics like disastrous In the video, he claims that Trump is not a scan artist fascist egotistical dictator because he cares about forest fires... He thinks this is evidence... It looks so naïve. It seems he takes everything Trump's does and then projects it or sees it as face value to fit what his value system is instead of understanding why Trump is actually doing these things and of course it's because he's lying and it's all a show to push his aganda.
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integral started following Green Empathy Trump Supporters.
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Neutering animals. If you remove a man's testicles, it destroys his hormone levels. It causes chronic depression and chronic health problems. The same thing happens to animals. Somehow this connection cannot be made by most people, because companies found a way to make a profit with group think.
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Thanks guys ❤️ God she was so beautiful. A woman was there with me at the park, trying to help, she ended up consoling me mostly, i was to emotional to think or find a solution. It was best this way that she died chasing the squirrels, best way to die. 😌
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She was born with a heart condition and was given 6 months to live at birth, she lived till 13 years. I took her for 2 walks a day, she would exercise with me everyday outdoors, always running nonstop. She was having issues with her heart for the past 3 months, the vet said she had 1 week to live, i tried everything but it was progressing to fast, i needed more time to solve it. She had many incidents with her heart in the past 3 months. Today she was having issues with the heat it was making her condition worse but because im allergic to the air conditioner i thought she would make it for a few days, i was wrong. Today she ran after a squirrel and her heart stopped, i couldn't save her. She caught 2 squirrels in her life time, she tried everyday. During her final episode i held her and i knew she was not going to survive it. I tried figuring out a solution in the middle of the park but i couldn't see it. I drove to my cousins farm, dug a hole and buried her.
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integral started following My dog Died
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The thought the reason they watch him was as a circus act? They actually believe this is a healthy man?
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integral started following Fall of clavicular, is this the end of looksmaxxing?
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integral replied to Brandon L's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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ya OOOOK the poor plot of the book is the best these unimaginative producers are going to come up with its only down hill if they attempt to deviate.
