integral

I cant get an erection thinking about men, but if I try i know i can get the job done.

Can iron be absorbed from nuts? She has recently started eating eggs, but thats probably the limit she will go. There are moral reasons involved.

@Michael569 ?Walking's boring, who wants to do that? If im leaving the house its for some action.

Intrinsic vs Extrinsic motivation, but dont ask how the former happened. The trick is the set physical challenges for yourself and gamify the entire process. That's how 100% of athletes or anyone who exercise consistently does it. Its not about "i want to loss weight" or "I do it to be healthy". The mindset is "I want to climb that mountain because it looks fun!" "Can I do a handstand across this balance beam jugging 3 balls with my feet and holding a nugget in my ass?, Challenge accepted!" Its definitely easier with a bunch of friends who also like to challenge themselves. I recommened signing up to gymnastics gym, team sports. Avoid anything that IS NOT MENTALLY CHALLENGING. This is the biggest mistake everyone makes, they exercise with out the mental challenge component then give up over time, like jogging or mindless cardio on a machine. Sports, martial arts, rock climbing, slack lining, pair dancing... involve high mental performance and focus, this is part of the addiction. Even body building is about challenging yourself to be stronger everyday and setting personal records. To be athletic is mental not physical. Challenge channeling challenges. Gamification.

He must be lacking in social calibration. If he comes off as immature then obviously thats not going to work.

Can you explain these more, what did you do exactly for each?

The possibilities are endless with that, give neuro feed back to an AI that will craft a world just for you to optimize for a specific brain state.

@Jannes oh god... this will be illegal real quick. They will need to consent for that.

?this cant be real

I think a small get together or even just the 2 of you going somewhere nice for 2 weeks and have a unofficial celebration is the new next best thing.

Fantastic but wearing that thing for hours is probably uncomfortable. Oh the resolution is fantastic on this, this is a game changer.

Bad boys are in a better emotion state when talking to girls then good boys, so they come off attractive, that's about it. How you feel when socializing is the entire game, when you feel good you kill it.

I stopped taking showers long ago. ?

Its going to be ok. Where there any signs that things where reaching the end?

Think of it as preparation for her. Every relationship is a learning experience and you need them to grow up before you get to her. Your underestimating the struggle and learning curve of relationships, there is alot you need to learn, so go experience it.

@undeather @Michael569 Its for me and my gf. She has issues with losing hair, acid reflux and chronic low energy. I have POIS, that takes about 4 days of recovery to go back to normal after ejaculation. Symptoms are sluggishness, poor digestion, lactic acid build up from exercise stops or disappears, brain fog.

I would like to test everything but don't know the correct names for each test or I am aware some tests are deceptive and don't really reveal the issue so id like to avoid the ones that aren't accurate. What tests do you recommend? I feel like this is generally useful information for everyone on the forum.

He never had a gf and has no life experience, healthy good experiences are the best way to heal from trauma. For a virgin to overcome sex, love and connection with other things is spiritual bypassing. Hes got virgin problems that are solved by not being a virgin.

200 μg 1p-LSD, Fasted 1 Day I don't recommend this as B12 shots can cause anxiety, I only tried this because I felt confident. This is the highest LSD dose I have tried so far and during the come up I was feeling cold and slight shivering. I recognized this as something that will pass as I understand this feeling is my bodies inability to relax at the current moment and it will heat up again when I calm down. Then I realized that this B12 Spray that I've been experimenting with makes my whole body very hot minutes after taking it. So instead of allowing my body to naturally calm down and warm up I decided to try that. Immediately the body become very hot and generated heat and I was hit with a intense dizzy room is melting kind of feeling. I decided to go to the bed room and sit with it in the dark and the experience was that of i become aware and in control of the ability to enter in and out of waking state. I'm sure this is common I'm a newb. Basically Ill fall into a sleeping trance then focus awareness back "externally" and ill be awake again then focus or let go and go back asleep. It was fun playing around with this line. At some point I noticed something vibrating and focused on that, I was trying to figure out where this sound and vibration was coming from and it realized it was coming from inside the body and it was my central nerves system. So I focused on my central nervous system and put my awareness on my entire body, the vibration 100x increased to the point it felt like my arms where shaking violently, So I looked at my hand and it was not moving at all but there was a very strong vibration coming from it and my entire body. So I had the idea this was the energy body. At this point I felt basically sober and present in the environment and it was as if i took all my mental energy and put it "externally" to the body. Playing around in that vibration state was fun, I remembered a video of prana energy healing and tried to see if i could feel my gf energy with this new vibration hand lol. I felt nothing at all coming from her but ill need to try again and experiment more. Basicly my body and hand that was touching her was vibrating and making a sound like a jet plan but she felt nothing and I could not feel anything coming from her. Ill need to imagine more intensely next time. I had many thoughts and insights during the trip but I'm more interested in this vibration and audio vibration that came with it. Does anyone know what this vibration is? In a sober state I can focus on my central nervous system to the point it hurts and could never understand why focusing on it hurt so much? I'm guessing part of the reason I'm disconnected with my body is because my body hurts, any part of it if I focus in is unpleasant and painful. Every cell in this body hurts. Now sober if I focus on the central nervous system its of course is very unpleasant but also I can feel the vibration, every nerve in the body is vibrating like this all the time. This trip was alot harder then the last ones, I didnt eat that day and the B12 shoot stimulant was added. Overall I think it would of been better for my body if i was not fasted and ate a vegan meal 4 hours before the trip. It feels better and is a easier experience. This trip was overall good but somehow more painful and i think the b12 played a role. Im hoping a higher dose does not = more pain. --- Bonus: In the bed room I had sweated out a lot of water as the body was on fire the entire time. Turns out my dog was also in that hot sweaty sealed room for that 3 hours and she got soooo high lmao. Took her for a walk and it was a whole new world for her.

No I space out each trip by 2-4 weeks so everything in integrated and biologically reset to baseline.

Thanks guys for the feedback, going to report back when I have more experience.

No on at the moment besides Leos new video releases. At some point we need to stop theory and practice it. So im working on trips and experiencing new states.

I'm not getting what is the big deal, for everything to be me and created by me, hand crafter every detail would not surprise me in the slightest. If this is all awakening is its child play. What you guys are doing here is learning how to walk for the first time and being shocked by it. This is the beginning but also the end of the old framing. Its because its happening against your will, so its with out the egos consent. Maybe this is the the differentiating factor for why some people cant handle the truth and others can. Some people ground themselves in reality being a specific way, in away thats comfortable for them. If your mind is comfortable with the ungrounded then tripping is for you, if not don't trip. Some people have no business taking psychedelics and we have no protocol to identify good candidates and no education to help be assess if tripping is right for them.

Get a Girl Friend. Thats how you deal with it.

Teal Swan and Sadhguru are all doing well with 60 second clips on YouTube. Personally I don't like waisting time with clips, I like 3 to 9 hour videos.