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@LordFall The graph shows that at each stage of spiral development masculine and feminine polarity shift and people can be at different stages of spiritual, sexual and anima/animus development. So for example someone can be at Blue with a spiritual developer of 5, a sexual developer of 4 and a animus development of 1. At Yellow and up there is a balance or merging of the masculine and feminine dichotomy or it can be expressed in many different ways.

@ValiantSalvatore @LordFall The graph is from the book Integral Relationships

Oh no his advice was great! Where miscommunicating lol

That's it, its a relative. The body of the individual will react differently depending on many factors. I made the statement that it was stimulator and can cause anxiety but that does not match your personal experience. All of this is lost when googling things and forming beliefs with studies and data.

If this is the case I think its a reasonable idea catch yourself projecting your stress onto her. Its like you subconsciously blaming her or blaming others for not achieving your goals yet. Got to learn to sit with your feelings more and identify what they are trying to communicate to you instead of reacting to them and projecting them.

I dont think its an indication of higher development but like jesus sais It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God. Disclaimer I do not endorse everything Jesus said. ? Full Orange Women with type 3 spiritual development are a pain in the ass and tend to be very masculine leaning. #personal experience Of course its because its a bad fit compatibility, when they speak its boring basic worldview I grew out of when I was a teenager or early 20s. Because there masculine nothing can change there beliefs and there not really open to exploring new ideas.

Why would that conflict with what I said?

Do you think the reason you keep breaking up with her is because your goals in life are center focus and you feel she is holding you back, there is anxiaty and your projecting that anxiaty on her.

Naa nothing wrong with orange, I personally find orange alpha women high pressure to date, why they are dating you is a impossible to maintain status game, they always are looking for options and high status alpha males are always hovering around.

They crossed the line into illegal with does pranks, youtube should sensor this content.

Fear of death, wants to be immortal.

Are you stressed about other things in life and feel its not time to be with someone when you haven't got your life together yet?

What type of physical health problem do you have that is contributing to the burn out?

Purpose Motivation to keep Consistent, its public even if i know no one will read this Reminded of what im doing (avoid forgetting the plan) Track daily state (mood, performance, mistakes) Narrow down the things that work and the things that don't Goal Optimize default state for consistent mood and clarity of mind over a life time. Feel free to comment and give suggestions.

Hilarious! Side tangent, it look like hell dating orange style alpha women, not sure what does guys are thinking.

I think your best best to regenerate the gums is to stop brushing in anyway that comes into contact with the gums and to eat foods high in vitamin C.

Sound good man, post again on the next insight hunt. ??? What algorithm are we talking about here??

Explain a bit more on the issue your facing with work and maintaining a stable job?

No thats the end of logic, play a different game now.

@Michael569 After this comment I've been searching local shops for whole spelt kernels everywhere, cant find them!!

Its a gift to be able to relax like that, breath into the orgasm and let it do its thing to make it deeper. I don't even think you know why its happening for you, your naturally good at it with out needing to learn how to. Its a very real skill.

lmao you provided all the insights, answered all your own questions. Good move. That's an important point, my personal experience with all women i encounter is after they meet me its instant connection and they want to be around me all the time, even if we are not dating or friends they say "we have a connection". So the game your playing i find difficult to relate to, I've seen it a lot in young and insecure youth that still haven't come out of there shell yet and allowed themselves to be there authentic self and just relax. But its seems your very sensitive and educated and feel the need to restrain yourself in fear of misplaying things. Once your in flow and tuned in to the woman's needs it becomes effortless, these games and uncertainty drop away. There is a lot of this kind of reverse engineering how she feels with evidence . When your tuned in to her you know exactly what she is thinking and feeling and you don't need external evidence. Being her friend is not black and white like that. The way your talking about the masculine vs feminine polarity is people who have a unhealthy imbalances. They both need to be in balance in one person to reach your full potential. What vibe does a guru give off to a women? That's the kind of strong connection you want to give to a women. Its balanced in masculine and feminine. To be her friend is so she feels 100% comfortable with you to talk about anything, like your the first person in her life that she feels she can be her true self around and not be judged. There world changes when they meet you, every time you speak it shows them a new way of living they didnt know existed before meeting you. They have no idea how they lived there life this long with out you. That's the value you want to bring to her life that makes you into a super star in her eyes. That then needs to be in balance with sexual energy and passion that she feels for you. Passion + Intimacy + Commitment = Integral Relationship

Ah ok so your dating a bunch of women at the same time and are figuring out which one to pick. Go with wtv women you connect with most or you can keep dating around and find out you really like and keep that one around. They are contacting you vai the app. Asking for her number is not an indication that your officially interested now. She has no idea your sleeping around with other women at the same time, and keep it that way. How you made her feel about you is the indication she cares about. if you made her feel amazing she expects you feel the same about her and thinks you will see her again. She has no idea your autisticly thinking your emotions or like her or don't. So how did you make her feel, did you make her feel like you've been best friends her entire life? If yes then the connection is strong for her and will be hurt with out a reply. She already bonded. She does not need your "space" giving, She wants you to take action. Your focusing to much on you and your autonomy to be independent and make your own decisions and dont realize that how you made her feel was the decision she received. The other important factor is how she personally is viewing the situation and that you dont know unless you ask. She could be like you and just fooling around with out expectations, or not, this is the assumption that she slept with you and does not have expectations "she hasnt decided yet".

It depends on what you mean by pull up? If you mean working full time to live in an apartment and eat 3 meals a day then yes. if you deviate from this path and say, have 3 kids, buy a car on credit, participate in what everyone is trying to sell you, incur any chronic health problems that need constant medical treatment (financial suicide in the US), then no.

Lie about things that are socially acceptable to lie about, dont lie about does other things.